When the wheel of destiny opens and starts spinning. Is it that all people can't escape the fate that rolls in, and can only rise and fall in it.
No matter how far you go, you are still in the control of fate. After seeing the sea of stars in the world, I suddenly realized that that person had already met and missed it, what kind of mood would it be?
When the beauty of the world no longer has an appeal, when what was once loved becomes ordinary, when you have tasted the sweetest candy in the world and lost it. Who can not sigh a word, to create people?
As the plane weaves through the clouds, the surrounding white fog is vast and does not distinguish the direction. It's like looking around in my heart now, dazed.
I remembered many things, many words, many expressions. It crosses my mind as quickly as a photo, which may have felt warm before, but now I just feel strange.
I couldn't forget it, and the person I missed for ten years eventually turned into a strange figure. When the obsession disappears, it is as sudden as when it comes, and before I can digest the empty feeling of this moment, I am immediately filled with reality.
At this moment, I waited so long, so long that I used to think he would not come. But this time, as you wished, you and I were liberated.
Looking back, you and I are not even the most familiar strangers, and I may not know you as well as your colleagues in the same office or the neighbors who live next door. Your preferences, your habits, I don't know a single one.
I'm always imagining that you'll be happy to see me, that you'll feel comforted and at peace, just like me. While I anticipated your feedback, reality only validated my failure. These strong thoughts of mine over the years have been a burden for you, a heavy burden, a stone that suddenly fell on you and avoided it. Reasonable, unexpected.
When I poured all my love into the imaginary you who lived in my heart, I forgot that you were long gone. When I cling to a special, when I am afraid of being slowly forgotten, when I worry about those illusory thoughts. For you, these are just irrelevant questions, not worth mentioning, nothing to explore.
When the plane passes through the clouds, it will suddenly realize that there is really nothing in the clouds.
It was me, trapped in time for too long, and when I was young, I thought I had met the soul that was tacit and compatible, and I thought that each other could stay together forever. This is not the case, and it is only at this point that I understand. It makes sense to go in both directions, and people may not be able to find such a person who wants to be with each other all their lives, and they cannot firmly believe that this person must exist. Wishful thinking and asking for nothing is the norm in the world. Instead of humbly praying, let go. Even if you don't have love anymore, at least you can still embrace life.
Once I thought of you, it was the mountains and rivers, the stars and the sea, all the beautiful things are related to you. And now, everything in the world has changed, I will still wait for the wind in every season, but I will not wait for you anymore. I will always look up at the stars, but I will no longer hope that you will live on one of the stars and look at me. Facing the majestic waves of the sea, it is also full of peace, because there is no longer a wave for you.
Today, you are still the special existence in my heart, but it is no longer the whole love. In this bustling world, like old friends, they will miss, they will depend, but they will no longer cling to the unfinished ending.
When the plane was about to land, there was a star in the distance, maybe it was you, maybe just a star.
Thank you for shining my whole youth.
