#Emotional Writing Little Master # #我要上头条 #
Everyone's youth can never escape a love
I regret it, I regret it, I have it, I pity it
There are many kinds of styles, but there is no eternity!
- Caption
What is youth? Youth is bitter, childish, innocent but also fearless.
In those years, we regarded it as a treasure, full of virgin hearts, unscrupulous revelry but also inexhaustible grievances, which was the death that we cared for the most but did not dare to touch!
I read very little Japanese novels. Even if Haruki Murakami ran with him to accompany the international reputation; Keigo Higashino's red hair was purple; not to mention that Yasunari Kawabata and Yukio Mishima had already looked tired of holding the medals. Xu is a national plot, always uninteresting, even if their achievements are indeed worth learning.
A friend gave me a copy of "Meiqiu" and said it was good. Rough turn dozens of pages, some sunburn. At a time when the story of pure love has long been indiscriminate, and there is no surprise or eye-catching, can only rely on feelings to capture the restless heart?
But a breath of truth and purity has quietly pervaded, is this the ultimate of another kind?
What does a person do when she is soberly aware that her life will wither away in the near future?
Is it depravity or depravity, exaltation or fearlessness?
"Beauty Hill" tells such a story.
(i)
Even if it is a speck of dust in the world, as soon as the sun comes out, there are songs and dances.
——Wang Anyi
Ishida Hashida has always been good at youth literature, and he has written the confusion of youth, the restlessness of adolescence, and the world of marginalized people to the fullest. The "Ikebukuro Nishiguchi Park" series, "Lonely Novelist", "4TEEN" and so on are very popular, and "Mikoka" is particularly exciting.
Just then, out of the corner of my eye, I caught sight of something unusual. A petite girl in boot-shaped jeans with a Ranger leather jacket appeared. Short hair, waxed ends jumping restlessly outward. The girl put on the white iron fence with both hands and began to climb up.
This is michu's appearance, she is wild like an unscrupulous deer jumping in this world.
Taiichi, a college student, skips class with two brothers on the rooftop. On this day, it coincided with Migaoka, who wanted to jump off the building and live lightly.
So this refreshing teenager, like a glowing firefly in the darkness, illuminated Miya's nearly extinguished longing.
Before they met, they smiled, and the first meeting was already promised.
When they first met, even though Mikoka was not so pretty and behaved obediently, they already had feelings for each other, but neither of them was aware of it.
The second time they met, Michu was accused of sleeping with her friend's boyfriend, and she arrogantly pushed back, but she was also deeply under siege. Taiichi, who was never impulsive, stepped forward to save Miyasu.
At this time, Michu is a running flame. She is petite and fearless, but her heart is dazzling.
In the face of the criticism of her classmates, she is like a brave loner, stubborn and fearless to go forward.
Because of her fearlessness, her beauty sparkles, and even makes others look up unconsciously.
Join Taiyi's circle of friends and form a team of six. Rescued Chiemi, who was victimized by domestic violence, and sent her lost grandmother home.
Slowly, obediently, untamed Migaoka quietly crashed into Taiichi's heart.
When the beautiful, gentle, and rich family with a good family background confessed to Taiyi, Taiyi was flattered and less eager in his heart, but he also accepted her naturally.
In the interaction, he has never been able to move his true feelings, but he and Miqiu are seamlessly matched.
It wasn't until he kissed Michu deeply that he realized that what he really loved was Migaoka.
So, in the heavy rain in Shibuya, the two broke through the inner shackles and bravely snuggled up to each other.
(ii)
The limitations of destiny can be eternal, and the indomitable challenges cannot be necessary or absent.
- Stetson
After the two have each other for the first time, Michu tells Taiichi her secret:
An accident as a child caused the dura mater between her brain and skull to rupture, and the hospital knew that freezing the dry dura mater was dangerous, but still insisted on surgery to deplete the stock. As a result, Michu suffered from Jacob's disease, commonly known as human mad cow disease. Once the disease occurs, the brain slowly becomes a sponge-like cavity, and eventually all functions are lost until death.
She didn't tell anyone the news, just because she hadn't met anyone who would guard her for the rest of her life.
If no one in this world understands me and has mercy on me, why not slowly destroy myself?
At this point, all of Michu's unusual behavior has a reasonable explanation.
Michu, you were running in the rain, drenched in wetness; she smiled and walked toward the closest place to the sky; you were tearing wildly in the pre-dawn dawn. Even if it is a friend's boyfriend, as long as you like it, you will not shy away from it; when you meet a cute girl, you will ignore gender. You've fought hooligans in the streets of midnight, even kicking off the front teeth of an unknown hapless egg. You are like a shooting star, burning up life and shining.
She was extremely awake, watching the world, and the god of death approaching in the darkness stared at this weak little girl.
She clearly knew that at most for more than ten years, when others were flourishing, the cruel and inevitable ending would not let her go.
In her fear, she suddenly realized: Since life is so short, what else should she take care of? Let this short life burn out unscrupulously!
Since then, she has been unruly and contemptuous of all peaks and shores!
It wasn't until after this pleasure that Mikyu shed her thick, seemingly uninhibited disguise.
She thought that Taiyi would leave, leaving her bubble, which was destined to burst and disappear, to fend for itself.
Taiyi didn't, and he kissed her, along with her soul and hurt.
"Prove I've ever lived!" It proves that Minegishi Mikyu once lived here and loved TaiIchi Jun deeply! ”
This is Mikyu's only belief, and the singing of life is so determined!
In order to enjoy their last days, the two persuaded their families to live together in a rented house.
And Michu stubbornly told the truth to the small group of six people, relieved of the previous suspicions, and the six people sat together drinking coffee and eating food!
Take part in a grand traveling rock concert and enjoy the most beautiful blooms in the midst of pleasant nature.
Taiichi wants to marry Miyasu, but Michu refuses, how can she leave a hurry and turn away?
In her opinion, cohabitation is already a gift, how dare to expect too much?
(iii)
The world made me scratch all over my body, but the wounds grew wings.
- Adonis
The flowers were about to wither, and the devil was finally here.
In the library, Miyagi suddenly fell in front of Taiichi, tears of fear dripping from her eyes, like a moment of life and death, the two embraced each other and wept.
If one day, I am no longer me, I will use This hand of Taiyi Jun. End it with this hand! Because he didn't have a choice when he was born, there was a kind of crazy person who chose how to die according to his own preferences. I absolutely cannot tolerate that I am not myself anymore, but my body is alive. So, use this hand to make a conclusion!
Is this: "Born like the splendor of a summer flower, dead like the quiet beauty of an autumn leaf"?
Michu's body deteriorated, she couldn't speak fluently, her hands didn't listen to her calls, her legs couldn't walk, she couldn't speak at all, she couldn't recognize the people around her, her memory was greatly reduced...
On Christmas Eve, Tai Yijun went to dye Migao's straight red hair, which Migaoka liked, and bought a bouquet of red roses and placed them next to Migaoka.
Everything is transient and impermanent, and the island nation seems to have a decadent aesthetic appreciation for grief.
Appreciating and admiring this fateful lament is another beauty for us!
For no reason, I remembered The First Intimate Contact by Pi Zi Cai, who remembers? Searching for that classic dialogue on the Internet, count it as a conclusion:
Pi Zi Cai:
"If I had ten million, I could buy a house.
Do I have ten million?
No, so I still don't have a house;
If I had wings, I could fly.
Do I have wings?
No, so I can't fly either;
If you pour out the water of the whole Pacific Ocean, you will not extinguish the flame of my love for you.
Can the water of the entire Pacific Ocean be poured out?
No, so, I don't love you! ”
Dancing:
"If I had one more day to live, I'd be your girlfriend that day."
Do I still have a day to live?
No, so, unfortunately, I'm still not your girlfriend in this life;
If I had wings, I would fly down from heaven to see you.
No, so, unfortunately, I can't see you again;
If you pour out the water from the whole bathtub, you won't be able to extinguish the flame of my love for you.
Is the water poured out of the entire bathtub?
Yes, so yes, I love you