After Zhou Rong returned to China, she knew that Cai Xiaoguang had been waiting for her, and she was very touched and distressed, saying that he should not abuse himself so much.
Cai Xiaoguang was also very honest, saying that he did not sit still and insist, but "keep and not be loyal."
As a person who came over, Zhou Rong understood that a man still remembered himself in his heart for decades, and just that thought was already precious, and he did not dare to expect him to guard himself like a jade.
Therefore, when Cai Xiaoguang told Zhou Rong that she had four women, she was very calm and did not feel that there was anything wrong.
She also believes that she has been guarding him like a jade for so many years, which is a kind of reward.
If Zhou Rong married Feng Huacheng because of a momentary impulse, then she and Cai Xiaoguang are definitely a long-term love.
From his youth, they secretly read forbidden books together and engaged in deep soul exchanges, and since then, Cai Xiaoguang has identified Zhou Rong.
Because she is not only beautiful, but also loves to read, not only to read, but also to have independent thoughts and opinions.
Perhaps Zhou Rongfen recklessly chased her love, in Cai Xiaoguang's view, is the inevitable choice of the goddess in the dream not to eat human fireworks.
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In the years when Zhou Rong was adrift, Cai Xiaoguang's life was also quite colorful, not only did he not treat himself physically, but also boldly pursued his spiritual career.
In that era when his thinking was not civilized enough, Cai Xiaoguang put aside his prejudices, did not rely on his family political background to enter politics, and chose to be a director.
For Cai Xiaoguang's ideal, Zhou Rong, as a professor, naturally understands and supports it.
In order to pay off her debt to Cai Xiaoguang, she never socialized, and in order to make Cai Xiaoguang the director of the play "Our Generation of Children", she ran to accompany people to socialize and drink.
Zhou Rong is selfish, but she is outside of Cai Xiaoguang, only Feng Huacheng is this one man, and Cai Xiaoguang waited for her for 20 years, but there were four women to accompany him.
Human nature is complicated, you say that she is selfish, she can insert a knife for her brother's two ribs, put down decency for her lover, you say that he is dedicated, waiting for one person for twenty years, but he changes a lover in three years.
People are all weak, too perfect people, but they hide their shortcomings.
Love always requires two people to owe each other.
When Cai Xiaoguang was young, he regarded Zhou Rong as a goddess and gave her every kindness, even though he knew that she had eloped with the poet he admired, he still took care of the Zhou family as the son-in-law of the Zhou family.
Cai Xiaoguang did not lack women, but he left his wife's place to Zhou Rong. In his heart, going to bed is the same as everyone, but getting married, it is none other than Zhou Rong.
This is not because he has paid too much to Zhou Rong, if he can't fulfill his long-cherished wish of that year, he will be unwilling.
This is not only because of love, but also because too much effort has been poured into the other party, the process may be tortuous, but if the ending is good, it is not worthy of Shaohua.
This also reminds me of the recent big S remarriage incident in the entertainment industry fire.
Big S and Gu Junye decided to get married without meeting, is this not a compensation psychology?
In a variety show, Big S asked Gu Junye if he wanted to marry her?
If Gu Junye is willing to propose, according to the personality of Big S, she will definitely marry, but in the end, the two still miss it.
I think that Big S was willing to marry Gu Junye because of the words he said:
"We've wasted too much time"
We already missed each other, do we have to miss each other now?
Life is only a few decades, the unfulfilled wishes of the year, now have the opportunity to come true, why not let go and complete yourself?
Obviously, he knew that his marriage to Gu Junye would be opposed by everyone, but he always had to give an account of the sincerity of his girlhood, even if it was doomed to be the wrong choice.
Many people say that looking back, the most regrettable thing is not something you did, but those things that you wanted to do but didn't.
If you were given a chance, would you not give your love a chance to start over?
Perhaps, Cai Xiaoguang and Big S did not love so much, but they just wanted to make the rest of their lives less regretful.