Cheating, quasi-clearance examination, thigh hugging, substitute examination, experimental report fraud, playing games and talking about love night and night songs.
Vanity, comparison, small copying, school violence, isolation and exclusion.
Do college students have real materials? Some have.
I thought I was upright at Hefei University of Technology, but I still couldn't get a sense of security.
I was forced to take a break from school and withdraw from school.
Because of the loss of love, because there is no money, because of family conflicts, because of guilt, because of their QQ space was reported to the counselor, because of their own glass heart.
I admit that I am a double standard person
I admit to myself glass hearted and prone to tantrums
I admit that sometimes I want to buy a tablet, and I admit that I want to buy milk tea once, but I probably didn't drink milk tea when I was in college
Now drinking milk tea is to drink it every day, but it is almost rarely drunk
I mean, the economic base determines the superstructure
Or it's not right to compare, but why do I have this mentality? Even I felt that my heart was twisted and evil
Rich people, or moderately wealthy people, may find it ridiculous to look at people like me who don't have jobs
But since I chose to do self-media full-time and write articles full-time, it must be a corresponding price
Writing articles may not necessarily make me a good self-media person quickly, but if I don't write articles, my dreams will be extinguished
As a child, I didn't have the money to write articles
Later, my relatives bought me a lot of books that I could write articles, and I liked to write articles very much
I write articles very quickly, although I don't write well, but I write a lot of content
When I was a child, I mainly liked to write fairy tales, or write some association articles, and liked to record the things I encountered in my dreams
In 2017, I very much wanted to study management, but all the people didn't support me, I mean everyone
So in the end, under the coercion and inducement of my family, I chose a technical major that I didn't like, and finally I didn't learn to choose to quit, because I didn't like this major from the beginning
But the responsibility can not be pushed, just in my family, it is my own volunteer, it is my own responsibility, I do not blame anyone, but I still blame anyone, or I can blame anyone, because this is my freedom, but in the law it is my own volunteer, it is my own business
Or 80% of this matter is my own responsibility, and 20% of my family, relatives and friends
This 20% of the responsibility should be borne by my family and relatives, because the advice they gave me was actually incorrect
I modify it, in fact, 99.99% of the responsibility is borne by myself, only 0.01% or less of the responsibility should be pushed to the family, friends, teachers, classmates and relatives come and go to bear all the responsibility, all borne by myself is the least likely to be scolded by others
That is, if you make a mistake, even if you want to blame others, but in fact you first take on 99.99% of your own responsibility, I told myself so, but in fact I myself am a very double standard person, I always blame the cause of a thing on others, or I myself am unable to escape the blame, but I did evade a lot of responsibility, I did not fulfill some of my obligations as a citizen, or I did what I should do, but, It has aroused the disgust of many people
Just like when I emphasize the study style, when I take the style, it will definitely cause most people to resent it
Including the antipathy of the counselor, including the antipathy of the dean, including the antipathy of other learning cadres in the class, including the antipathy of other students, including the antipathy of students in other classes, and even the antipathy of other people who have similar experiences
So I had only one choice, and that was to drop out of school silently
It is not others who are at fault, but myself, who have underestimated the correctness of other people's hearts
Even if others have a scale in their hearts, they all know who is right and who is wrong? We all know how to defend our good intentions to successfully graduate from college and get a degree certificate
But do you deserve it?
Oh, I'm sorry, I mean I deserve it?
Actually, I didn't deserve a degree certificate, so I dropped out
Whether it is a counselor, a school leader, other class leaders in the class, or other students, or the parents of the students, they are all right, only I am wrong, I should be responsible
In fact, the whole purpose of my self-media is to apologize to everyone and explain this matter to everyone, although I only have more than 1,000 fans on the headlines now, I think there will be more, and there will be more fans
I'm wrong, but does that mean there must be no way to get back from being wrong?
I mean, is there a possibility that I can take some simple steps? It will allow me to make up for these mistakes
You are all right, this sentence is actually insinuating, ironic and sarcastic, in fact, you can hear it, I know you can hear it, I know you know it, I know you can hear it
But not spitting is not fast
After all, when others sat in baoyan's classroom and I was scolded in the electronics factory, my heart was broken
Although I don't have a job now, I chose to continue to study the exam, although he was hated by many people, but for me, I don't take the exam, how can I improve my academic qualifications? I don't have a degree, how can I prove it to those who scold me in the electronics factory? I'm not garbage
Sometimes I know that the wrong person should also be paid, but I worked five jobs and only one company paid me
But this is all my own reasons, all my own reasons, others are not wrong, wrong is myself, so to speak, others will only be more uncomfortable, because this way of insinuation, this way of irony and irony is that I came from the social guru, or said that I made it up myself, has nothing to do with society, is my own reason
When I take all the blame on myself, it is a great betrayal
We say that we must pursue justice, we must pursue fairness, justice, and openness, but I mean that he is the rule-maker, and at the same time it may also be a vested interest, or if a person has interests, will he still serve ordinary people?
Counselors, leaders, they have a stable salary, they don't need to think for me, there is no meaning, there is no need, there is no need, there is no obligation to consider for me, so my withdrawal from school has no impact on them
But after I dropped out, it took me several years to retake the university, because I had finished my junior year, and even I had finished reading, at least I had finished the first semester of my sophomore and junior year, and most of the courses were very excellent, so I felt that it was a pity for me, but for the teacher, it was a very wise choice to take me away, or to dissuade me, or to let me leave on my own, because I would not bother their outlook on life, values, you say?
No one will think that the person who was expelled from school is right, because I was not expelled from school, but when I tweeted, someone would still say in the comment area that I made a mistake and was expelled from school, but I was not actually expelled, you can check the relevant evidence, I have it
But those who spread rumors on the Internet, in fact, I think they also understand what I mean, when I re-read there are many people who scold me, when I quit school, there are also many people who scold me, but they scold me just that I should not quit school, scolding that I should not take this matter to myself, should not be nosy, the most annoying sentence in the world is to be nosy, where there is nothing to do, but nosy other people's things are big and small is also related to me, my things are in Dazhai, small fish, It doesn't matter if others are, that is, I can help others, but I don't ask others to help me, but others can help me, I don't refuse, but I mean that my things are big or small, others don't help me, not weird, that is, if other people's things I see death and don't save, it is definitely my own moral problem
Strict self-discipline and leniency also mean this, don't you say?
I myself have a lot of problems, I have also offended a lot of people, and every time I go to a place, I will offend many people, I also know that I am a garbage, a moth in society, it can be said that the moonlight clan nibbles on the old clan all kinds of garbage words, ask me if the buckle is OK, I accept
But what I want to say is that I just want to live, just want to live one more day, just want to live another day, is there anything too wrong with this man?
Everyone's life should live to be a few dozen years old, and I'm only 23 now, and no matter how many mistakes I've made before, I feel like I still have a chance to live a few more days
But some counselors, some leaders, some class committees, some classmates just wanted to put me to death
To report me with an article I posted, is that what a normal person should do?
My QQ space was blocked from the teacher at that time, and the things I sent didn't want the teacher to know at all, and then you told me, you give screenshots of these things to the teacher, will the teacher praise you? I don't even know
Some things, I tell you, I don't want you to tell the teacher, and I don't want you to tell the counselor about it, but you did tell it
Bystanders will not be happy all the time, and you will pay the price for your indifference
Conversely, isn't I myself an indifferent person? Aren't you also a bystander? When others encounter difficulties, what ability do I have, what strength do I have to help others? I didn't, I'm also an indifferent person, am I also a bystander?
We speak with facts
I have indeed seriously interfered with the lives of a lot of people
I do admit that I have influenced the lives of a lot of people
But have you ever thought about it? Why wouldn't I be a normal person? Instead, are you willing to be a troublemaker?
Why don't I go in love like everyone else? To find a job, to develop steadily, and to play here, to play a big card, to install old fritters with high self-esteem, to care about some negative energy things that have nothing to do with themselves
Because these things are all about me, not about me, not about me, and not about negative energy
What is positive energy? What is negative energy? I think what I care about that inspires my life is positive energy
The fish inside the hook was too big for us to catch
What does this sentence mean when you say it?
But what I want to say is that this society is so good that everyone is no longer willing to admit that he still has a certain flaw?
But when I try to admit my mistakes, and on this basis, to say that any flaw in this society will be reported online, then is there really no meaning to me when I say these words?
It is because I know that after I post this article, there will be many people commenting, there will be people scolding me, I continue to work hard to create, to continue to demean myself, to reduce other people's advertising, when I was in a gray degree
I know that you report online, I am also for my own good, but also for the good of this society, but also for your own heart to have a chance to release, but when you report me online, please remember, I myself will also comment
It's not easy for everyone, and this sentence is also wrong
Because some people choose to indulge, choose to do something that the law does not allow, what is the reason for their choice?
Is it a distortion of human nature, or a moral degeneration, or a combination of both, caused by the wrong three views or bad people, who induce them to do it
Whether human nature is inherently evil or inherently good, or neutral, or there is no basis, or it does not conform to the law of large numbers, or everyone is born differently, it is determined by genes, it is determined by his family training, these are all things I don't know, but I think about these things because I want to change the influence of the original family on me, and even I want to get rid of the influence of the original family on me, I don't want anyone to affect my independent personality
In fact, there are too many people who want to change me, people who want to kill me, and there are more people who don't want me to live
Because my presence causes a lot of people to be stressed
If I had died, my counselor wouldn't have worried about it in the first place, and I would have struck back
As long as I am alive, it is difficult for the people who wronged me not to worry for a lifetime, I will in turn send some articles to report some of their behavior, although I have no evidence, but once I have influence, it will definitely be bad for them, so they want me to die, which is natural
But if I die, first of all my mother will be sad, so I can't die yet, I haven't fulfilled the obligations of a citizen, I haven't fulfilled the obligations of a son, I should do, so I still have to live, even if I live, just to prove myself, or just to change the living conditions of my family.
Great keyboard man, when the needle is wrong, do you want to live your own life, can you be less insulting and insulting to others? Don't be a person like me who is hated by others, don't be a kind of person like me, the whole world wants to put me to death? Is this bad?
It is precisely because of the anger, it is precisely because of this angry personality, it is precisely because of some imperfect things in this world, feeling disgusted with me, that I will have today's situation
Someone else cheated on me, and I think he at least affected my sense of justice in my studies
Every year, some teenagers choose to commit suicide, for what reason? Everyone should know it in their hearts
When I told my repeat class teacher that I was depressed, she said that she knew you had depression, and I was determined not to let you be my student, and I would definitely not accept you
I want to say, I paid you twenty thousand yuan for tuition, why didn't you refuse at that time?
Why don't you reject me before I pay the money?
I have the ability to return the money to me, I will leave immediately, but in fact, I did not go in the second semester of the Taihe No. 1 College Entrance Examination Counseling Center, and I completely studied at home, in this case, I also scored 541 points
I only scored 175 points, I still scored 541 points, indicating that my IQ is still online, I am just fighting with the class teacher, but this has not had much impact on me
Now the barbecue is a few tens of minutes, but I also deserve it, because I have influenced them, because I am wrong, because it is us who are wrong
If a person does not dare to admit his mistakes, he is certainly not brave
At least what I did I dare to admit, I made a mistake I dare to admit, and I wrote an article to apologize publicly, to admit it publicly, then I hope that those who hoped to die with me can forgive me
But this forgiveness must come at a price, no one will look at me as having a better life than them, and even when I have a chance to strike back, they will certainly come up with evidence that I am a bad person, even though they did not think so at the time
To sum up, I am a bad person, you are all good people, this is your biggest point of being ridiculed by me!
Before I dropped out of college, I deliberately studied some topics about economics, politics, and employment, and I also dropped out of school silently without disturbing anyone in order to maintain the stability of this society
If I really want to make a big deal out of this matter, maybe I won't quit school, maybe I will go directly to the relevant departments to report some things, but I have no evidence, but you don't have any evidence to make me withdraw from school?
All things are because of the things about the study style, your inaction
I correct that all the responsibility should be borne by myself, and it has nothing to do with you, which is itself the result of your dereliction of duty
If the problems I report are fully implemented by you, there will be no back at all
Something happened in the school, the counselor did things, no matter that I did not give any written reply to my report, I was completely disappointed, this kind of inaction, once I have full wings and counterattacked, do you think you will feel at ease in your heart? Even if I don't name names, don't you have any guilt in your hearts?
It is impossible for a person with a dream to give up his dream
I can spend a few more years to go to college, I can spend a few more years to get a degree certificate, a diploma to copy it down, but what I lost in the first place, you can get rid of it
So I don't ask you to do anything else, I just ask you to apologize in person
Speaking of which, I feel a bit of a fluke, because you won't apologize at all
Because I'm still alive and you think I don't have proof, you don't need to apologize, but I'll apologize first and show you
In fact, I only ask you to apologize in person, and I do not ask you to apologize publicly, and I am published publicly on the Internet, if you provoke me, it actually has no impact, I also have no authority, I do not have any influence, I also have no influence, I am also sticky, just a few thousand fans, that's all, I am not an influential person? No one believes what I say, but I am real-name authentication, you dare real-name authentication account out and me, we can break each other' tears, we can debate, do you dare real-name authentication account to take out and say to me?
I am in the following headlines all of the articles are real-name authentication, written are basically more than 300 words to thousands of words of original articles, you can go to question, you can go to fight, are real-name authentication articles, are backstage ID cards, you can question me, report me, but please do not take my article to the teacher to see, especially my private article, I sent in qq, do not show the teacher the article, to the teacher to see, this is a kind of respect for me? Apparently not
I added you as a friend, is it because I believe that you are open to QQ space, and then you? What do you do?
What about after adaptation comes out? I also went to the teacher to ask for the contact information of the person who reported me, but the teacher did not tell me in order to protect the rights and interests of the school, in fact, I did not tell me when I quit school
So in fact, the teachers are all thinking about the overall situation, and I am the big picture, a person outside
The teacher will not consider my interests, because my interests have conflicted with hers, but is it true that you are ready to sacrifice everything for the party and the people? Am I not a member of the people? Why have my interests been compromised? You don't care
But it was me who was wrong
Why have I written so many articles over the course of a year? I'm always writing around such a subject, because you haven't given me a satisfactory answer, and you've even ignored my question
You have stable jobs, you have staffing, you don't have to worry, I'll report you because we can't produce any evidence from you
But human nature is also a kind of evidence, and this evidence has to be put in quotation marks
Collective memory is also a kind of evidence
If I had to come up with evidence, I wouldn't have been able to come up with it, and I wouldn't have dared to take it out, even if I really had evidence, I would have already taken it out, and I wouldn't have waited until now
Everyone has all sorts of needs, is well fed, and has the strength to do other things
Finally, at the end of the article, I share such a sentence, Xianzha Hui also a poor food, a pot of drink in the dark alley, people are overwhelmed, and they will not change their happiness Xianya huiye