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Jiang Mingchuan was slightly stunned, subconsciously turned his head to look at her, and asked, "What's wrong?"
Jin Xiuzhu lowered her head and didn't look at him, her long eyelashes fell a shadow under her eyes, so that people couldn't see the emotions in her eyes, and she said in a calm voice: "Did you think I was going to have a bad idea just now, so I deliberately interrupted and said that I would go to those children's houses on Sunday to have a look." ”
Jiang Mingchuan made a move in his hand.
"Actually, what I originally wanted to say was to let Xiao Yan talk to the teacher about this tomorrow, if it doesn't work, I'll take him to find the parents of those children after school tomorrow, you may have misunderstood me, I'm not as bad as you think. ”
"I'm not ......"
Jin Xiuzhu pursed her lips and smiled, and said softly: "Although you didn't say anything, I can sense that you seem to have an inexplicable hostility and prejudice towards me. Of course, I don't blame you, I used dishonorable means to rely on you at the beginning, you are a very good person, not only endured this breath, but also took our mother and daughter away from our hometown, and even willing to marry me and give us a home. ”
"Unlike your integrity and kindness, many of my thoughts may be sideways, after all, if I hadn't been like that, I wouldn't have grown up so well. It doesn't matter what I do to others, but I can't be more sincere with you and my children. ”
"Although I used to be Fu Jianguo's wife, I have been married to him for so many years, in fact, I haven't seen him a few times in total, every time he comes back, we can't even say two or three words, he stays with his mother and sister, for him, I am much stranger than you. ”
Jiang Mingchuan couldn't speak, he actually wanted to explain that he didn't think about her so much in his heart, but when he asked himself, he was suddenly a little unsure.
Kim so-joo continued: "I think marrying you is the luckiest thing I have ever done since I was a child, you will help me cook and wash dishes, sweep the floor and fetch water in the morning, and also wash clothes and take care of the children, so that I know what a real husband looks like." I thought that as long as we lived a good life, we could get better and better, but I also understood that the mustard in our hearts could not dissipate all at once. ”
After speaking, she turned her head to look at him with a smile, "I don't say these words to accuse you, nor to complain to you, but to tell you that you are a very good and excellent person, but you don't have to grieve yourself in order to take care of my and the children's emotions, where you don't like and disagree can be said, we can solve it together." You are not only the pillar of this family, but also the person closest to us. ”
When Jiang Mingchuan heard this, his heart felt like he was suddenly being clenched.
He has always been a person, or he brought He Yan here last year to have the feeling of being a father, but he didn't know how to be a father, thinking that as long as he was given food and drink, now that the family lives together, he tries to be good to them, and he also enjoys the warmth brought by this home.
It's just that sometimes he's a little dazed.
Kim so-joo's words revealed all the thoughts he had hidden in his heart, and it turned out that he hadn't fully accepted them, and even retained a trace of prejudice against Kim so-joo that he didn't even notice.
Because Jin Xiuzhu's personality is very different from what he has known since he was a child, the people around him have told him since he was a child that his parents are big heroes, they have the best qualities, and his adoptive parents are also very good people, so he has been on par with them since he was a child, but Jin Xiuzhu is not, she is self-interested, sleek, observant, and talks about people and ghosts.
On the one hand, he couldn't help but be attracted to her, and on the other hand, he warned himself that there was something wrong with her.
Jiang Mingchuan's silence made Jin Xiuzhu smile, and she coaxed in a gentle voice: "I hope you don't work so hard, I also know that I have a lot of bad things, but if you don't say anything, I can't change it, and the gap will get bigger and bigger in the future, I hope you can tell me what you think, just like I'm telling you now, I don't like you to keep everything in your heart, and I don't like you to always treat the child's affairs as a trivial matter, if you don't ask carefully tonight, will Xiaoyan be hurt more?"
She stretched out her hand to pull his clothes, "You must not have been cute at all when you were a child, and I am afraid that you will endure more than Xiao Yan if you are wronged." ”
Jiang Mingchuan's throat tightened, and after he was silent for a while, he gently patted the back of Jin Xiuzhu's hand, and then said in a hoarse voice: "I'll wash the dishes first." ”
Jin Xiuzhu snorted, leaving him alone to figure it out.
She went out of the kitchen, and as soon as she turned her head, she met the curious eyes of the two children, the kitchen and the living room were separated by a wall, and the words spoken inside could be heard clearly from the outside.
Kim so-joo winked playfully at the two children.
The two children breathed a sigh of relief.
What surprised Fu Yanyan the most was that she never found out that Father Jiang was hiding a lot of things in his heart, and she always thought that he and "Jin Xiuzhu" were not getting along well, because the personalities of the two people were incompatible.
At night, Jiang Mingchuan and Jin Xiuzhu lay in bed and talked a lot. At first, Jiang Mingchuan was reluctant to say, but Jin Xiuzhu asked him what was the happiest thing when he was a child? She said that she was during the Chinese New Year, because she could eat a piece of meat at that time.
Jin Mingchuan smiled, thought about it and said that on May 4th every year, many friends of his parents would come to the house, and he often heard them talk about his parents, and later he learned that that day was the day of his mother's sacrifice.
Then, Jiang Mingchuan told Jin Xiuzhu about something else, his adoptive parents had a son, two years younger than him, and when he was a child, he always said that his parents were partial, but in fact, he could feel that he was actually the outsider......
There are some things that I can't say if I am killed, and I don't know what is going on tonight, so I suddenly talked to Kim so-joo.
Kim so-joo took him in her arms and gently patted him on the back.
In the end, the person falls asleep unconsciously.
The next day, when Jiang Mingchuan woke up, the person next to him had already left, looking at the empty bedside, there was a moment of loss in his heart.
He remembered Kim so-joo's whisper in his ear last night, saying that he was the best husband in the world and that she would always love him.
Her face couldn't help but heat up, and she didn't know how she could say such a sensual thing.
He doesn't know what love is, he only knows that so far he has not regretted marrying Kim so-joo.