In 2018, a 19-year-old boy in Sichuan Province committed suicide by drinking paraquat in order to force his mother to return home, and waited in the hospital for 18 days without waiting for his mother to turn back.
Xie Yuntao's tragedy made those who heard it cry, he didn't feel the excitement of the world when he was young, and he went to death, what was the inside story, why didn't his mother come home to see him?
Xie Yuntao's parents were one of the few couples who fell in love and married freely in that era, and Xie Yuntao's misfortune also began here.
Xie Shaokui's parents died when he was a child, and his life was very difficult, but at the same time, it also made him more aware of responsibility and responsibility.
Xie Yuntao's mother Yuan Mou first entered the society, and she didn't know so much about the outside world, and was deeply attracted by the mature and steady Xie Shaokui.
Regardless of the opposition of the family, the two resolutely moved towards marriage.
After marriage, Yuan's enthusiasm began to be slowly polished away by the firewood, rice, oil and salt in life, and the embarrassment of life made Yuan spill his anger on Xie Shaokui.
In order to make a living and meet his wife's requirements for himself, Xie Shaokui went to work in other places to make money.
After Xie Shaokui went out to work, Yuan became more and more impatient, but Xie Yuntao, who was young at that time, didn't understand, he only knew how to help his mother work.
After Yuan gave birth to two daughters one after another, Xie Yuntao thought that with his sister, his mother would get better.
Backfired, after his sister was born, Yuan stepped up and took care of his sister to Xie Yuntao.
When Xie Yuntao came home from school, he often saw strangers wandering around his door.
Xie Yuntao asked his mother what they were doing, and Yuan said to Xie Yuntao with an embarrassed face, "Little child, don't care so much, hurry up and go home to work."
At that time, Xie Yuntao vaguely knew that his mother was hiding something from himself and his family, and wanted to tell his father next time he came back.
But Xie Yuntao was still a child after all, and soon Xie Yuntao forgot about it.
Xie Shaokui, who has been wandering alone for decades, was laid off by the factory because of his age, and Xie Shaokui has had enough of wandering and is determined to return to his hometown.
But Yuan was very opposed, hoping that Xie Shaokui would still have to work outside, otherwise she would go out to work by herself.
Xie Shaokui still went home, his wife also left, no one could contact her, and she waited for a long time to get the other party's sentence "I went out to earn money!" ”
Xie Yuntao, who was only 18 years old at the time, decided to drop out of school to work in order to save his mother, hoping that his mother could come back.
But Xie Yuntao's mother did not accept her son's kindness, but began to refuse to answer the phone.
Xie Yuntao looked at his father, who had worked all his life, and he was often depressed, and he felt very uncomfortable.
Xie Yuntao thought that when he was very young, when his father had not yet gone out to work, although his mother always complained, the life of a family of three at that time was quite harmonious.
Xie Yuntao stubbornly believes that as long as his mother comes back and the whole family lives together, then there will be no more contradictions.
If you need to earn money, you can earn it yourself and support your family.
So he just needs to find a way to get his mother home, and all these problems will be solved.
Thinking of this, Xie Yuntao did not hesitate to drink a bottle of paraquat up to 70ml.
How much courage does it take to think of drinking pesticides, it may be really desperate!
"I've tried countless ways but I can't get my mother to come back, so what if I risk my own life?" What Xie Yuntao thought in his heart was that his mother probably loved herself, but she had her own considerations, and if she was really sick, she didn't believe that her mother could be ruthless.
Xie Yuntao also did not understand that paraquat is the most toxic of the pesticides, requiring only about 10ml to kill people, and there is no effective way to treat it.
The hospital gave Xie Yuntao a critical illness notice many times, but Xie Yuntao survived, and the doctor said that Xie Yuntao had a strong sense of survival.
Xie Yuntao's obsession in his heart is to let his mother go home.
He regretted very much why he did such a dangerous thing, he was about to die, and his mother refused to come back to see him.
He didn't expect his mother to be so resolute, and even bluntly said that he would let himself go with confidence, and she wanted to earn money for his sister to study.
Hearing this, Xie Yuntao finally couldn't hold on, stopped talking, and had no desire to survive, the last bit of warmth was gone, and his body was at its limit.
A few days later, the light in Xie Yuntao's eyes was completely gone, his life came to an end, and the last words he said were "Mom, I love you".
It is often said that a mother's love is the greatest love in the world.
In real life, not all mothers love their children, and they may force their children to death, Xie Yuntao's approach is very extreme, but his mother Yuan is not ruthless.
Is it really love to keep not seeing your family on the grounds of earning money?
Xie Shaokui is not lazy, and the money he earns may not be able to satisfy her, but this way of behavior is undoubtedly the reason for the whole tragedy.
Although the tragedy of Xie Yuntao's suicide had the elements of youthful impulsiveness and ignorance, the main reason for his suicide was his mother Yuan.
When his son was critically ill, under the humble begging again and again, he could still ruthlessly ignore his own son, which was really hard-hearted.
No one knows if there is an inside story in it, what we see is a poor child, who has not been exchanged for his mother's softness until he dies.
References:
1. There is a book2023-02-01--- The boy took the initiative to drink pesticides, died after 18 days of hardship, and his last words: Mom, come back
2. CCTW.COM CCTV 2022-11-23 - "A 19-year-old boy drank herbicide, died after 18 days of hardship, and his last words: Mom, I love you!" 》