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I'll just count the days

author:Xiaoyi 2024

I don't have idleness, counting the years

I don't care, it's been more than half of the year

It's just that in the morning I care more and more about what I do in the afternoon, and in the evening I mind what I do tomorrow

All the time, in the busy time when I longed for rest, it was difficult to be distracted, and I always had nothing to do

After the break, I became very busy, and I had endless regrets throughout the day, chatting with friends, and needing to squeeze time out

——Xiao Yi

I'll just count the days

So, I thought, count the days

Look, me, what's wrong

In the short period of time centered on the outside world, in the busyness, I always felt that some parts of myself were in the loss, thinking that when the returns were accumulated, I could buy back a period of freedom, that is, I expected that in a certain period of time in the future, I could clearly live in pure freedom, for this reason, I was full of a sense of direction, and I was full of vigor in urgency

Until I was tired of vomiting

Naturally, free in advance

Having to, break the plan and enter freedom

I'll just count the days

I thought that after that, I would sleep until three strokes, my face would not be washed, my hair would not be combed, and my three meals would be taken out, and the whole world would be completely forgotten by me

As a result, I was busy from morning to night, and I was willingly busy

It dawned on me that what I had always owed myself was only willingness, not buying free capital

With a good company, talk back and forth, you can't get past the level of tiredness in your heart, and the future that you don't need to know without using your brain makes people wither

A collaborator once said that he is not afraid of whimsy, and there is no need for rules

This once made me collapse and unable to refute the words, but now I realize that it is also the source of my heartbeat

I'll just count the days

The wisdom of a human being is clear and easy to identify

Some people's wisdom comes from the bottom of the heart, occasionally touched, only reluctantly revealed a little, no preface, no afterword, no root, only firm, but can meet my mind

And I, after counting the past, I will start counting the future, after this watershed, do I value what I want, or insist on my strengths?

Abundance and security, I finally chose the former

——Xiaoyi original

I'll just count the days

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