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The young man who was waiting to die in the rental house didn't wait for a miracle...
You have to remember, those who hold umbrellas for you in the heavy rain.
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Originally
There are not so many miracles in the world.
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Do you remember last year,
Did that video blow up the Internet?
A boy riding an electric car,
There was a car accident in the tunnel,
But he did not wait for rescue,
Instead, he dragged it alone
A body covered in blood,
I returned to the rental house and waited silently for death.
At that time, this scene,
Touching the hearts of countless netizens,
Trigger a relay search for the whole network.
The concern of countless netizens,
Pull him back from the Grim Reaper's hands.
But more than a year has passed,
thought he was getting better and better,
But I didn't expect to wait for bad news.
September 24, 2024,
34-year-old Zou Chengjun,
After a year of persistent treatment,
He passed away due to illness.
For some reason,
After seeing this message,
There is an indescribable sadness.
Maybe it's because:
The hemp rope is broken at the finest place,
Doom is looking for the miserable.
Or maybe it's because:
That's a bunch of good Samaritans,
Someone who desperately pulls it back with kindness.
Stranger's love,
finally "saved" him.
But in the end, it's a pity,
We found that
A young man with a bleeding head,
But it didn't keep this
A man who has been mercilessly teased by fate.
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July 24, 2023,
2 a.m.,
Yichang City gathers tunnels
There was a car accident.
Zou Chengjun, who just got off work,
On the way home on an electric car,
Suddenly a wave of dizziness,
The car is out of control,
Slammed into the tunnel guardrail.
He broke his head and bled out,
For a moment the mind went blank,
Lying on the ground for a long time,
before opening the electric car,
Get up from the ground.
Surprisingly,
He didn't call for help where he was.
Didn't go to the hospital to save yourself,
Instead, drop the electric car,
Limped
Go to your rental house.
Because of excessive blood loss,
His consciousness is not clear,
groggy and take off your clothes,
Lay on the bed.
By then he was ready
Preparation for Death:
If you wake up tomorrow,
Then go to work.
If you can't wake up,
That's it.
But
While he waited silently for death,
There is a group of strangers,
In this silent night,
Desperately want him to live.
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Covered in blood all over him,
While walking home,
There is a taxi,
Stopped beside him.
It's no accident that
Rather, the driver and the female passenger passed by
After seeing him fainting on the ground,
and deliberately went back to the tunnel to rescue.
After discovering that no one is there,
Look for it along the way
only to catch up with him covered in blood.
They didn't say a word,
to take him to the hospital,
But Zou Chengjun refused.
After careful questioning, I found out,
He had no money to see a doctor.
distressed female passengers,
Looking at this young child,
The offer can be paid for him.
But Zou Chengjun still refused,
In the end, the driver can only
Sent him home.
After sending him off,
The more the female passenger thought about it, the more worried she became.
and asked the driver to go around and go back to the drop-off point,
want to stuff him with some money,
But when you turn back,
He can't be found anymore.
meanwhile
Traffic police who deal with accidents,
Looking at the empty scene,
and the blood of a land,
Growing worries.
On the deserted street in the early hours of the morning,
While he checked the surveillance,
While looking for someone along the bloodstains.
When he was looking for someone,
A delivery guy
Stopped beside him.
It turned out that he had just called the police,
But in a hurry to deliver food, you can only go first,
Now that it's finished, I'm still not at ease,
I deliberately went back to take a look.
Finally the traffic police from the surveillance,
Found the taxi driver,
Arrived at his drop-off point,
Flashlight,
After looking for more than 20 minutes along the bloodstains,
Finally through the electric car license plate,
found Zou Chengjun's friend,
only to finally find his home.
When the police knocked on Zou Chengjun's door,
There's no movement in there,
Just when the decision was made to break down,
He opened the door groggily,
He was covered with blood,
Because of the impact of a short period of amnesia.
Looking at this man who is about to pass out,
The police immediately took him to the hospital.
But I didn't expect that,
Zou Chengjun refused to live or die,
It is even more demanding that the police,
Never contact his parents.
He kept repeating:
"I don't have any money, I'm not going."
The police can only keep pacifying,
promised to help him pay for his medical bills,
and even forcibly helped him dress,
That's when he was "pressed" to the hospital.
can not be until lying in the emergency room,
Zou Chengjun is still dead:
"Saved me for a while,
can't save me for the rest of my life,
It can't save our family. ”
A young man,
There is no desire to survive,
How unreasonable to look at.
But later I learned that
This traffic accident
of his afflictions,
It's just that in his life,
The most insignificant one.
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Zou Chengjun's hometown,
In a remote and backward rural area.
Parents rely on hard work,
Pull him up.
After graduating from junior college,
He's been working outside the home,
Engaged in air conditioning repair work.
Although poor,
But at least the days were relatively smooth.
Until three years ago,
His father was diagnosed with moyamoya disease.
Moyamoya disease
It is a rare cerebrovascular disease,
Only 3~4 people are sick per 100,000 people,
Very prone to cerebral infarction,
It's basically hard to heal.
In order to raise money to open his father's skull,
More than 200,000 medical expenses,
not only spent the family's savings,
He also owes hundreds of thousands of foreign debts.
In order to pay off debts,
In order to take care of his bedridden father,
He could only work harder.
But
The roof leak happened to rain overnight.
In 2022,
Zou Chengjun found out by himself
Severe acute pancreatitis
He was resuscitated in the ICU for 8 days.
was lucky enough to pick up a life.
But the ICU is a "money shredder",
For an already crumbling family,
It's like a bolt from the blue.
The foreign debt owed is increasing,
When the people around them saw them, they hid.
In order to pay back the money early,
He hasn't recovered yet,
dragged the sick body out to make money.
But
And that's not the end of it.
In 2023,
He fainted suddenly,
The results were checked out,
The same moyamoya disease as my father.
At that moment,
The heart is like ashes.
On the one hand, there is a huge foreign debt,
On one side is what is needed for surgery,
At least hundreds of thousands of medical expenses.
abandon
It seems to be the only option.
He didn't even tell his family about his illness.
Instead, he silently saved his own money,
Just to be before you die,
I can pay off my debts,
I can leave more money for my parents.
He doesn't make much money every month,
Only more than 5,000 yuan,
To save money,
Rent a house of 300 yuan,
Expenditure is controlled within 1500.
At the moment of fainting in the tunnel,
on his body,
There are only more than 1,000 pieces.
Suddenly I understood why he gave up.
What about this disease?
There is no money to treat other diseases.
He was ready to die.
A week ago,
And he felt unwell,
recorded a last word early,
Sent it to a friend.
also asked a friend to call him every day,
If no one answers,
Be sure to check it out.
The moment you lie in bed,
It was he who chose to die.
But in fact,
If there is a choice,
Who wouldn't want to live?
There is a sentence in "I Am Not the God of Medicine":
"There is only one disease in the world,
It's the disease of poverty. ”
People who don't have money,
Even being alive is a luxury.
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Zou Chengjun is unlucky,
But also lucky.
Because of the traffic police who rescued him,
He posted his story online.
Time
"Looking for the young man with a bleeding head"
The whole network is swiped.
He felt it for the first time
What is "surging love".
There are always good Samaritans coming to the door,
Give him food and drink.
Two o'clock in the morning,
Because a sentence is hungry,
Someone brought him skewers and custard.
He went to Beijing for treatment,
Some netizens specifically asked for leave to help,
Ten days of prepayment was also made.
In the "Towards the Light" group established for him,
Every day there are people who care about his condition.
Local Sub-district Office,
Temporary relief money was sent,
The minimum subsistence guarantee for his family,
It has also been raised to 1,500 yuan.
Netizens all over the country,
Start donating to him.
In a short period of time,
He had 570,000 more in his account.
It's all a bunch of strangers,
You made it up with 1 and I made it up with 10 yuan.
Even after closing the donation channel,
And many more,
Find ways to transfer money to him.
When he was already determined to die,
There are too many people who are being nice to him,
There are too many people who want him to live.
Kind driver,
Don't dislike him for soiling the saddle.
Kind female passengers,
Find ways to send him money.
Kind traffic police,
Rushing to pay for his medical bills.
Kind netizens,
Sent life-saving money.
……
They are like the cogs of fate,
One of the links is missing,
He won't even live.
The love of strangers,
It gave him the courage to live.
is like "Human Disqualification",
That said:
"I wanted to die in the winter.
But in the first month,
Someone gave me a set
A linen kimono with rat gray pinstripes
As a New Year's gift.
It is a kimono suitable for summer,
Then I'd better live until the summer. ”
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Over the next year,
Zou Chengjun has been actively treating his illness.
But his body,
It's already riddled with holes.
Because the pancreas loses its function,
Before each of his meals,
All have to take insulin.
But blood sugar is still difficult to control,
He's going to have a craniotomy,
Blood sugar must be controlled first,
But he was hospitalized several times over the course of a year.
It's all because of diabetes.
Ketoacidosis.
And what's even more terrifying is that
When examining the pancreas,
Another tumor was found.
During that time,
He did 7 punctures,
Piercing from the stomach to the pancreas,
Fortunately, it is not malignant.
The heart is put back in the belly,
He just needs to recuperate,
and other suitable pancreas transplantation,
Wait for the craniotomy to be scheduled.
Although it is tough,
But everything seems to be looking up.
I thought a miracle would happen,
As a result, I didn't expect it,
Starting in June,
He was again ill with severe pancreatitis
Admission to hospital with complications.
In the end, I didn't wait for an organ transplant.
He passed away on September 24.
In the last video he left to the world,
I've been explaining to you,
The development of their own disease.
Where everyone's money goes.
Favored,
He didn't want to be unclear
Disappointing.
The last sentence that is repeated is only one sentence:
"I'm causing trouble for everyone"
Obviously he has worked very hard to live,
Obviously, everyone has worked hard to help,
But after all, he never defeated the disease.
He was in despair,
He fought,
Although it failed in the end,
But I think,
At the last moment,
He walked with the warmth of the world.
At least in the most desperate moments,
I have been treated well by this world.
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Writing here,
The ending of the story is not happy enough.
Zou Chengjun is gone,
But in this story,
That kindness and warmth,
I want to stay in the world forever.
Zou Chengjun is very kind,
After raising the money for the pre-surgery,
He immediately closed the donation channel,
Netizens secretly sent him red envelopes,
He also went back the way he came.
In fact, whether it is debt,
or post-rehabilitation,
It all takes a lot of money.
But he insisted on refunding,
Because he felt:
"That's enough help,
There are many more who need help. ”
And those who donate to him are kinder.
At the beginning, there were some messages,
I was impressed,
Someone has been unemployed for 1 year,
has also come to the brink of despair,
But I still donated 100 yuan,
Some people are in debt of hundreds of thousands,
But he still donated 6.66 yuan
Someone himself has terminal cancer,
But still donated money,
Because I am hopeless,
But I hope that others will have more hope for life.
The kindness of a group of people,
Brighten up a person's life.
And this man also uses kindness,
To give feedback on the kindness of a group of people.
In fact, they,
than anyone else is entitled to complain,
More than anyone else has a reason to be discouraged.
But even if you're in a quagmire,
Or choose kindness.
As there is a saying on the Internet:
I don't live well enough,
But he still can't see the suffering of the world.
Why are there so many good people at the bottom?
Because maybe only the people at the bottom,
Only then can I understand the hardships and difficulties of the people at the bottom.
Only the people at the bottom,
to understand the despair and helplessness of the people at the bottom.
Because I've been drenched in the rain,
So desperately hold an umbrella for others.
They are the light in each other's lives,
This little bit of light,
Illuminated by more than one person,
It's about empowering a group of people.
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Finally, I want to take Haruki Murakami's
A paragraph as a conclusion.
"You have to remember that
The man who holds an umbrella for you in the heavy rain,
The one who helps you to keep out the foreign things,
The one who silently holds you in the dark,
It's these people who make up you
A little bit of warmth in life,
Keep you away from the gloom,
to make you a good person. ”
A tattered world,
I've seen too much indifference and cruelty,
There has been a lot of helplessness and frustration.
Maybe there are many things that backfire,
But I still hope,
There are more people,
I am also willing to firmly choose kindness.
(Excerpted from WeChat public account)