If you could turn back the clock, what would you do?
This year, it is 21 years, even if you are in your early thirties, you have gone to thirty and established, and it is a foregone conclusion to start a family. Thirty years old, what kind of living state is it? There are children under the knees, elderly parents, and long years of mortgages and car loans, and the purse is almost empty. Every month, there is not much leftover, life is still stressful, helpless and have to bow their heads and recognize the reality. Why is that? I can't find the answer! Maybe it's because of his fate, or maybe he doesn't have good innate conditions. Complaining, all the time when you are about to be unable to hold on to appear in your mind, if time can go back to the beginning, it would be good!
Children grow up slowly, parents gradually whitehead, but they still live in their own world, sinking into the inextricable. Sober, what a stinging word, it is often seen for someone, for their own cognition and their understanding of the environment. Recognize but can not recognize, how painful to understand, time to leave traces, will be confirmed in their own body, perhaps only a matter of time. Home, on the way to work, at work, three points and one line, is the current state of life, cycle after cycle. The mind is active all the time, but it still stays where it is, looking for it, it is tired, the pace becomes slow, and finally stops to look at everything around it, dazed!
What would it be like if the time went back to 11 years? Will it be like this? Impossible, absolutely impossible! Why did I think of going back to 11 years, because I made the first major choice in my life: marriage, and the road slowly changed. Wrong? Maybe the beginning of the choice, it is decided, ignorant and sad life. Complaining about this, complaining about that, is not finding your own problems, thinking about it is ridiculous, laughing at yourself, laughing at reality. In your early thirties, will you be far away in your forties? Maybe it's a lifetime!
The long river of time, constantly washing, seal carving, leaving only a paragraph or a word of the later generation, expressing a lifetime.