In this world, as long as it is a person, there are weaknesses.
Although Huang Yaoshi is one of the five best in the world and a generation of masters, he is still a human being.
The weaknesses that ordinary people have, as does Huang Yaoshi.
In the depths of human nature, there are many weaknesses, greed, fear, vanity, etc., are all human weaknesses.
Huang Yaoshi is also a person who is full of greed and fear in his heart, what is Huang Yaoshi greedy, what is he afraid of?
On martial arts, Huang Yaoshi's martial arts attainments are extraordinary, on knowledge, Huang Yaoshi is proficient in the study of a hundred schools, on appearance, Huang Yaoshi Yushu Linfeng, on wealth, Huang Yaoshi is rich.
In fact, Huang Yaoshi's greed and fear are mainly caused by Mei Chaofeng, because Huang Yaoshi likes Mei Chaofeng.
Huang Yaoshi originally wanted to play master-apprentice love with Mei Chaofeng, but because of his reputation as a grand master, he finally did not marry Mei Chaofeng.
When Mei Chaofeng was twelve, she was a wild child that no one loved, and Huang Yaoshi adopted her as a disciple, taught her to read and write, and taught her martial arts.
After Mei Chaofeng grew up, she came out of nowhere, and she was very fond of Huang Yaoshi, a master with a dignified appearance, and Huang Yaoshi also liked Mei Chaofeng.
Huang Yaoshi does not say that he likes Mei Chaofeng in his daily life, but his behavior is very honest, and he often secretly writes Ouyang Xiu's words "Wangjiangnan Jiangnan Liu" to express his love for Mei Chaofeng.
——Take another piece of white paper and cover it on the first note, still master (Huang Yaoshi) flowing and dashing words: 'Jiangnan Liu, Ye Xiaowei Yin.' Fourteen and five, idle to find the pipa. When you see each other, you should pay attention to it, let alone now. ("Wangjiang Nan, Jiangnan Liu") My (Mei Chaofeng)'s face was hot, and a heart suddenly fluttered, and I was flustered, and I stood up and tried to escape.
- On each note is written' And when we see each other, we should pay attention, let alone now. ’
See, Huang Yaoshi and Mei Chaofeng have actually long admired each other, and Huang Yaoshi's liking for Mei Chaofeng is not a matter of one day or two days, people have been paying attention for a long time.
On Peach Blossom Island, not only Did Huang Yaoshi like Mei Chaofeng, but Huang Yaoshi's eldest disciple Qu Lingfeng and second disciple Chen Xuanfeng both liked Mei Chaofeng.
Brother Qu looked at me, and he was always very gentle, at that time I was eighteen years old and understood the meaning of his eyes.
——Second Master Brother (Chen Xuanfeng) has thick eyebrows and big eyes, his whole body is full of muscles and bones, he is two years older than me, but he rarely talks to me, only looks at me silently.
Master, master brother and second master brother all like Mei Chaofeng, and Mei Chaofeng likes master. Peach Blossom Island is very lively, and the four masters and apprentices play a four-corner love. There is no impermeable wall in the world, and these wind and moon events on Peach Blossom Island soon spread to the rivers and lakes.
Rumors spread in the rivers and lakes, saying that Huang Yaoshi and female disciples were getting together, which was not serious at all. Huang Yaoshi was very helpless, he originally wanted to marry Mei Chaofeng as a wife, but he was hindered by the people on the rivers and lakes saying that he and his apprentice robbed women.
Huang Yaoshi is very conflicted in his heart, he wants Mei Chaofeng to be his wife, and he wants to maintain his reputation in the jianghu, that is to say, Huang Yaoshi wants too much, he wants love, and he wants fame, Huang Yaoshi's greed is here, Huang Yaoshi's fear is also here, he wants Mei Chaofeng, he wants fame, and he is afraid of losing Mei Chaofeng, afraid of affecting his reputation.
If Huang Yaoshi marries Mei Chaofeng, then he will inevitably encounter gossip, and he will face the situation of discredit. In the end, Huang Yaoshi decided not to marry Mei Chaofeng, and he married Feng Yu, who was the same age as Mei Chaofeng, as his wife, but he still liked Mei Chaofeng in his heart. Once, huang Yaoshi was drunk and accidentally confided in his heart.
——Once during the Mid-Autumn Festival, the master and mother prepared wine and dishes, recruited disciples to spend the Mid-Autumn Festival, the master was very drunk, the master went into the kitchen to make soup, and the master murmured drunken words: No one talks nonsense anymore, saying that Huang Lao evil wants to marry a female disciple as a wife, right?
After drinking and spitting out the truth, the idea that Huang Yaoshi wanted Mei Chaofeng to be his wife had already arisen.
Huang Yaoshi's wife, Feng Yun, was originally a person with a high IQ and reasonableness, and Huang Yaoshi's thoughts were naturally clear to her, and she had a hint to Mei Chaofeng.
------------------------------------------------------ She treated me very well, and one day she said to me, 'Master always praises you for being very well-behaved and filial to him.' He also said that you have a very poor life and wanted me to treat you better. Master doesn't understand the affairs of girls, he brought you up from a young age, and many things can't be taken care of, so he is very reluctant to go. If you have something, if you want something, just tell me. I heard it and shed tears.
Feng Yun said to Mei Chaofeng, what do you have, what do you want, just tell me well, this meaning is obvious, that is, willing to work with Mei Chaofeng's second daughter, Mei Chaofeng was directly moved by tears like rice noodles. After hinting at Mei Chaofeng, Feng Yun went to work as Huang Yaoshi again, and I have to say that a woman like Feng Yu is really a rare strange woman.
Mei Chaofeng waited bitterly for Huang Yaoshi to marry her, after all, the master and mother all expressed their position, but Huang Yaoshi was indifferent, no matter how Feng Yu persuaded him and told him not to care about those false names, but Huang Yaoshi just did not listen, and Huang Yaoshi died and did not admit that he liked Mei Chaofeng.
In Huang Yaoshi's heart, Mei Chaofeng, fame, he wanted, this is greed, but he is afraid that the two can not be both, this is fear. Huang Yaoshi is very contradictory, in the contradiction of Huang Yaoshi, finally decided to choose the reputation on the outside, the heart is loaded with Mei Chaofeng, after all, Although Mei Chaofeng can not be his wife, but the good villain is still his apprentice, and he can also see it every day on weekdays, which is also very good.
Huang Yaoshi's ruyi abacus was very good, but unfortunately, Huang Yaoshi calculated everything and did not calculate that Mei Chaofeng was hooked by Chen Xuanfeng. At that time, Huang Yaoshi was a vinegar-haired man, and there was no place to scatter his anger, so he directly broke the legs of several other disciples and expelled them from the division.
Greed and fear have always accompanied Huang Yaoshi, and even though Mei Chaofeng was killed by Ouyang Feng many years later to save Huang Yaoshi, Huang Yaoshi's heart was still full of contradictions. Huang Yaoshi did not go to Ouyang Feng to avenge Mei Chaofeng, was it because he was afraid of Ouyang Feng?
Of course not, Huang Yaoshi's martial arts were not under Ouyang Feng. Then why didn't Huang Yaoshi go to Ouyang Feng, even if he couldn't kill Ouyang Feng, he should at least show that he should fight with Ouyang Feng.
In the end, it is because of Huang Yaoshi's inner contradictions, that is, his greed and fear. Huang Yaoshi likes Mei Chaofeng, Mei Chaofeng was killed by Ouyang Feng, he is also very sad, but he still cares about reputation, he has worries in his heart, he is worried that if he goes to Ouyang Feng because of Mei Chaofeng, the people of the world will talk about the scandal between him and Mei Chaofeng, so that the reputation will not be guaranteed.
Huang Yaoshi has not changed, and decades later, Huang Yaoshi met Yang Guo, and at that time, the two had a conversation about Yang Guo and Xiaolong's female master-apprentice relationship.
Huang Yaoshi laughed and said, "Wouldn't it be justified that you first didn't recognize Xiaolongnü as a teacher, and then married her as a wife?" Yang said, "This method is good." But teachers and apprentices are not allowed to marry, but who made the rules? I want her to be both my master and my wife. ”
Huang Yaoshi clapped and laughed, "Good! You think so, but you are ahead of me. ”
In the treatment of master-apprentice love, Huang Yaoshi is obviously not as brave as Yang Guo, Huang Yaoshi still cares about these worldly things in the name of righteousness, he does not dare to marry the female apprentice Mei Chaofeng as a wife, but Yang Guo dares to directly marry the female master Xiaolongnü as a wife, Yang Guo does not care about reputation, he wants Xiaolongnü. Huang Yaoshi was actually very envious of Yang Guo in his heart, because Yang Guo had done what he wanted to do when he was young and did not dare to do, and this did not prevent Yang Guo from becoming a divine eagle hero in the future.
Huang Yaoshi, a generation of martial arts masters, known as the Eastern Evil, on the surface it seems that he has been debauched all his life, not bound by worldly etiquette, in fact, he is also a person full of greed and fear in his heart, Huang Yaoshi loves Mei Chaofeng, and also loves fame, Huang Yaoshi does not want to lose Mei Chaofeng, nor does he want to suffer fame, so he chooses to hide Mei Chaofeng in his heart, choose not to marry Mei Chaofeng as his wife, and choose not to avenge Mei Chaofeng.
I would like to ask, is such a yellow medicine man happy? The beloved woman and the woman who also loves herself cannot marry, and the beloved woman is beaten to death in front of herself but cannot avenge her, such a yellow medicine man is obviously not happy, nor can he be happy.
Behind Huang Yaoshi's dashing freedom, there are contradictions, suffering, pain, greed and fear fill his heart all the time, love is also Mei Chaofeng, pain is also Mei Chaofeng.
Huang Yaoshi is also a human being, normal people have seven passions and six desires, Huang Yaoshi has, normal people have the deep weaknesses of human nature - greed and fear, Huang Yaoshi also has. Such a yellow medicine man is more real, closer to us, and even exists around us. Human nature, never!