A hundred years of glory, a withering away.
Qin Yi left, in the early summer of her hundredth year. It is said that Qin Yi, who has a red face and a short life, has been beautiful for a lifetime, but the emotional road is bumpy.
It was difficult to leave chen Tianguo, the first husband of alcoholism and domestic violence, and remarry Jin Yan, but still did not get the desired happiness.
Jin Yan was depressed, emotionally turbulent, and because of alcoholism and illness, he was bedridden for 20 years, Qin Yi never gave up and always took care of him.
Even so, in an interview with Lu Yu, Qin Yi still said that if he met Jin Yan in the next life, he would probably still marry him.
Jin Yan, what kind of charm is it, he has married Wang Renmei and Qin Yi successively, and Qin Yi, who has been hurt by him and cared for him for 20 years, is still willing to marry him?
01
On April 8, 1910, Kim Yan was born in Seoul, his original name was Kim Deok-lin, and his father was the first Western doctor in China.
When Jin Yan was two years old, because of their domestic turmoil, his father moved to Qiqihar, Heilongjiang with his family and continued his patriotic action.
In 1919, Jin Yan's father was poisoned to death, and Jin Yan, who had lost his financial resources, went to Tianjin to join Ergu.
When he arrived in Tianjin, his aunt arranged for Jin Yan to study at Nankai Middle School, and Jin Yan fell in love with writing, because he admired Lu Xun, he gave himself the stage name "Jin Xun", and later changed it to Jin Yan because it was not loud enough.
Because of his talent, handsomeness and style, his friend introduced Jin Yan to the director of Shanghai Minxin Film Company.
In 1927, Jin Yan borrowed 7 yuan and went to Shanghai, the film capital at that time, and began to chase his dream of stardom.
In Minxin, Jin Yan became a student, and he watched films while watching a miscellaneous job to learn acting skills.
A year later, the Minxin Film Company collapsed, Jin Yan had no financial resources, fortunately Tian Han found his thousand-mile horse and invited him to join the Nanguo Drama Society and become a drama actor.
In 1929, Sun Yu, an alumnus director of Jinyan Nankai High School, invited him to shoot "The Swordsman of The Wind", and later invited him to join the Shanghai Lianhua Film Company.
At Lianhua Pictures, Jin Yan shined and became famous after starring in "Wild Grass idle flowers" with Ruan Lingyu.
Tall, handsome and sunny, Jin Yan quickly became a hot star, and after starring in "Golden Age", "Top Gun" and "Three Modern Women", he won the title of "Movie Emperor", which was in the limelight for a while.
In 1934, in the vote initiated by the weekly "Electro-Acoustic", Jin Yan won three laurels: "the audience's favorite male star", "the most beautiful male star", and "the male star with whom the audience is most willing to be friends", and the popularity was not inferior to today's top stream.
02
At that time, the golden flame, countless admirers, and the courtship letter flew towards him like snowflakes.
In 1932, when filming the movie "Wild Rose", Jin Yan partnered with Wang Renmei, a lively and enthusiastic Wang Renmei, who quickly fascinated Jin Yan.
Jin Yan once recalled: "I greatly appreciated her honest character, both pure and simple, but also spicy and bold, always bringing happiness to the people around her, she quietly occupied a place in my heart." The two were happy and like-minded, and the two of us quickly came together. ”
However, the love affair between Jin Yan and Wang Renmei was strongly opposed by Wang Renmei's family.
当年，王人美父亲早逝，13岁的她随哥哥去了上海，学习歌舞表演。
在上海，王人美得导演孙瑜赏识，成为电影《野玫瑰》的女主角，从而一举成名。
Wang Renmei and Jin Yan fell in love, the company was very dissatisfied, thinking that it would miss her future, and her brother was also firmly opposed, disagreeing with her sister and foreigners in love.
Wang Renmei, who fell in love, loved the golden flame without hesitation, and gave up everything for love.
On New Year's Day 1934, at the New Year's Party of Lianhua Company, Jin Yan and Wang Renmei suddenly announced the happy news of their marriage, and under the management of director Sun Yu, a simple, lively and warm wedding was held.
婚后，王人美主演的电影《渔光曲》上映，场场爆满，王人美得到“野猫”的称号，步入事业巅峰。
The two people who are in love with each other, their careers are springing at the same time, and they have lived a blossoming life.
Playing ball, riding horses, playing the piano, singing, Jin Yan bought an open-top car, carried Wang Renmei to play and hunt, and the two of them spent the happiest days of their lives.
03
Life, after all, will not be forever windy and beautiful, and love will eventually fall into the chicken and garlic skin of chai rice oil salt sauce vinegar tea.
Jin Yan and Wang Renmei lived freely, but they did not have the habit of saving, they were both young and lost their fathers, and there was no elder education to guide them how to live, and the contradiction gradually appeared.
Wang Renmei was pregnant, but she did not understand common sense, and continued to run, swim and hunt, and perform high-intensity exercise, resulting in premature birth.
Jin Yan was filming "The Great Road", and rushed back to Shanghai after learning the news, saw that his son was temporarily well, and returned to the set the next day.
In the face of the frail premature baby, the weak Wang Renmei was helpless, and the departure of Jin Yan made her even more sad, feeling that her husband did not love her at all, and did not care and love her at all, which made their feelings have a rift.
Eight days later, Jin Yan and Wang Renmei's children died prematurely.
The departure of the child became the fuse for the rupture of the relationship between Jin Yan and Wang Renmei.
They were all very bitter, constantly blaming each other, and often quarreling over it.
Jin Yan longs for family warmth, and some machismo, he hopes that Wang Renmei will stay at home and be a good wife and mother, so Wang Renmei has pushed off a lot of work.
Ten years after marrying Jin Yan, Wang Renmei's career stagnated, and she only starred in five movies.
Wang Renmei, who gave up her career for her family, eventually regretted it.
In her autobiography "My Fame and Misfortune", she lamented that her biggest mistake was to stagnate after becoming famous as a teenager.
In 1937, Jin Yan refused to act for the Japanese, took Wang Renmei out of Shanghai, and traveled to Kunming and other places in Guilin, living a life of upheaval and displacement.
Because there was no opportunity to perform, Jin Yan wanted to go to Chongqing to make a movie, hoping that Wang Renmei would go with him.
Wang Renmei wants to stay in Guilin as a typist to supplement the family, and the macho Jin Yan believes that his wife has hurt his self-esteem and firmly opposes Wang Renmei staying in Guilin.
The two people who disagreed have been unable to reach an agreement, and the idea of breaking up has become stronger and stronger.
At the end of 1944, Jin Yan and Wang Renmei formally divorced.
For the failed marriage, Wang Renmei has infinite sadness in her heart, she abandoned her career in the sky, despite the opposition of the company and her family, thinking that Jin Yan could give her a lifetime of happiness, and did not expect to end in divorce so soon.
She said to her good friend Li Lili: "The golden flame has left me, and in addition to my loss, my whole soul is like a stone that fell into the sea, and it is difficult to return." I have left a helpless pity and sadness in my mind, and the tears in my heart will accompany me for the rest of my life. ”
At that time, Jin Yan did not know that he still had the position of Wang Renmei in his heart, leaving hidden dangers for future marriages.
04
One day in 1947, Liu Qiong took Jin Yan to Qin Yi's house, when Qin Yi had divorced Chen Tianguo, and Liu Qiong intended to match two single friends.
Seeing the golden flame, Qin Yi was surprised and a little embarrassed.
Jin Yan and Ruan Lingyu were Qin Yi's career idols, at that time Jin Yan was already the "movie emperor", Qin Yi did not expect that the first meeting would be in her own home, when she had just washed her hair and was still dripping wet.
Qin Yi's mother and sisters were particularly happy to see Jin Yan, handsome and handsome Jin Yan could speak the Tao, and also accompanied Qin Yi's mother to play mahjong, and soon got the recognition and love of Qin Yi's mother and sisters.
Jin Yan's father died early, he had been wandering outside for many years, and his heart was very eager for the warmth of the family, and Qin Yi's family gave him a sense of belonging.
Qin Yi and Jin Yan fell in love, and when Qin Yi went to Hong Kong to shoot "The Vast Sea", Jin Yan happened to have a free time, so he accompanied her to go with her.
His friend Wu Zuguang was very enthusiastic and clamored for them to get married, and directly decided to hold a wedding for them.
This may seem bizarre, but in those days, such things were not unusual.
At that time, there were many marriages, all of which were examined, and it felt that two people were quite suitable, so some people tied the knot.
On the evening of December 15, 1947, under the influence of Wu Zuguang, Qin Yi, 25, and Jin Yan, 37, were married at the Cosmic Club.
Guo Moruo served as a witness, and the friends were very happy, happy to the point that Jin Yan was drunk and slept directly on the floor of the new house.
Three days of marriage leave, Jin Yan was drunk for three days, and Qin Yi was distraught.
The first husband divorced because of alcoholism, and the second husband was like this, and Qin Yi was afraid of his future life.
What Qin Yi did not expect was that in addition to alcoholism, Jin Yan's personality was even more inaccessible.
On the fifth day after the marriage, the friend invited to dinner, and during the banquet, Jin Yan and the friend did not agree with each other, and then they threw down the chair and whisked the sleeves away, so that a table of people looked at each other.
Looking at Qin Yi embarrassed, there were friends who went to chase the golden flame, until the middle of the night, and could not find the figure of the golden flame.
Qin Yi didn't know how she got home, the successive stimulation made her a little confused, she didn't understand what she was doing wrong.
05
The year after their marriage, Qin Yi gave birth to a son, Jin Jie, and she and Chen Tianguo's daughter Fei Fei also changed their surname to Jin.
In 1949, Jin Yan and Qin Yi collaborated on Lost Love, the first and last drama they worked on.
At that time, some friends stopped them from performing, because the meaning was not good, they did not think it was, but they did not expect to say a word.
After filming dramas such as "Railway Guerrilla" and "North Country Jiangnan", Qin Yi's career has become more and more prosperous, and she has become a first-line actress.
At the same time, Jin Yan's career began to decline, although the appearance is high and the acting skills are good, but Jin Yan has an arrogant and sensitive personality, and it is difficult to communicate when filming, resulting in fewer and fewer people looking for him to shoot.
The golden flame of machismo, the psychology is becoming more and more lost and unbalanced.
Qin Yi was dignified and atmospheric, rigorous, and very enterprising, but what Jin Yan preferred was a woman like his ex-wife Wang Renmei.
Qin Yi had a dispute with Jin Yanshi, and he did not shy away from saying to his wife: "You are not as lively and cheerful as Wang Renmei, and you do not have the femininity of Wang Renmei." ”
In Jin Yan's heart, there has always been a position of Wang Renmei, which makes his marriage with Qin Yi falter.
With a bad career and dissatisfaction with marriage, Jin Yan did not want to change himself, but cheated.
It is rumored that the object of Jin Yan's derailment is Qin Yi's sister Qin Wen, which makes Qin Yi doubly devastated.
Qin Yi proposed a divorce, but Jin Yan disagreed, and he wanted his son to live in a sound family.
The two men stalemated for many days, and finally reached an agreement, and the two people separated, but still lived under the same roof.
Since then, they have been a loving and glamorous couple outside, and when they return home, they become separated roommates, with only sons, which is a common topic for them.
In 1962, Jin Yan was filming in Tibet, because of excessive drinking and stomach bleeding, he had to undergo gastric resection surgery, and since then he has returned home from illness.
In the face of her bedridden husband, Qin Yi did not fall into the well, she thought that the matter had reached this point, she could only take care of it wholeheartedly, and there was no need to mention unhappy things again.
In an interview with Lu Yu, Qin Yi said that she is a person who can forgive anything, even if she can't think about it for a while, she will be relieved afterwards, and all the bad things will be forgotten, after all, everyone is a family.
Qin Yi's big pattern and broad mind can be done by non-ordinary people, and this is also one of the reasons for her longevity.
06
It turns out that maintaining a bad marriage is not a blessing for the children.
Qin Yi and Jin Yan's son Jin Jie, who was raised by the old man when he was a child, returned to his parents, his parents were either quarreling or in the cold war, which deeply affected his character.
Jin Jie has an introverted and sensitive personality, is bullied and refuses to say, has been pressed in the bottom of his heart, and the way his parents get along and the oppressive atmosphere at home make him depressed and anxious.
In 1965, Jin Jie, who was preparing to take the middle school entrance examination, suddenly fell ill and was diagnosed with schizophrenia.
After two months of hospitalization, the improved Jin Jie went home to continue taking medicine, which coincided with the turbulent times, and his medication was intermittent, which eventually delayed the disease.
Jin Jie's illness, from melancholy to mania, endured his violence, always taking care of his mother Qin Yi.
When she was sick, Jin Jie's fist swung at her mother, and Qin Yi would often cover her head and let her son hit her back.
Because, Qin Yi wants to protect her face, and the next day she has to shoot a movie and make money to maintain the family's livelihood.
On the one hand is the bedridden husband, on the other hand is the depressed and manic son, on the other hand is the career that cannot be put down, such a day, Qin Yi has lived a full 20 years.
During this period, Qin Yi suffered from bowel cancer, and the doctor decided that she would not live long, so she carried it.
Qin Yi also suffered from lipoma and thyroid tumor, removed the gallbladder, went to the operating table seven times and was critically ill several times, again and again, gritting his teeth and surviving.
She said that she did not dare to die, and there was still Golden Flame to take care of, and there was a son to take care of.
In 1983, Jin Yan and his son were admitted to the hospital at the same time, and Qin Yi, who was filming "Thunderstorm", was exhausted.
At the end of December, Jin Yan was critically ill, and Qin Yi stood by the bedside for 31 hours.
On December 27, when Jin Yan entered his deathbed, he kept sending out two words from his mouth: "Little Brother,...... Little Brother".
The younger brother refers to his and Qin Yi's son Jin Yan, who has never been able to rest assured of his sick son.
Qin Yi lay down in Jin Yan's ear and said, "You can rest assured, I will never leave my little brother." ”
Qin Yi said that in the last few years of Jin Yan, he had always held feelings of gratitude and guilt towards himself, and his heart was uneasy.
At the last moment, the tears of the golden flame silently slid down, and Qin Yi carefully wiped them for him.
Jin Yan stroked Qin Yi's hand hard, and then his hand hung down little by little.
Married for 37 years, separated for 30 years, cared for for 20 years, and married to Jin Yan, Qin Yi endured all kinds of grievances and bitterness.
In his later years, Qin Yi, when talking about Jin Yan in many interviews, would say that "he is almost a perfect person."
Good looking, very capable, even if it hurts Qin Yi a lot, in Qin Yi's heart, Golden Flame has always been very good.
Speaking of golden flames, there was still light in Qin Yi's eyes, which was the look of unquestioned love.
What Qin Yi remembered was always the goodness of the Golden Flame.
"Good looking, good acting, a leader outside the home, even cooking and knitting sweaters, women outside can easily like him." 」
Where Jin Yan was not good, Qin Yi had forgotten, and she said there was no need to remember.
Lu Yu asked Qin Yi if he would marry Jin Yan again in the next life.
Qin Yi thought about it and said lightly, "Probably it will, I think." ”
To be able to get such a deep love from Qin Yi, Golden Flame was excellent and lucky.
Golden Flame was once the "Emperor of Film and Television", located at the tip of the pyramid, enjoying unlimited scenery, however, life is fickle, who can always be at the top? Who is not floating and sinking all the way to hardship?
When the trough came, he did not taoguang and wait for the accumulation of thick hair, but blindly depressed, and eventually because of personality problems, his career was stagnant.
The appearance of the golden flame is handsome enough, the ability is also very strong, the aura is full but too sensitive, in the face of life, the toughness is insufficient, and the resistance to pressure is weak but too high.
Fortunately, he met Qin Yi, who was kind and generous enough to love him, and gave him decency and warmth.
However, the luck of the Golden Flame corresponded to Qin Yi's misfortune.
Qin Yi was distressed that Jin Yan had more pain than happiness in the second half of his life, but he had never thought about how he had ever had true happiness and happiness.
If there really is a next life, Qin Yi still does not want to marry Jin Yan.
In this life, is it not bitter enough?
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