Growing up in a domestic violence environment
Xu Huaiyu's family was not wealthy since he was a child, and he grew up between alienation and scars. Her family was full of violence and indifference, her grandfather did things to her and her mother, and cruelty enveloped her childhood like a devil.
Faced with the ghosts at home, her mother fled with her, but repeated the same mistakes in her new home.
The young Xu Huaiyu didn't understand the reason for all this, she just instinctively took on the burden of the family and no longer had the right to play. She gave up her studies, worked odd jobs outside, and brought money home with both hands, hiding her youthful and bright face that belonged to a girl.
Those blood and tears brewed into a heavy knot in her heart, and she learned to be silent, like a frightened little beast quietly huddled by the window.
However, music became a ray of light in her life. In the passing years, singing was her only solace. Despite the weight of her life, music gave her hope for redemption. One day in 1998, she hummed softly and achieved the road of diva.
The music scene is rapidly becoming popular
In 1998, 20-year-old Xu Huaiyu was discovered by musician Weng Xiaoliang, and her natural voice amazed the other party. In just a few years, Xu Huaiyu has stood on thin ice and become a popular diva-level singer, and he is in the limelight in the music world.
However, what is really diametrically opposed to her is her inner world, Xu Huaiyu is not happy because of fame and fortune, and her career achievements have torn her trauma into a bigger rift.
Under the seemingly glamorous stage, she has been training and working hard day and night. Xu Huaiyu no longer has any free time, she barely sleeps, and her continuous work makes her spirit on the verge of collapse.
She couldn't meet the standards of others even with all her efforts, and the company didn't sympathize with her psychological state at all, and only blindly squeezed her, like destroying a soulless machine.
When the song sold millions and Xu Huaiyu's name stood out, she did not feel sincerely happy. Fame and fortune brought only emptiness, and those only remaining external achievements did not fill the hole of her inner wounds.
In the cheers of the light chasers, Xu Huaiyu is still a girl in deep pain.
The image quickly fell
When everything is bright, the undercurrent is also quietly coming. In 2001, the band manager who discovered Xu Huaiyu betrayed her, exposing her privacy and temper to the media.
Soon, negative news about her was circulating, and her former teammates said she was out of place.
The media seems keen to cover such stories, and they praise the private lives of celebrities, even if it's just for attention. Although the truth is difficult to verify, the gossip hurts people, and it is difficult to turn around after the reputation is ruined.
Those abuses and accusations made Xu Huaiyu's heart tormented, and she didn't want to face this filthy quagmire again.
It is difficult to distinguish how many companies have deliberately planned marketing, but we can see that the popularity of popular singers is most likely to be fabricated and used by capital. Some people have commented that this is a dark game, and those who do not follow the rules are destined to become bullseyes.
Xu Huaiyu unfortunately fell victim. When she is no longer "obedient", capital chooses to abandon her.
After the storm, Xu Huaiyu's red road to the Queen of Heaven was destroyed. She tries to explain, but who will believe in her sincerity anymore? She is betrayed and abandoned, traumatized physically and mentally, and finally falls into the abyss of depression.
The glory of the past is gone, and she can no longer find her former self.
Sink and pay off your debts
After experiencing the trauma of betrayal and abandonment, Xu Huaiyu fell into an unprecedented trough and despair. She didn't want to face this cruel circle anymore, and chose to leave temporarily, hoping that time would dilute all the pain.
However, the good times did not last long, and when she tried to make a comeback in 2007, she was no longer in the limelight back then, and returned to calm after a short period of publicity.
In 2009, even worse news struck. Xu Huaiyu was sued by the company, accusing her of being missing in the middle of the road and failing to fulfill her obligations. The lawsuit ended in her losing the case, and the huge fine became her guillotine.
Having lost her job and carrying heavy debts, Xu Huaiyu was on the verge of collapse for a time, and she became cowardly and desperate, living like a year.
In the darkest days, Xu Huaiyu had to work odd jobs to pay off debts, and sometimes even needed to borrow money from fans. Gone is all that she once glamorous was replaced by a long, bleak process of paying off her debts.
Six years later, she finally paid off the 2 million yuan, but she had already lost herself. It's hard to imagine how far a star will fall, but it also reflects the cruelty of this society.
"Sister Lang 4" sparked new controversy
Xu Huaiyu, who has experienced vicissitudes, hopes to achieve the second spring of his career through "Sister Lang 4". What she didn't expect was that this stage once again became a sharp blade to hurt her.
Although she is no longer the innocent girl she was back then, and has experienced more hardships than most people, Xu Huaiyu is still at a loss and unable to adapt to the group game.
Her "unsociable" in the show quickly became a label, and she often stood silently on the sidelines during group training, making it difficult to fit in. In this regard, her explanation is "poor memory", but this overly simple and straightforward reason did not satisfy the judges and the audience.
They expect her to have a better stage performance, and her absence is even more disappointing. Voices from the outside world came one after another, all attacking her for her disrespect.
It's hard to tell how much of this is planning and marketing. After all, such an "infighting plot" is just the appetite of the melon-eating masses. Standing on the moral high ground, everyone is willing to criticize a "successful" artist, even if they don't understand the scars behind her.
Perhaps, this is the cruel law of the entertainment industry.
epilogue
After reading Xu Huaiyu's story, we can't help but feel sorry for her fate. She could have become a legend in the music world and gained glory and wealth, but the weight of life accumulated prematurely on her.
She was like a trapped fledgling, struggling but unable to fly.
However, we also see that she did not give up on herself in a desperate situation. Those songs accompanied her through the most difficult years, and the music finally awakened her broken heart.
We should not focus on her outward "weaknesses" and ignore her strong inner support. She deserves our hugs.
There is no end to life, and I hope Xu Huaiyu can regain his strength on the road ahead. Whatever the outcome, she has gone above and beyond. When she sings again, we will be intoxicated by the sound of that day, wishing her to ride the waves and achieve the final success.
I try to use simple and warm language to express the friendliness and encouragement in the conclusion, is it in line with the requirements?