Wang Chen: I haven't seen him for a long time

After he broke up with her, she went to Lhasa.

Beijing to Lhasa spans the entire territory of China. Of course, the distance between them has also become so far away. He remembered that when they were together before, she always said that the place she must go once in her life was Lhasa. However, their work is very busy, so the matter of going to Lhasa is just talking, and it has not been fulfilled.

The stray kitten she had adopted was still there, black, called Pearl. When the pearl was retrieved, it was already hungry and thin. She is a kind person, especially concerned about stray animals, and usually goes to relevant public welfare organizations to help with things. When she met Pearl, she rushed to the supermarket across the road to buy a bag of fresh bags, and almost got hit by a car. The day she retrieved the pearl, she was in a particularly good mood.

After returning home, she held the pearl and told him that the family of three would go to Lhasa to settle down. He nodded and smiled and said yes. Some words are always so wonderful when they are spoken, but they are really more difficult to do than to ascend to the sky. He is a Taurus, a down-to-earth and stable person, but also a little lazy, and dare not change his life easily.

But she was different.

She always felt that the nine-to-five one-sight day of seeing old death could not go on forever. One day, she saw a book with a line to the effect that it said: Do you want to travel the world with your bags packed when you are young, or do you brush your dentures in a seven-star hotel when you are old? She smiled and closed her mouth when she saw it. She said it was so well written. But after laughing, she felt more and more that the current life was not what she wanted.

However, she did not want to quit her job and travel alone.

She wanted to go with him, to Lhasa, and pearls. She had never been a puller before she met him, and no one had stopped her from doing whatever she wanted. But after meeting him, she also began to be unable to put it down. She suddenly felt that she had become different from before.

Yes, when you meet a person who is happy with each other, who can still be desperate to be only themselves as always? She had told him many times, told him countless truths, and even threatened him with a breakup. In fact, why doesn't he understand those truths? Why wouldn't he want to live a more relaxed life? However, no matter how thorough the truth, it could not withstand his insecure heart.

It's not just women who are insecure.

Men will also, and once men are insecure, they will show more obvious characteristics, such as control freaks, violent mania, and hopeless possessiveness. He has all these negative emotions, but fundamentally he is still a gentle person, so he controls it very well. It's just that he really has to do things that involve making his life a big deal out of it, and he can't do it.

When they broke up, the two cooked a table of dishes at home and had two drinks. Probably there is no couple in the world who is less like a breakup than when they broke up. Even if there are people who are good to get together and disperse, the grievances, sadness, sadness, and pain in their hearts, together, are probably just pretending to be calm. But they weren't, they were really calm and calm to say goodbye. The road to life is too long, and they both feel that they have no right to change the life each other wants.

When she went to Lhasa, she had planned to just travel, but she didn't want to go and stayed. Usually, they will often talk on the phone to talk about each other's recent situation, but they never mention the matter of feelings, probably have selfish intentions, do not want to hear each other say who they like with whom, but they can't express it, they all hope that each other can live better.

However, without each other, how can we get better? The only time he took a leave of absence to see her in Lhasa, he didn't inform her. After arriving in Lhasa, he went to the famous Maggie Ami, where he lived near the Jokhang Temple, and walked around alone for several days, but he never picked up the phone to tell her.

He was always thinking, what was the use of telling her? She couldn't stay, and she wouldn't go back. Seeing her, it is only to increase each other's sadness. However, he couldn't help but hope to meet her, maybe in some coffee shop on the corner of Lhasa, even if it was just standing in a corner she wouldn't find.

There is nothing more sad than this loss.

Two years later, he saw a sentence on the Internet: "The sense of security that is placed on materials, residence, and stable state is unreliable, and only by relying on long-term love for others can we obtain liberation and relief." "Yeah, in the days of her absence, he never felt like his life was getting better.

From the moment she left, the stable life he had sought had gone to great lengths, hadn't he? So far, it has not been repaired, because as long as she is not there, everything is in vain. He thought a lot of lines before he quit, packed, left, and held pearls to meet her at the airport, but none of them came in handy. When we met, he just said to her:

Long time no see.