The symptoms of menopause are different every day, yesterday the root of the right thigh hurt so much that I walked with a limp, and in the afternoon, it was slowly relieved, but today, the two little arms are uncomfortable, and the hands are beginning to be numb.
I am 54 years old this year, and it has been four years since I entered the menopausal symptoms at the age of 50, and I have been suffering from menopause day and night.
When I entered the first stage of menopause, before menopause, I didn't know that I had never thought that I was young and that aging was far away from me.
But suddenly one day I found out that I am also an old man, before the age of 50, after the age of 50, there is such a big difference? After a year, you are aging?
Whether I admit it or not, after the age of 50, it is obvious that I am aging fast.
There are more and more gray hairs, the wrinkles on the face are getting deeper and deeper, and the physique is not as good as before, this 50-year-old is a watershed for women.
Entering the second stage of menopause, menopause, which is visible to the naked eye, with the disorder of menstruation, menopausal symptoms are like mushrooms after the rain, brushes and brushes are popping up, and they are lining up to find you.
The arms are sleepy, the hands are numb, the shoulders hurt, the meridians of the whole line, the body on the line, are all painful numb, sleepy, at that time it was more serious, this series of pain, lasted for half a year and did not disappear.
I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm still young, why can I suddenly get sick? The right side is more serious than the left side, is it hemiplegia? The more I think about it, the more scared I get.
At that time, I didn't know about menopause, and I didn't know anything about menopause, and I didn't know until I went online one day that it was a symptom of menopause.
Only then did I know that menopause is not a disease, it is a physiological phenomenon brought about by menopausal female friends before and after menopause, with the loss of estrogen, the changes that have occurred in women from all aspects, physically, psychologically, and spiritually, have undergone earth-shaking changes.
Of course that's how I am, a lot has changed. All kinds of pains came, arm pain, leg pain, hand numbness, butt pain, hip pain, headache and chest pain, and other inexplicable pain.
All kinds of emotional problems also came, and I almost became depressed, depressed all day long, no desires, self-doubt, short temper, etc.
Throughout last year, my menopausal symptoms were particularly severe, the first half of the year was pain, numbness and sleepiness, the first half of the year was physical pain, and the second half of the year was emotional problems.
This is also accompanied by hot flashes, night sweats, lack of energy, palpitations and other symptoms.
None of the symptoms are uncomfortable, I don't know menopause in the first half of the year, not only endure the pain of menopause, but also scare myself half to death; In the second half of the year, I was worried, I had no desires, I was not interested in anything, and my whole person fell into doubt and became numb to life.
People who have not experienced it can't feel that kind of pain, it's a kind of torture from the mind to the body, living like a walking dead all day long, like a robot, insensitive.
After the torture of various symptoms last year, I "escaped death", I have a deep understanding of menopause, and I can face menopause calmly.
No matter how calm you are, you will still suffer from menopause, but you won't be so scared, but you still want to be younger, and you don't want to be old.
But the years are not forgiving, this environment is also the catalyst for menopausal symptoms, my son and grandmother, my mother-in-law has been hospitalized for more than two months, since my mother-in-law was hospitalized, I have been shuttling in the hospital every day, taking care of patients with terminal kidney disease, how can my mood not be affected?
This internal factor, I myself am in menopause, and this external factor catalyzes, how can this menopausal symptoms disappear?
I either hurt this or that every day, the symptoms are different every day, and the mood is also very irritable every day, I just want to suffocate at home, and before I go out for a while, I am irritable again.
Today, these two little arms are uncomfortable with numbness, even the hands are numb, and they are sleepy and irritable at noon.
But on such a hot day, with a high temperature of thirty or forty degrees, I don't want to go out, even if I go out, where can I go? It's really tormenting.
When will this menopause end? So that I can be safe, healthy, and don't hurt this and that anymore.