Since that unhappy breakup, I, Li Wei, have lived a single life for two years. In the daily busyness, the success of the work brings me a little comfort, but whenever night falls, in the lonely silence, I always think of the warm smiling face of my son Li Ming. During those occasional visits, he threw himself into my arms excitedly, and that smile always touched my heart deeply. Yes, I lost a home.
Wang Fang, my ex-wife, her life doesn't seem to have changed much due to the divorce, except that she is busier at work, in order to give Li Ming a better growth environment, she dedicates almost all her time to work and Li Ming. I can see that she has taken on too much responsibility for the child's growth, and I have not been able to share it. Every time I take Li Ming home, I can feel that Wang Fang's difficulty is not easy, but I can't start.
Gradually, I began to think about every decision I made in the past, whether those days of sacrificing family time for work were really worth it. Every time I see Li Ming, I ask myself, how will a child without father's love grow up? Those family ties that I neglected have now become lingering regrets in my life. Two years of single life have made me more aware of the significance of a complete family for children's growth.
As time went by, my career got better and my life started to get on track. However, whenever I return to the deserted room, see those toys left by Li Ming, and think of his reluctant eyes every time he says goodbye, my heart is always filled with pain. In such days, homesickness has become the norm in my life, and giving Li Ming a complete home has also become my inner Yang Lie's wish.
Recalling the scene when he divorced Wang Fang, those disputes and misunderstandings seemed to be no longer important, leaving only Li Ming in need of his father's eyes. I began to build a bridge of communication with Wang Fang, although it was only a trivial daily matter, but I hope that through these small things, I can gradually open her heart, so that she can realize my yearning for family and responsibility for children.
Perhaps for the sake of the children, Wang Fang did not completely refuse my communication, and she began to allow me to pick up Li Ming to the park on weekends, or go to the bookstore to buy new books together. Although our interaction was cautious, and each handover ended hastily outside the door, I used that brief time together to enjoy the happy time between father and son with Li Ming, trying to make up for the time lost due to divorce.
I gradually noticed that although Wang Fang made only small concessions on the surface, the emotions in her eyes began to change slightly. Perhaps, in her heart, she also has reluctance and longing for this home that she once built together.
I hope that in the near future, we can come together again for Li Ming and rebuild the warmth we once had. And all of this, I hope to start from these small changes to repair the rift little by little.
Every conversation with Wang Fang about Li Ming's future is like polishing a fragile work of art, and I, Li Wei, always remind myself to be careful and not dare to have too many direct touches. I know that even a slight bump can break down this near-reverting relationship again. But for the sake of Li Ming, I am willing to try.
"Li Ming's math has not been very good, do you think, should I hire a tutor?" I asked my ex-wife tentatively.
Wang Fang always had an indifferent attitude: "Whatever." You can give it a try if you want. ”
I felt her exhaustion and helplessness, but I also felt the acquiescence in her words. Does that mean that she is beginning to accept that I play a more important role in Li Ming's education?
I started to pick up Li Ming for math class every weekend, and every time I sent him home, I was able to communicate more with Wang Fang. Talking about Li Ming's progress, talking about school matters, and talking about daily troubles, we all seem to be trying to heal the scars of the past in this way.
On the day I plucked up the courage to talk to Wang Fang about remarriage, Li Ming's homeroom teacher called. It turned out that Li Ming had a conflict with his classmates at school, which became a problem that we needed to face together. This was unexpected, but at the same time, it gave me a chance to stand by Wang Fang's side as a parent.
Wang Fang and I teamed up to deal with the school's affairs. In that process, I learned that the responsibility of being a father is not only to provide financial support, but more importantly to be able to stand up when my children need me. Afterwards, I said softly to Wang Fang: "Perhaps, we can consider reforming a family for Li Ming's sake." ”
She didn't answer and left in silence. I know that such a decision will not be easy for her, and I also know that Liu Yun has always disliked me, but this time, I am determined to share the burden of Wang Fang and become Li Mingjianyang's backing.
That night, Wang Fang suddenly called, and her tone was full of exhaustion: "Do you really think you can be a good father?" ”
"I'll try. We will all grow up, for Li Ming. I replied firmly.
There was silence on the other end of the line. I know that Wang Fang's heart is struggling.
Things weren't as easy to resolve as they thought, but Li Ming's case became the starting point for us to try to repair our relationship. No matter what challenges we face in the future, I hope that together we can build a comprehensive and warm home for Li Ming.
The idea of remarrying was honed in my mind, and finally, after sending Li Ming home on a weekend, I took a deep breath and mustered up the courage to stand at their door. I was about to speak, but the door was unexpectedly opened inside, and it was not Wang Fang but Liu Yun, my ex-mother-in-law, who appeared.
"Why, send your grandson back so early today?" Liu Yun looked at me coldly.
I swallowed nervously, "Mom, I have something I want to talk to you and Wang Fang about." ”
"Say what? Still not coming in yet? Liu Yun leaned sideways and opened the door, revealing a hint of impatience in his tone.
After entering the house, I saw Wang Fang standing at the door of the inner room, looking at me with complicated eyes. I knew she had guessed what I was going to say.
I took a deep breath and tried to calm my beating heart: "What I'm trying to say is that I hope we can think about remarriage again. ”
The room seemed to drop to freezing point suddenly, and the tense atmosphere condensed all around. Liu Yun's face instantly became gloomy, "Why are you?" Why has it invaded our lives again? Are you eligible? ”
I retorted unwillingly: "Because I am Li Ming's father, I have the responsibility and the right." ”
"Rights? Do you have the right? First left, and now you want to come back? Liu Yun's voice became more and more raised.
Wang Fang interjected hesitantly: "Mom, at least we can listen to his thoughts first." ”
Liu Yun seemed to have already made a judgment, and said bluntly: "I'll tell you the truth, your 'father' is just a name, and the child was raised by us." I have to tell you very clearly, I'd rather you be a bachelor for the rest of your life than agree to your remarriage! ”
It was as if I had been hit hard, and I had mixed feelings. "Mom, I know I was wrong in the past, but I really want to change now, I want to give Li Ming a complete home."
Liu Yun was unmoved: "Change? Who had to leave in the first place? Who still has to come back? You think home is where you come and go freely?! ”
I turned to Wang Fang and tried to ask for support: "What do you think? We can discuss it together, take your time, for the sake of Li Ming......"
But before Wang Fang could speak, Liu Yun interrupted: "No need to discuss, no matter how you say it, you are not a part of this family." ”
Wang Fang was finally a little shaken: "Mom, Li Ming really needs his father's ......"
Liu Yun was categorical, "Yes, I need a good father!" Isn't the past an example? Do you think he's worthy? ”
The argument was like a silent battle, becoming more and more sharp and helpless in the sound of the kitchen bell. Li Ming looked at us silently from behind the door, his eyes full of confusion and doubt. My heart is sinking little by little, and in the face of Liu Yun's determination, I know that this battle is far from over, and what I need is not only perseverance, but also wisdom and time.
This controversy stirred the depths of my heart, and I began to reflect on my past. My past mistakes cost me a whole family, and my mother-in-law felt sorry for me. I feel deeply sorry for Wang Fang and Li Ming, but I also know that the past cannot be changed, and I can only work hard to make up for it from now on. I am determined to defuse this crisis and try to re-establish respect and trust in my mother-in-law.
A few days later, I invited Liu Yun and Wang Fang to dinner. I chose their favorite dishes and prepared them with care, hoping to touch their hearts.
At the beginning of dinner, the atmosphere was a little awkward, and I took the initiative to start the topic: "Mom, Wang Fang, I am sorry for my previous mistakes, and thank you for your care and care for Li Ming all the time. I know I'm not qualified to ask you to accept me anymore, but I really hope that together we can give Li Ming a complete home. ”
The look of rejection on Liu Yun's face gradually dissipated, and she asked in a prickly tone, "Do you think that saying a few nice words can change everything?" ”
I replied firmly, "No, I know that change doesn't happen overnight, but I'll work hard to earn back your trust slowly." For the sake of Li Ming, we should all compromise and take the first step. ”
Wang Fang looked at me silently, and there was a hint of wavering in her eyes. She finally spoke, "Perhaps, we can give each other a chance." However, you must know that this is not only a promise to me and my mother, but also a responsibility to Li Ming. ”
I repeated: "I understand. I will prove my resolve with my actions. ”
After dinner, we sat down together and had a heart-to-heart talk. Wang Fang and Liu Yun and I had a frank exchange of reflections on the past and hopes for the future. In this intimate conversation, we slowly untied the knots in our hearts, communicated with each other about our inner feelings, and worked together for Li Ming.
Although there is still a long way to go, I know that remarriage does not mean that everything will be smooth sailing. However, I believe that as long as we sincerely put in the effort, we can create a warm and harmonious family together and provide an environment for Li Ming to grow up in an all-round way.
Time will see the results of our efforts. And now, I want to go into the future without flinching, for Li Ming, for our family.