Her name is Qingshan, but I prefer to call her "Baby Annie." As a companion of a generation of youth, she is also an indelible memory in my memory.
I still remember the feeling when I first read "Baby Anne" "Farewell to Vianne", warm mixed with sadness; romance mixed with sadness. Yes, this is her unique style of interpretation: fresh, unconventional, trendy... Nothing less. It is also this rare image of Wenqing, which was later interpreted into the hit film "July and Ansheng", and won many awards such as the Golden Horse Award.
Just when everyone thought that "Baby Annie" would take advantage of the heat and write her name as a mark of the times, she was transformed into "Gyeongsan" in 2014, and "Baby Annie" has ceased to exist. Compared with "Baby Annie", Qingshan pays more attention to the exploration of the individual and the thinking of the soul and spirit, from the prose collection "Moon Boy Du River" published successively after the name change, the novel "Shamo Valley", etc., it is not difficult to see that at this time, she hopes to record the true meaning of life in a Buddhist situation, or that with her own growth and maturity, Qingshan's pen name is more suitable for her older self.
Recently, after five years of meticulous polishing, Qingshan has produced a new collection of essays, "All Realms". The work continues the theme of her 2013 essay collection Sleeping Void, on the basis of which "enters a phase that focuses more on exploring philosophy and documenting the present." The whole style of writing is loose and does not lose its charm, back to simplicity and thinking.
Turning over the collection of essays, we see not only Qingshan's observation of daily tourism in recent years, the study of daily life, the precipitation and thinking of reading and writing, but also her analysis and listening to herself, reflection and tracing of life. She is quiet by nature and yearns for tranquility, and in this troubled "human world", she is willing to retreat to the depths of her soul and be a "small transparent" that is not contested. Therefore, this collection of essays makes people feel more comfortable and comfortable to read, and every word in the book includes Qingshan's cognition, perception and thinking about the totality of human beings, which makes you can't help but praise Qingshan's refreshing emotional world and complete and in-depth value dimension.
Gyeongsan has always been a straightforward and simple person. In the "Creation Talk" section of the book, she confessed from the first collection of essays in 2002, "Rose Island", to the later "Sober Age" and "Su Nian Jinshi". At that time, she was mostly based on a true record of personal walking, urban life and emotions.
However, with the increase of experience and the maturity of her mind, her works have also undergone a qualitative change from "Sleeping Void" published in 2013. In the past eleven years, her identity has changed from a young woman to a middle-aged young woman, along with the death of her father and the birth of her child, she has experienced a variety of changes in the world, all things have changed, and she has truly felt the ups and downs of emotions and cherished the beauty of the moment. Therefore, her words no longer stay in the past emotional catharsis, but more in the capture of human spirituality and endless thinking about life. All the experiences of growth and change in "All Realms" are Qingshan's personal feelings, not exaggerated, not pretentious.
In Qingshan's heart, she understands the expectations of readers, and many people follow her because of novels, but this does not hinder her love of prose. In her own words: "Prose is an important component of my creative content, and the proportion goes hand in hand with the novel. Usually, after publishing a novel, she will immediately organize a collection of essays in order to synchronize it. Perhaps for Qingshan, fiction is like climbing to the peak of writing, while prose is more like a trickle, so that you can harvest a short rest and relaxation.
Gyeongsan made no secret of her anxiety and stress when she was writing her novel "Summer Valley", and she even felt overwhelmed by the weight of the work itself and the process of climbing over the top of the mountain with weight, and had to take it for a year or two in a row for important conditioning. It is precisely because of this period of home rest that she has examined herself a lot, thought a lot, and penetrated a lot in the retreat.
As a writer, your identity is changeable, your mood can be changed, your mind can be long, and only the belief in chasing your dreams will not change. Write the true feelings with blood, and live up to Shaohua with words.
Some people say that the older the literary world, the more popular it is, but for the post-70s female writer Qingshan, she feels that the girl's heart is still there, and it is more precious to maintain innocence with her original intention.
In the face of the age problem that many women do not want to mention, Qingshan does not shy away from it at all, she does not feel that female older is a difficult thing to say, young and old, as long as they are willing, the years will only urge the flesh of the elderly, will not vicissitudes people's hearts.
"After writing for more than twenty years, perhaps in the minds of some readers, I have always been the one who walks on the road, full of emotions and strong will. There is a girlish presence. It seems to be forever young and unchanging. Perhaps within me, this energy is always present and holds its heat. --Gyeongsan
But that's not to say that people are brainless "silly white sweets." For people, each stage has the mission and responsibility of each stage, and each period has the tasks and responsibilities of each period.
As written in the book "All Realms", Qingshan after becoming a wife and mother may no longer be able to easily shuttle through the great rivers and mountains of the motherland like when he was young due to physical strength, which seems to be a bit regrettable, but when he thinks about it, his parent-child time with his daughter is not perfect, isn't it? "Make dinner for the little girl in the evening." Pasta, vegetable soup. She liked it and thanked her after eating. "This seemingly ordinary everyday life exudes warmth and sweetness. In fact, people look back on the past, prosperous a lifetime, in the end, the most beloved is really not the family wealth, family reunion happiness and health is the most valuable.
Qingshan explains to the majority of readers a voice in a short and smooth style of self-statement, that is, "things need to be done in time, and after a certain point in time, it is impossible." "Time can not be turned back, life can not be repeated, may everyone in the lifetime, do what they want to do, dream of fulfilling, stick to the original heart, in the innocence of freedom, not to live up to this life, not to live up to the world."
As a woman, Gyeongsan is "offbeat". Even though she knows that as a woman, there are too many people in her life who need to take care of, there are too many things to bear, work, family management, child-rearing, the same can not be less, but also in order not to be abandoned by the times and continue to learn, tap the potential, it is really hard. But this does not prevent myself from having a love: "I don't love pleasure. What brings deep satisfaction is the quest for knowledge, writing, experience, and practice. ”
For the quest for knowledge, Qingshan has always been curious, like a girl; for writing, she will always maintain passion and never give up; for experience and practice, she starts from the heart, frank and objective. Romain Rolland once said: "There is only one true heroism in the world, that is, to recognize the truth of life and still love life." "Fortunately, Qingshan always knows what she wants, although she has also gone through hardships and hardships, but she still sticks to her dreams and is passionate about her love."
Presumably, this is why she has written for more than twenty years, from Baby Anne to Qingshan, there are still countless fans, and the heat has not decreased. You know, not all writers can continuously output energy to readers, and not all words can be transmitted to the depths of the reader's soul with power. The reason why Qingshan is so moving is because her "light and energy are still so sincere and intense."
Reading Qingshan is close to a precious personal experience that has been missing for a long time; reading "All Realms", the close connection between man and all things is visible. May you and I all be able to look straight in Gyeongsan's "All Realms", understand ourselves, love life, and live without regrets!
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