When you kicked me out of the house and I only had 10 yuan on me, did you still have humanity? I nibbled on a bun every day for a month, do you know what hunger is? On my cold nights, sleeping alone in the mountains, do you know how terrible the night is? Do you know how much I hate you when you forced your own daughter to die? When you threw the water bottle at me, did you still know I was a child? When you dropped me on a tree and whipped me with a belt, did you know how cold-blooded you were? How much I wish you could see me when I was dying of illness, and how much you longed for affection? When my classmates had mom and dad to give umbrellas, I could only cover my head with clothes and run home in the rain, do you know how strange you are? My shoes at school were all shoes with leaky toes, do you know how humble I was in front of my classmates?
You say I picked it up, but did I really pick it up by you? Why are you treating me this way? You don't love me, so why let me be bullied by you every day? My sisters have all committed suicide, what about me? Are you going to ruin it too?
How envious I am when someone else's father loves his children, comes home with a bowl of hot rice, and has a concerned greeting and hug. I just went home and hit and played, I really don't know what I did wrong? Why am I so unkind to you? Every time I see the stick in your hand, I am so scared, I am trembling.
I wanted to leave this house and never want to come again. In the future, if you are lucky, find a dad you like, find a good temper to accompany him for a lifetime, I want to spend my life to accompany.