Twenty years after graduating from college, I found out that I had made a fake girlfriend

Today I think of my female college classmates who have not been in contact for several years, once we were bunk beds, nothing to talk about, after graduation she and her boyfriend went to Shenzhen, I stayed in Yanji, graduated for many years we have been in contact, she returned to her hometown every year I will find her to eat and chat, I will drive to her mother's home in Jilin City or Hunchun's in-laws almost every time to pick her up to play in Yanji, buy good food for her son, lead their family to eat food, and eat dumplings at my house, but I don't know why, as long as I don't contact her, she will not contact me. I didn't find out at first, and then my dad was seriously ill and hospitalized, I sent a circle of friends, many college classmates greeted me, I found out that she had not contacted me for a long time, then I was a little sad! Her husband, who was also a classmate of our college classmates, called me at that time to greet me and explain that she resigned at home, was not in good health, was in a bad mood, so there was no contact. I can't understand her thinking and doing, she already owns several big houses in Shenzhen, she has taken early retirement, has a salary of more than 10,000 a month, and there is nothing wrong with her health, are these reasons why you don't contact me? Did you treat me as your girlfriend? Every time you come back, I drive to pick you up, your husband and brother-in-law died in a car accident, I find an Audi car to drive to Yanji Airport to pick you up and take you to Hunchun Funeral Home, I take you as the best girlfriend, you make me a fool?

In this way, I did not take the initiative to contact her, and then my father died, she did not have any concern, not even a WeChat, until now, she seems to have never known me, I really saw her as a person! I'm sad! wrath!

Today and another college female classmate chatted up to remember her, this female classmate is also in Shenzhen, she said that I have worked with this former girlfriend, I thought it was the classmates to take care of each other, the result of this former girlfriend is very selfish, when there is difficulty to find classmates to help, there is a problem for the classmates to bear, earned profits are never distributed, for example, there is a leader to introduce customers She earned money and never gave back to the leader, so there is no friend in the company, and finally can not go on and is forced to leave!

I really didn't expect this ex-girlfriend to be such a person! Later, think about it carefully, in fact, when she was with me, she has always been more caring for her and accommodating her, she looks beautiful, can dance, talks delicately, let people especially me have a kind of protective desire, more tolerant of her various immature practices, in fact, many times she does not do well, she always accepts the care of others for her, rarely takes the initiative to care for others, think about it and feel so stupid! Why do you want to be so proactive and kind to her? What are the disadvantages? Sick!

I heard that her mother did not show her children, her sister turned against her, her husband also cheated, she lived in a chicken feather, the most ironic thing is that before she told me about a happy and happy life, she has been showing off to me how happy she is, how much her husband loves her, how good her mother and father are to her, the tone of speech is princess-like, "I think I am particularly happy and lucky, my husband has been so good to me for so many years, and then we both have a common belief, I am happier!" At the same time, her husband told me that they fought every day, and he had cheated on him, but he just didn't want to hurt her too much! [I want to be quiet] [I want to be quiet] [I want to be quiet]

What is this for? Why is she like this? Why did I make such a fake girlfriend? Why am I so stupid?! [Laughing and crying] [Laughing and crying] [Laughing and crying] [Laughing and crying] [Laughing and crying]