Approaching the year of confusion, do you feel that what you were most looking forward to before was the night, and I could comfortably brush the drama in the bed at home, play games and then have a beautiful dream. But now I am most afraid

Approaching the year of confusion, do you feel that what you were most looking forward to before was the night, and I could comfortably brush the drama in the bed at home, play games and then have a beautiful dream. But now the most feared night is also the night, lonely and long, countless pressures struck, only barely relying on drugs to get a short and frightening nightmare. The cycle repeats ~~~~