Chapter 10: Confessions of Rejection
Looking at Aunt Huang's letter, I had a feeling in my heart that I couldn't say it. Aunt Huang's feelings for Xiao Xu may only be felt by Aunt Huang herself. But think about it: that parent is not this kind of love for their children, but Aunt Huang may use this way to express it, maybe it is really helpless! Everyone has been young, and everyone has to go through such a choice. Parents and happiness may not conflict, but there are a few young people who are willing to live with their parents.
I put away the envelope and put it in the book. Perhaps parting is commonplace for us, let alone between neighbors. Although we are beyond the general neighborhood relationship, for me and Xiao Xu, it may be the neighborhood!
Night had fallen outside, and I missed the sunset again. In this life, people do not know how many beautiful scenery to miss. A lot of times it's not that we don't want to appreciate it, it's that we're probably too busy. Some people say that time will squeeze more and more, but I want to say: time will only decrease, not increase.
At this time, I don't know what to do, maybe I can't arrange my time reasonably, maybe my life is originally a mess...
Sheng Yu, come up and sing.
It was Qiao'er again..., during that time we often sang together and often passed the time together. Maybe they really like to sing, and I don't know when I started, I wasn't interested in singing. Perhaps, I have finished singing everything I want to sing in ten years! Perhaps, I gradually disliked it.
Come right away, I take a sip of water.
After saying that, he did not wait for Qiao'er's reply, but had already gone to the song room.
There are still many talents in the song room, there are good singers, of course, there are also bad singing, such as me...
Here you come, let's row the wheat!
Good.
I randomly arranged the "Regrets" episode from "Daddy Grows Up". The reason for choosing this song, perhaps, is that there are indeed regrets in my heart! Failed to enter the family, failed to get closer to the blue sky.
Although it was a boring time, I was accompanied by a K-song room. At least, there are some netizens who have never met but have similar interests.
Master, it's time for you to get on the wheat....
The phone came with a hint of shangmai, and I myself... I lit the wheat casually, but when the accompaniment sounded...
I was immersed in the atmosphere of singing and did not care about the chat area. I don't check my chat history until I'm done singing.
Maybe it was a habit of the past, not wanting to pay attention to anything else when singing. Because, it feels like disrespectful to the audience. Maybe you just like to focus on one thing.
Singing can make time pass quickly, perhaps with your own concentration.
They still sing in a row, and I'm just the listener. Sometimes I like to talk awkwardly, and sometimes I choose to be silent and live the life of a diver.
What's wrong with you, in a bad mood?
I didn't, why do I ask?
Because, tonight you are quieter than usual...
No, I was thinking about the plot.
Don't you think you should separate work from life? Relax when you relax, and work well when you work.
That's true, but sometimes I can't control it, and maybe the night is more suitable for thinking.
It is also true that people like you who use your brains should think at night.
Maybe!
Then you're busy! I sang.
At this point, I don't know what to think, neither the plot nor anything else. Maybe it's just a simple daze, maybe it's just a rest for the brain...
Mobile phones are sometimes an annoying thing, although they bring convenience to people, but they can destroy people's Yaxing, such as: when I am in a daze, it rings again...
Hey, who? Not sleeping so late...
Me! Forgot so quickly?
Which one are you? How can not think of, hehe.
Look at your pleasure, how is it not three days without marking the house to reveal the tiles!
No, of course not...
Well, let's get down to business, I'll ask someone to introduce you to your girlfriend, her situation...
Dad, I don't want to get married right now.
You don't want to, thirty-year-olds don't want anything, so what are you thinking?
I..., I want to sleep.
Sleep, a day to know sleep, in addition to eating is sleeping, you say what you do in the future, hey...
I'll talk about it later! I don't understand it now, let alone later.
Oh..., so that blind date you go or not?
Go, how can you not go? But then again, if others are not happy, you can't blame me.
You go first and then say, before you go, you think about things that can't be done, why can't you make people worry?
Well, I'll go.
All right! I don't tell you, and I don't listen to you when I say it.
Dad seems to be a little unhappy, only I know, I am just a small child, mentally incomplete why should I be separated from others.
I don't know when the generation gap with parents has become bigger and bigger. Maybe it is their own good news and not worry, or maybe there is a generation gap!
It was already ten o'clock in the evening, and I entered the song room again, just trying to wait for that special voice to appear, just to hear her voice. However, the wish is always good, but the reality is cruel. By eleven o'clock, she still didn't show up...
I opened the private chat and prepared to message her. Zuo thought about it for a long time, but he still didn't think about how to say it.
The hand did not listen to the call: I like you, and unconsciously clicked to send.
Looking at the words on the private chat on the mobile phone, even I was shocked. Not because I didn't like her, but because I felt a little presumptuous.
Yes! How can this be? Could it be that it was in your heart?
At this time, I want to withdraw the message, but Kugou Private Chat does not have this option. I had to pray, that is, I wanted the blue sky to see, but I was afraid to see it. At this time, the mood is very entangled, and the taste of it can only be experienced by yourself.
The circle of sending messages has been turning, as if to the same hope in breaking through the gap between the network and reality. However, the network ultimately loses to reality.
The send fails, and the other party sets the privacy.
This..., what is the situation?
I'm curious, could it be that our fate is not enough...
But I couldn't understand it, and I didn't know what the situation was. So he went back to the song room and asked Qiao'er.
Qiao'er, what is the situation of private chat sending failure?
This, should be to refuse private chat! How do you ask this?
No, just ask curious.
All right! I sang.
Well, I slept. Have fun, good night!
Good night......
I exited the song room, turned off my phone, and thought quietly.
Am I not related to the blue sky?
Shouldn't it! Otherwise, how could he like her so quickly.
But why can't we talk privately?
Whoever prescribed it, I had to talk to you privately! If you really like it, just wait, as long as she's in the song room, you go in. Don't want to see you, at least, you have to deepen her understanding of you! You've only sung a few songs together in a song room, and how you make people like you.
Yes, that's it.
A man is free to think and discuss...
