So, has the girl been rolled up like this?!
Today the sheep saw a good outrageous hot search, 9-year-old girl because the teacher looks too beautiful and depressed?
Because... This led to her not being confident...
There's nothing wrong with loving beauty, and sheep love beauty too.
But I didn't expect that it is now 2022, and women's lack of confidence in appearance has still reached this outrageous level.
This reminds the sheep of Cassie in the recent hit American drama "Excitement", when the rooster did not wake up at four o'clock in the morning, she got up and put on makeup...
Girls all over the world seem to be the same.
While the four-point makeup is a bit of an exaggeration, there is a comment that is really heartfelt: this behavior is like holding a magnifying glass to watch the cracks of our youth, how many girls are there on Cassie?
We always seem to care very much about physical defects, so if beauty becomes the most untouchable thing, how to choose life...
The girl in the picture is xiao jia, she is a makeup artist, and specially, she is the first blind makeup artist in China.
In the minds of many people, blind people seem to have nothing to do with beauty.
But in Xiao Jia, the sheep saw another expression of beauty, and the weight of life.
Xiao Jia has been a person who has pursued beauty since she was a child, she not only likes to dress herself, but also likes art and has studied painting for several years.
When the eyes began to appear abnormal, Xiao Jia was not yet ten years old.
Because she couldn't see clearly at night, she was treated by the local hospital as night blindness, Xiao Jiayin felt that something was wrong, but she didn't say anything when she was young.
At the age of 12, Xiao Jia's family had a fire, and the family spent a lot of money to treat his burned father.
Isn't there always someone to ridicule? There cannot be two patients in a family.
In fact, at that time, Xiao Jia's eyes were getting more and more wrong, but in order to spend less money, she was stunned and did not say a word.
When she was 14 years old, she really couldn't stand it, her vision problems had seriously affected her studies, there was no way, her mother could only lead her to Guangzhou to see a doctor.
Who could have imagined this, and also sentenced Xiao Jia's future to the "death penalty".
Retinitis pigmentation is the doctor's diagnosis of Xiao Jia, and the most heart-wrenching thing is that the doctor also told her that after the age of 20, you will be completely blind.
Blindness means that she can no longer paint, and her world will be bright and colorful from now on.
At that time, she was still a middle school student, yearning for the makeup of the actresses in the film and television dramas, yearning for the white dress of the fairy sister, and yearning for the wider sky...
Seriously, it feels so uncomfortable to be announced in advance about the future... The sheep just couldn't stand it just by thinking about it for a while.
At that time, Xiao Jia wanted to commit suicide.
Sheep actually understand this psychology... It's hard for anyone to accept what they love the most away from them, right?
At that time, Xiao Jia thought that --
"If you can be cured, you will test China and the United States, and if you can't cure it, find a subway in Guangzhou and jump down."
What made Xiao Jia stick to it was her father's words.
"Jiajia, no matter what happens, Dad loves you and supports you."
The love of her family made Xiao Jia want to open up a little, but life was still not much hope.
She no longer wants to be the delicate girl she used to be, allowing herself to live a casual overeating, and her original slim figure begins to deform...
And when it comes to the profession of blind people, the first reaction of the treasure children is blind massage, right?
After studying at the blind school, Xiao Jia went to work in a massage shop. The invisible young girl has become the "prey" of many ill-intentioned people...
Xiao Jia often encounters sexual harassment.
One of the most painful experiences was that the guest who had originally come to her to press her stomach would let her "serve" by pressing it.
She struggled desperately to resist and ran out of the store.
Dirty, shameful, disgusting.
The encounter with the massage parlor made Xiao Jia feel hopeless in life.
Suicidal thoughts came back.
Unexpectedly, other colleagues comforted her and said: This is how we are doing this, you have to get used to it.
Xiao Jia didn't want to get used to this kind of thing.
The massage parlor became her nightmare, a memory that she instinctively avoided every time she mentioned it.
If the work is not smooth, it will be enough, and her father will also put pressure on her.
Although his father loves Xiao Jia very much, he naturally feels that there will be no way out of his daughter's life... He wanted Xiao Jia to get married as soon as possible, find a rural person to join her family, and leave his money to his daughter.
Xiao Jia was unwilling and even protested with a hunger strike.
The traditional father still can't understand her obsession: where does the blind man come from?
Xiao Jia loves the colorful world.
Even if the eyes can't see now, they will never accept spiritual poverty, and finding someone to marry is even more painful than blindness.
The person who really let Xiao Jia out was Cai Cong.
Like her, Cai Cong was blind in both eyes and started a disability magazine in Beijing.
Xiao Jia originally thought that life would go on like this, but Cai Cong gave her new expectations.
The bitterness in her heart and the pressure from her father made her impulsively choose to run with Cai Cong, whom she met online...
Xiao Jia took a 19-hour train ride to Beijing, but fortunately, Cai Cong was not a bad person, but seriously wanted to fall in love with her
Beijing brought her back to life again.
She walked on the bustling and wide road in Beijing with a blind cane, and suddenly felt that there was still a long way to go in life.
She didn't want to change careers, she wanted to continue the visual arts before she went blind.
It doesn't matter if the eyes can't see, you have to think first.
Under a series of coincidences, Xiao Jia began to pursue beauty again.
"I can't see it, but you can't stop me from becoming beautiful, can you?"
Once, the company's makeup artist said that she looked particularly good after makeup.
Xiao Jia was moved.
She has liked to be pretty since she was a child, and this time she was even more awakened-
The same are all flower-like 20s, why should I be depressed because of my body?
But this makeup can't always be painted by people, right? What a condition ah, all day please makeup artist
So Xiao Jia began to get started on her own, scribbling on her face.
To tell the truth, at first it was really "ugly"... After all, the eyes can't see, and they are unfamiliar with cosmetics, and it is too difficult to get it in place in one step.
No one else was willing to teach her, after all, no one thought that a "blind man" could wear makeup.
emmmm, quite hurtful... But this time Xiao Jia was not as depressed as before.
Don't teach me, right? Then I'll go and be a makeup model.
Xiao Jia asked others to put on makeup for herself.
She sat still, silently feeling the makeup artist's technique, strength, and movement trajectory, and practiced and reviewed step by step after returning home.
Although her eyes can't see, with her strong perception, she is more and more familiar with makeup, and the bone knowledge she learned in the blind school has also helped her to be more aware of the way different facial features are smeared.
Makeup makes Xiao Jia more and more confident.
This is not because of facial anxiety, but because she has regained the ability to become beautiful, and in the adolescent era when her eyesight is gradually fading, she once thought that this word had nothing to do with her eternal life...
After being exposed to makeup, Xiao Jia's mental state was much better, but she was "not satisfied" and wanted to change the situation of more blind people.
It can't help them see the light again, but it can help them rebuild their self-confidence.
With this in mind, she became a blind beauty consultant.
Makeup is to please yourself, and becoming beautiful will make people feel happy.
Xiao Jia taught blind girls to wear makeup, hoping that they could realize this, use external dress to adjust their psychological state, and accept their imperfect selves a little bit.
In addition to working as a consultant for a makeup company, she also shares her makeup lessons online.
Even though the number of views is not high, she still takes it seriously.
"Can change a little is a little, can affect a person counts as one."
Xiao Jia walked out and had a lovely daughter with Cai Cong.
In her spare time, she did not idle, and also obtained a diving license
She had said before that blind women could easily become fertility tools.
What impressed the sheep the most was not that she had practiced the makeup technique of Duo Niu X with hard work, but that in her hometown of traditional thinking, she did not compromise with fate after being blind.
Blind in the eye, but still able to create beauty for themselves.
The tenacity of life is always beyond our imagination.
Just as a paintbrush can be swapped for a brush, the "beauty" you want can always be presented in another way.
No matter how much dissatisfaction the treasures have with themselves and their environment, don't bow their heads
If the world is dark, let yourself be the light.