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Loved hats, fights, wine, music, cars
The nasty person is Osamu Dazai
22 years old, small not a little bit of mafia
The name of the ability "Ying-so-ryo sadness" (grief)
This is Baidu Encyclopedia's description of Zhongyuan Zhongye.
Nakahara Nakaya (Ginza, Tokyo, 1925)
For the back waves who have watched the Japanese anime "Wenhao Wild Dog", the name "Nakahara Nakaya" is not unfamiliar, and even quite familiar. In this popular anime, Nakahara is also a small and beautiful teenager with super super abilities and can manipulate the gravity and strength of the objects he touches.
"Thou shalt not awaken me again for the tainted stigma of ye"
This is the initiation of nakahara's ability to "dirty sadness" in the anime "Wenhao Wild Dog", which is translated as "Ru allows the gloomy filth not to return to my awakening", and is widely praised in the ACG enthusiast community in the Chinese circle. As a strange name, the dark sensibility of "Dirty Sorrow" is fascinating.
The original manga of "Bunho Wild Dog" is "Wenhao Stray Dogs", which is an action manga that characterizes Japanese literary heroes such as Osamu Dazai, Nakahara Nakaya, Atsushi Nakajima, and Ryunosuke Wasagawa. After the serialization began in 2012, it was very popular, and the number of single books exceeded 5 million copies.
This manga was naturally opposed and criticized by the Japanese literary circles, but Nakahara Nakahara, as a poet, also returned to the public eye. In 2016, Kadokawa Shoten republished Nakahara Nakaya's poetry collection and titled It's Dirty Sorrow.
"Bunho Nobu" from left to right: Kunimita Solo, Edogawa, Nakajima, Kenji Miyazawa, Osamu Dazai, and Akiko Sano
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To the grief that is dirty
Dirty sadness
It's going to snow a little today too.
It blows too much to the wind today.
Dirty in sorrow
Today there was light snowfall again
Today even the wind blew too much
Nakahara was born in 1907 at Nakahara Hospital in Yamaguchi Prefecture. This is the private hospital opened by Zhongye's mother, and his grandfather Zheng Xiong has the eldest grandson, and he is so happy that he can hold a banquet for three consecutive days. Nakano's father, Kensuke, was an army medic and later succeeded his father-in-law as the head of the hospital.
3-year-old Nakahara is also with his parents
As the successor of the family, Kensuke also placed great hopes on his eldest son. He was also raised from an early age and received a rigorous education in a privileged environment. In elementary school, he excelled in his grades and calligraphy, and since the age of 12, he has published his short songs in magazines and won the reputation of "prodigy".
However, after entering junior high school, Nakaya's grades plummeted and he had to repeat the grade, and Kensuke and his wife felt that their faces were dull, so they transferred Nakaya from Yamaguchi Prefecture to Kyoto Ritsumeikan Junior High School.
Life in Kyoto was the beginning of Nakaya becoming a "poet Nakahara Nakaya". In Kyoto, Naka also read the poems of the Dadaist poet Shinyoshi Takahashi, and was greatly shocked and began to write poetry. In the rehearsal hall of a theater company in Kyoto, I also met an actress named Yasuko Hasegawa. Unlike Nakaya's small size, Taiko is a large, white-faced woman, three years older than Nakaya. Therefore, in The eyes of Taiko, Naka is also a "little middle school student". Seeing nakaya excitedly pull out her college notebook to show him his poems, Taiko praised him kindly:
"It's a good writing!"
This sentence was also greatly encouraged. Soon Taiko was fired from the troupe she was in. Taiko, who had lost her job, moved to Nakaya's house, and the two began living together. He was also 16 years old.
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The grief that is dirty
The Leather Of The Fox
a small snowfall or once a little bit
It's like a fox's fur
Covered with a little snow curled up
In 1925, the 18-year-old Nakaya traveled to Tokyo with the 21-year-old Yasuko. Nakaya is also preparing to apply for college, and Yasuko hopes to become a brilliant actress. Zhongye's parents did not know that their son had a cohabitation woman by his side, and they expected Zhongye to study with peace of mind and be admitted to the ideal university, so they tried to provide Rich living expenses for Zhongye. The money sent from the family is more than enough for Nakaya and Taiko to live.
Nakaya, who loves poetry, soon befriends a group of literary youths in Tokyo who share his own interests. In the anime "Mano Wild Dogs", Nakaya and Osamu Dazai are a pair of former partners who hate each other but have tacit understanding. In reality, the relationship between Nakaya and Dazaiji seems to be true. The writer Tan Yixiong wrote before he wrote an article recalling his interactions with Nakahara Nakaya, Dazaiji and others in those years:
Nakaya Nakahara, Osamu Dazai, Kusanagi, and Kazuo Tan, the four of them gathered to drink, and at first they were kind and kind. Soon, Naka was the first to get drunk and began to pestering Dazai Osamu. Anyone who has seen "Human Disqualification" knows that Dazaiji is a very pleasing young man, and in the face of Nakaya's willfulness, Dazai's answer is soft and sweet, very Buddhist:
"Really?" "Don't you think?" ”
This understated attitude was also very irritated by Lingzhong, so he unceremoniously said a famous complaint to Dazaiji:
"What, Oi. I looked like a blue mackerel floating in the sky.
("What?) You guys, fucking face like a broccoli flying up into the sky...")
"The face of the mackerel flying into the sky" – think about it this is probably the most vivid and vivid depiction of Dazai's face.
Osamu Dazai
The drink ended with four people fighting and breaking the store's glass and Dazai sneaking home.
The second time several people gathered again to drink again, Nakaya still took the lead in drinking, once again pestering Dazaiji to chatter. Dazai sneaks back home again. This time, he was also more drunk, chasing Dazaiji all the way to the drifting snow of the night, and reciting Kenji Miyazawa's poems loudly all the way:
"The humidity of the night is intertwined with the loneliness of the wind
The forest of pine and willow is dark and endless
The night sky is covered with gloomy petals of karma..."
Zhongye, who slammed open the door of Dazai's house with the strength of wine, was like a "flower of karma" that bloomed in the dark of night. Lady Dazai came out and opened the door at the sound of the voice and said:
"Tsushima has gone to sleep..."
"What? Sleeping? Let him get up and it is! ”
Naka didn't care, and rushed to the edge of Dazai's sleeping bed without permission, and Dazaiji never said a word... In the end, it was Tan Kazuo who pulled Nakaya from the Dazai family and pulled it out and threw it into the snow on the side of the road.
"Dirty in sorrow
There was a little snow today."
This unjustified willfulness of wanting to stir up everything and destroy everything is probably the source of Zhongye's "dirty sorrow." At that time, I was only 18 years old and was still a child preparing for the college entrance examination. Drinking, flirting, prostituting, living with women, nibbling on parents — is a standard "prodigal son" who is detached from common sense.
I don't understand the rules, and of course I don't want to. As a Dadaist yearning, he only wants to destroy everything. If you can't destroy the world, destroy yourself.
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I have to look at it.
dream of death in malaise
There is no desire or desire
Dreaming of death in the midst of burnout
After Nakaya and Yasuko moved to Tokyo, one evening a young man came to visit in the rain.
"Ma'am, give me an IOU towel."
The young man, without an umbrella, stood under the eaves of Nakaya's house and said to Taiko wetly.
The wet youth, like a bolt of lightning in the rain, appeared in front of Taiko.
The young man's name was Hideo Kobayashi. I have just been admitted to the Faculty of Letters at the University of Tokyo. He was one of The Close Friends of Nakaya after he moved to Tokyo. Another close friend of Nakaya was the poet Taro Tominaga.
Hideo Kobayashi
Hideo Kobayashi became a regular visitor to the Nakaya family.
"Your thoughts are also in line with Zhong, but your personality is related to me." Kobayashi said to Taiko.
Hideo Kobayashi was 23 years old and Yasuko was 21 years old. Zhongye is only 18 years old.
Unlike the childlike Nakayashi, Hideo Kobayashi, a young college student born in Tokyo, has a refined temperament unique to Tokyoites and a literary atmosphere unique to the elite of Tokyo University. So, when Hideo Kobayashi said to Yasuko, "Stay with me," Yasuko agreed without hesitation.
"I'm going to live in Kobayashi." Taiko said as she carried her luggage.
"Hmm." Zhongye is writing poetry without looking back.
Before Taiko left, Naka had also grown tired of Taiko, believing that she was a "woman who can't make a man have dreams and desires for work", but when Yasuko left him because of Hideo Kobayashi, Nakaya felt a huge hurt. This became another source of "dirty sadness" in Zhongya. What stains this sadness is the friendship he regards as precious. The best friend stole his own woman.
In the article "My Life", I recorded my feelings at that time:
"I was feeling bored with this woman at the time, or more accurately, deeply confused by a woman who couldn't make a man have dreams and a desire to work. So when the woman left, I even had a moment of inner joy, but it quickly turned into more violent sadness. ”
Nakaya, who is full of sadness in his heart, personally sends the ceramics left by Taiko to the new home of Taiko and Hideo Kobayashi. After being sent to the porch, Nakaya prepares to turn around and leave, but Taiko greets him warmly:
"Come in and play for a while and then go."
And the Kobayashi cat was reading the newspaper with his back, not looking back, nor talking.
"I remember saying a lot of sarcastic things to the new man while the woman tried desperately to make eye contact with me as if she were still my woman. This caused me to have a very bad mood. Why is that? If so, why did you abandon me? (Nakahara Nakahara, "My Life")
Taiko lives with Kobayashi, but she still has a special affection for Naka. This triangle makes everything between each other delicate.
Yasuko Kayagawa
Zhong also wrote in his diary:
"Being betrayed by a friend is more sad than being betrayed by someone you don't know... Everybody knows that. However, I still have to confess: I think that women who leave should go to men I know instead of going to men they don't know. Is this my cowardice? Maybe. ”
Poor Nakaya. His lost love is reminiscent of "The Little Prince": the little prince can't stand the rose, but once he leaves, he doesn't give up on the rose.
In the end, the person who decisively ended this ambiguous relationship is still the third person Hideo Kobayashi who broke in like lightning.
In her memoirs in her later years, Taiko once wrote about the departure of Hideo Kobayashi:
"Kobayashi studied very hard,...... At that time, I used to go to concerts, and when the Japan Youth Association held regular concerts, I met a young man named Mitsuyoshi Yamagishi. Yamagishi was a young architect at Waseda Polytechnic who lived in Nakano at the time, and because my home was close, I used to play..."
Once, Yasuko went to Yamagishi's house to play, and came home late at night, so Yamagan sent Yasuko home. At that time, Kobayashi was sitting by the window studying, so Taiko shouted at Kobayashi:
"You thank someone for sending me back."
Kobayashi then opened the window and rushed to the shore of the mountain, "Thank you." Then slammed the window shut.
After Taiko returned home that night, Kobayashi never said a word to Taiko, and Taiko finally couldn't help it, angrily shouting at Kobayashi, "Get out!" It was two o'clock in the night, and Taiko expected that Kobayashi could not really "get out", but Kobayashi slammed the door and came out, disappearing in front of Taiko's eyes and never returning.
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I was very scared.
There is no place to do, and the sun goes out.
Heartache also became timid
Confused from the twilight and desolation...
This is a story between a young literary man in Japan in the early Showa period, the 1920s. This past, which was also hurt by Lingzhong, became Nakaya's poem "Dirty Sorrow". "Dirty Sorrow" was later included in Nakahara's first poetry collection, The Song of the Goat.
Chinese edition of Song of the Goat: Selected Poems of Nakahara Nakahara, Nova Press, 2018
The adult poet Nakahara Nakaya, the young talent Hideo Kobayashi, and the actress Yasuko Hasegawa all married and owned their own families. Hideo Kobayashi later became a famous Literary Critic in Japan, and Yasuko Hasegawa, who lacked talent as an actor, was unknown as an actress, but she was famous in history because of the two literary talents.
In 1937, Nakahara also died of tuberculous meningitis. He died on December 30, 2012 at the age of 3 After Nakaya's death, Dazaiji, who had been running away from him, expressed deep regret and said, "After you die, look at it, in the end it is still Nakahara!" The ranks are different, and when he dies, he becomes a genius. ”
Death becomes genius – which is probably why Osamu Dazai has been looking for death.
Hideo Kobayashi, who had betrayed Nakaya, collected and published the remaining poems for Nakaya after Nakaya's death. The collection of poems is titled "In the Song of the Past".
"His poetry is closely related to his life . . . Just as he clashed with life, he was a poet who clashed with his poetry. He is not so much a poet as he is more like a confessor... It is important to confess, not to write poetry. As long as he thinks so, countless words will pour out of him. And his poetics is something completely logical. ”
This is the evaluation of the poet Nakahara Nakahara as a literary critic Hideo Kobayashi.
The poet Nakahara Nakaya, who died at the age of 30, left 350 inner confessions to future generations.
Hideo Kobayashi once commented that he was also a "person who does not know how to defend himself at all." To live in this world, you must know a technique of self-concealment. But he just wanted to share his biggest secrets with others. ”
Such a Nakahara is also annoying when alive. Because he "likes to cause trouble for people." And after his death, people began to remember him and read aloud his verses full of confessions, looking for his purity and loveliness in his filthy sorrow.
Tang Xinzi column
Tang Xinzi | Chinese writer in Japan| and has written "Japanese Women's Love Bushido" and so on
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