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In 2017, an accident that suddenly came like a storm brutally took away Zhang Qian's precious and brilliant life, which was like the bad news that the sky had fallen, and it ruthlessly hit Li Ping's heart.
At that time, Li Ping was immersed in a fascinating theatrical production, and it was the golden moment of her career. She deeply loves and cherishes this hard-won work opportunity, and is afraid that the progress and work tension of the entire crew will be delayed for this reason, so Li Ping endured the inner torment strongly and did not immediately return to take care of her husband on the sickbed.
During the day, she is the radiant heroine on the stage, and when night falls, she always holds her mobile phone, hoping to be the first to know the latest progress of Zhang Qian's condition.
During that time, Li Ping struggled between pain and joy, and was physically and mentally exhausted. She couldn't sleep at night, and her daughter could only reluctantly promise her to report Zhang Qian's recent situation to her every once in a while, so as to relieve her inner anxiety.
However, the disease was relentless and eventually cruelly took the life of her beloved husband.
The moment the bad news came, Li Ping burst into tears, and her heart was full of endless self-blame. If she could have let go of everything and rushed back to take care of her without hesitation, if she could have been by his side at the end of her life, maybe the ending would have been different, at least not heartbreaking.
Every "what if" revealed deep remorse and pain, like a plague raging in her heart.
Zhang Qian's departure seemed to drain half of Li Ping's life, and the once energetic woman instantly became dim, as if the whole world had forgotten her.
The young daughter Li Xueying knelt in front of her stepfather's spiritual seat, and tears poured out Zhang Qian's meticulous care and care for her over the years. The younger sister hugged her mother tightly, and the mother and daughter lost their patron saint-like heroes, and the three of them were the only ones who supported each other for the rest of their lives.
As time passed, Li Ping's eyes became more and more dim. The laughter and laughter with Zhang Qian in the past, those happy bits and pieces kept flashing in her mind, which made her heart ache.
Their once happy family has lost its integrity in this way, and the warmth of the past has been forcibly severed, and she can no longer walk through the journey of life hand in hand with her husband as before.
In the busy day, Li Ping incarnated as the tireless and meticulous hostess of the family. At the dawn of the morning, she prepares a hearty and nutritious breakfast to energize the whole family for the day.
Immediately after that, she began a busy day of life, laundry, cleaning, cooking and tidying up the house. Sometimes, she even needs to go into battle to fix all kinds of glitches in her home, like a superhero who can do anything.
Day after day, year after year, Li Ping chose to give up her career and devote herself to her family, silently enduring this monotonous and boring life, only hoping that her two precious daughters could grow up healthy and happy.
She never mentioned these bitterness to others, but buried all her efforts deep in her heart.
With the passage of time, when the two children gradually grew into adults, Li Ping was able to return to the acting career she loved. However, life's challenges have not stopped, but have intensified.
Sometimes, even if it is nightfall, Li Ping still needs to fully prepare for the breakfast of her daughters the next day, because the eldest daughter is going all out to prepare for the college entrance examination, which is an important juncture in her life, and the younger daughter is about to face a major test of going to school, and the pressure they are carrying can be imagined.
In order to allow her husband Zhang Qian to devote himself wholeheartedly to his work, Li Ping was responsible for all the affairs of the family, and she could hardly breathe. However, she never told outsiders about this hardship, but silently carried the heavy cross and moved forward firmly step by step.
Li Ping and Zhang Qian, a couple, have diametrically opposite personalities, like clouds and mud. Li Ping is a straightforward and honest person, while Zhang Qian is more inclined to be roundabout and tactful, and if you say too much, you will lose.
As a result, their married life was filled with endless friction and disputes.
Whenever Li Ping directly pointed out some of Zhang Qian's problems, Zhang Qian always tried to analyze and explain them in detail, which often angered the outspoken Li Ping. She would interrupt him mercilessly: "Don't go around in circles, just tell me where you're going, what kind of activities you're going to, and if you'll be able to get home on time." ”
In the face of his wife's violent temper, Zhang Qian never resisted, but endured everything with great patience. Sometimes, when Li Ping can't bear his "beating around the bush" behavior, he will take the initiative to leave his family and wander the streets and alleys, looking for those opportunities to talk with the taxi driver, the shopping guide or the roadside vendor, just to wait for Li Ping's anger to dissipate before returning home.
Seeing this situation for their parents, the daughters' hearts were filled with worry.
However, Li Ping's stubborn personality often brings endless troubles to their lives. At one point, Zhang Qian was eager to add new life to the family, but Li Ping was adamantly opposed.
She is deeply afraid that she will owe her beloved daughter Xue'er after giving birth, and she is also worried that Zhang Qian will not be able to treat every child fairly. As a result, a fierce quarrel broke out between them, and the items in the home became innocent victims.
In the end, Zhang Qian worked hard to patiently enlighten Li Ping, and solemnly promised her that Xue'er would always occupy the center of the family, and the arrival of a new life would only bring more love and care.
Hearing these words, Li Ping's frowning brows finally relaxed. Still, in order to test Zhang Qian's sincerity, she decided to observe for another year to see if he could match his words and deeds.
As expected, Zhang Qian went all out, was proficient in housework, and conscientious in all family affairs, and even remitted all his income to the same account, completely handing over the family finances to his wife, thus winning Li Ping's trust.
After a year of testing, they finally welcomed their lovely little daughter Sinuo.
In fact, in the process of getting along with each other in daily life, Zhang Qian can always accept all the willfulness and temper of his wife with his broad mind. Every time there was a dispute, he would always be the first to bow his head and admit his mistake until Li Ping's emotions returned to calm.
Looking back on the past, Li Ping said with emotion: "If it were someone else, I'm afraid I would have been unable to stand my temper for a long time." It is precisely because of Zhang Qian's understanding and tolerance that this marriage can continue to move forward.
Surprisingly, even though the relationship has come to an end, at the moment of divorce procedures, they still behave very calmly and calmly, perhaps because they both understand that fate is over and it is time for the other party to be free.
After the divorce, the strong and brave Li Ping resolutely decided to take on the burden alone and raise her daughter Xue'er. It was a good time in the early spring of 1993, and she was fully engaged in filmmaking. Luckily, her best friend Janie is in the same crew. Seeing Li Ping living a lonely life at home, Jia Ni's heart was full of sympathy, so she always tried her best to match Li Ping, hoping to find a suitable partner for her, accompany her, and share the pressure and responsibilities of life.
Despite this, in the face of her friend Jia Ni's eager matchmaking, Li Ping always maintained a firm stance and refused to talk about the matter. However, by chance, a senior recommended a man to her and solemnly promised that he would be absolutely trustworthy and entrusted. In this case, Li Ping could only reluctantly agree to meet at the appointment. And the object of this blind date turned out to be Zhang Qian. When they first met, Zhang Qian made a deep impression on people, he wore a neat suit, was personable, and spoke and behaved decently.
To Li Ping's surprise, she developed a sense of distrust of Zhang Qian that she could not express in words, and her intuition told her that this man might not be as reliable as he seemed on the surface. Fortunately, however, Zhang Qian's next series of actions gradually changed Li Ping's initial thoughts. Soon after, he came to visit Li Ping, who was busy with filming work, with a carefully selected gift. Seeing Zhang Qian's appearance of being so focused and dedicated, Li Ping felt sincere admiration for him, and at the same time felt a little guilty for her previous indifferent attitude, so she took the initiative to invite him to dinner.
This dinner became an important turning point in their relationship. To test Zhang Qian's generosity, Li Ping chose a luxurious restaurant. Surprisingly, Zhang Qian accepted the invitation without hesitation and behaved very calmly. At the dinner table, Zhang Qian saw a photo of Li Ping's daughter Xue'er, and was attracted by her cute face like a doll, and he secretly vowed to treat this little girl well.
Soon after, Li Ping led Zhang Qian back home. When Xue'er met Zhang Qian for the first time, he immediately took out his wallet and bought her an expensive piano as a greeting gift. Cher was so excited that she specially tied the pillow towel on her arm and presented a wonderful dance performance for her new father. Seeing her daughter so happy, Li Ping's heart was completely moved by Zhang Qian's sincerity.
Time flies in an instant, and today, four years later, although Li Ping's work burden has been reduced a lot, she still sticks to the warm cottage where she and Zhang Qian spent countless days and nights together.
Once, the eldest daughter Xueying had eagerly hoped that her mother could move over to share the joy of family with them, but the deep affection for her late husband buried deep in her heart made it difficult for Li Ping to let go of this familiar and cordial living environment.
In this hut full of memories, Zhang Qian never seemed to really leave, and his breath still filled the air. Whenever it was lunchtime, Li Ping always poured Zhang Qian's wine glass full of mellow wine as usual, and whispered alone, pouring out her endless longing.
The daughters watched this scene silently, and their hearts were full of endless reluctance and grief.
The growth of the daughters is clearly visible, the eldest daughter has made a name for herself in the art world, and the younger daughter has shown extraordinary talent in the art of dance. Whenever she is free, Li Ping always invites her two daughters to spend a good time together, or go out on outings, or do outdoor sports, and enjoy a colorful life, but without Zhang Qian's company, it always seems a little lonely.
Although life is still going on, Li Ping has never been able to let go of the fact that she failed to wait by Zhang Qian's side at the last moment of his life. At that decisive moment, she was so immersed in the filming of a film that she could only stick to her post alone and not be able to get home in time.
If she could do it all over again, she vowed that she would not hesitate to put down her work and take care of her dear husband herself.
The fate in this world is really unpredictable, maybe in the next life she will be able to meet Zhang Qian as soon as possible, no longer have any concealment and reserve, hold his hands tightly, and never abandon him.
The regrets and unfinished things left in this life are willing to be left in the next life to continue the frontier, and look forward to the next time, they can have more time to cherish each other.