The knife that night was very painful, and the blood flowed where it could not be touched.
The only way to relieve pain is chess.
The story of chess began when I was six or seven years old, when people in the countryside loved chess, and on the side of the road after school, many people often watched the game, and they also learned to play chess.
Among those adults, there is often a child's figure, once, down to forget the time, at nine o'clock in the night to go home, the mother anxiously split the head and cover the face and scolded, I confronted it, the study is done well, what happened to the chess, more than a month do not talk to each other.
Because my father is a teacher, I have had very good grades since I was a child, and I was promoted to junior high school and high school entrance examinations, first in the town and county, first in the high school Olympiad city, and I was also admitted to the dean's graduate school in college.
My parents and I always had different opinions about chess and reading.
When I was in college, I gradually participated in some competitions, founded a chess club, and at first, won some college championships and good rankings.
At the scene of the wheel battle in the university, I saw Wen Zhu, the godfather of Hunan chess, and led the Hunan army that was about to go out to fight for the elephant armor to appear in the event, Xie Yehao, Sun Haoyu, Cheng Jinchao, Lu Weitao, Fan Siyuan, and Xie Yue.
Since then, I have the idea of working towards a higher echelon, and this year, I played in the Hunan Provincial Championship for the first time, and as soon as I came up, I won a provincial championship.
Later, to Sun Haoyu, the three soldiers of the artillery against the screen horse 3 pawns, down to the four soldiers of the carriage and horse artillery and the double Shi against the carriage and horse artillery soldiers Xiangquan, I have four soldiers in this chess, but there are few double elephants, there are scruples, and winning or losing are based on skill.
After the game, Xie Yeyang helped us review, Brother Xie analyzed that it was good to have four more soldiers, Brother Haoyu thought that the red was not the same, and the black was not bad, and he had a dispute between the two, and almost opened a table of 200 side battles.
In the last round, because in the first few stations, if you win, you can enter the top few, and there are seniors whispering at night, you do this, he goes to operate.
I still didn't buy this game, but I wasn't strong enough, I didn't win, and I ended up missing the opportunity to become the top few in the province.
However, this battle can be done, and in the second year, two cities asked me to play in the City Games, one team champion and one individual runner-up.
The individual runner-up this time, the horse artillery double soldier Xiang Quan, the horse artillery soldier Xiangquan, the official won the chess, too nervous, and, give up the gold medal, after the game I sat in the chair for a long time.
My psychological quality is very average, I am prone to make mistakes at critical moments, objectively speaking, I am not a good seedling to play chess, and my kung fu is both inside and outside of chess.
Another year, I entered the reporting industry and gave up graduate school, and at that time, there was not a single news about chess in the national chess world, which was overgrown and desolate.
Today's new chess fans can no longer understand the loneliness of chess almost 20 years ago, when I was young, on the Sina portal, I broadcast more than ten or twenty games of chess in a single game, taking pictures, writing scripts, interviews, posting, editing pages, from the earliest live broadcast of chess games to the later live video broadcast.
At that time, although we were slow, but very cheerful, in order to fulfill the ardent expectations of chess players, I was often tired until the end, and ended the day with instant noodles.
At that time, I didn't know where I got such a lot of energy, broadcasting dozens of games of chess a day, writing more than a dozen manuscripts, and I was still at ease, but now I can only sigh that I am old.
After a long period of non-fighting, compared to the peak of the provincial competition, the second place in the city competition was a failure, and it dropped significantly.
Over the years, there have been only a handful of on-site battles, chess skills tests in the national referee examination, and a female super-university won in 10 minutes of rapid chess.
Playing against Mr. Li Laiqun twice, he let me play a draw just right, and Jiang Chuan was 1 point to 10 points, and he won all the chess, and the time was often too late, I always said, Chuan, 1 minute is too fast.
When I was a coach in the Hunan team, I often played 2 minutes to 5 minutes, I 5 masters 2, 37 open, 1 to 5, 82 open.
I remember the first time I had a big ring with Xu Yinchuan, when it was during the Dadi Cup, Wang Tianyi led the game, and the first person to be present was the first to be there, and the whole network paid attention.
At night, I used the immortal to guide the way to the pawn bottom cannon, the right middle cannon to the flying right elephant, first make up for the change of the left Shi, and played the residual chess with Brother Xu, and lost in overtime.
After the next day, Zhao Shusen, the boss of the Earth Cup, invited guests, I sat next to Wang Tianyi, we chatted while eating, and the game of chess with Xu Te, the mouth was restored to the end, Tianyi pointed out the two opportunities that I could seek peace with, and sighed that my memory was so good, and it was so long to come out.
Later, Brother Xu and Tianyi played chess with me to let the two firsts, and I lost all six games without exception, and the middle and back games were hard injuries.
I didn't play chess online for a long time, until the car accident three years ago, when I was seriously injured in more than a dozen places, Xiao Qichen was scrapped on the spot, but fortunately, God favored me and came back to life.
At that time, I was writing until two o'clock in the night, and I had broadcast several individual competitions and Country Garden Cup competitions live in front of me, and my body collapsed, suddenly lost my mind, collapsed instantly, and I didn't wake up.
After the operation, it was useless to take painkiller injections and painkillers, and Guan Yu played chess to scrape the bones to cure the poison, and I kept silently reciting.
From then on, I had to play a lot of chess every day, and in the hospital bed, I endured severe pain and bleeding, fought against everything with my mind and will, and in the sea of chess, I seemed to be alive again.
Concentrate all your energy on playing chess, that kind of dedication and immersion, concentrate on chess, after several surgeries and rehabilitation, and play 9-3, one step away from Shen 1, only a few games away.
After I was discharged from the hospital, I didn't play for a long time, I was busy with rehabilitation, live broadcasting, writing, reporting on chess, sometimes looking at children, and my body was left with severe disabilities.
In the past few days, it was summer vacation, and I took the children back to my hometown in the countryside, and my grandparents and grandparents were very happy to see them.
The notebook is with me, used for more than six years, aging together, can only type, is in debt, can't care about buying a new book, usually uses a desktop in Changsha, and has not broadcast live for a long time.
I started the journey of chess again, fighting for several days and nights, two accounts, QQ and WeChat login, all played the game of God 1 and God 1, and won more than ten games.
In the process of the double ascension 1, the days of pain and light coexisting in the hospital bed were the biggest key and laid an important cornerstone for the upgrade.
For me, playing chess is not my main job, and in the past 17 years of reporting chess, every chess player and every chess fan is my precious friend.
In the past nearly 20 years, I have no regrets about my youth and life, and in the future, I will continue to cheer for chess with all my strength together with my chess friends, and wish our chess, chess players and chess fans to get better and better.
(Prince of Chess)