Song Sanchuan's childhood was very different from that of ordinary children, full of high-intensity training and harsh criticism. His mother, a dedicated badminton coach, pinned all her hopes on her son.
She even named her son "Sanchuan", which means that he is invincible on the court and can "profit", however, this expectation has become a heavy burden on the shoulders of young Song Sanchuan.
Song Sanchuan has been strictly demanded by his mother in an almost perverted way since he was a child. His daily training was carried out under the piercing gaze of his mother, and the slightest carelessness would be met with a harsh criticism.
"Why did you make a mistake again?" "Why can't it be any faster?" These words are like sharp blades, deep in Song Sanchuan's heart.
Actually, Song Sanchuan preferred to play tennis, but his mother forcibly let him focus on badminton. In the eyes of outsiders, he is a talented badminton prodigy, but only he knows the bitterness behind all this.
Every swing is accompanied by the fear of defeat, and every victory does not seem to be able to get a smile from the mother.
Mother's strict requirements for Song Sanchuan are not only on the court, but penetrate into life in all directions. She expects her son to become a top champion, and to do so, she does not hesitate to use extreme methods of education.
This kind of education that bordered on paranoia was unbearable for Song Sanchuan at a young age.
In such an environment, Song Sanchuan's young heart was gradually filled with fear and pressure, as if a towering tree had been planted in the depths of his heart, and his pure love for sports was ruthlessly obscured.
Every night, he fell asleep to the sound of his mother's counting, and the dream was full of stress and pain, an experience that was deeply imprinted in Song Sanchuan's soul and had a profound impact on his life path, making him often feel that the psychological barrier made it difficult for him to face the challenges of competition and life in the future.
In this way, the childhood time that was originally full of joy and exploration has become a heavy memory that is difficult to let go of for Song Sanchuan. This experience planted a fear of failure in his heart, which became a knot that affected his performance in the future.
When Song Sanchuan gradually adapted to his mother's strict rhythm of life, fate played a cruel joke on him. On an ordinary day, he dragged his tired body home, only to find that his mother had suddenly disappeared from his life without saying goodbye.
This parting did not have any warning, and there was no explanation left in a word, which plunged the young Song Sanchuan into great confusion and pain.
At first, Song Sanchuan thought that his mother was only leaving temporarily, and he looked forward to his mother's return to continue their training life. However, as the days passed, Song Sanchuan's hope slowly turned into disappointment, and finally into deep despair.
The sudden departure of his mother caused irreparable psychological wounds to Song Sanchuan.
This sudden separation made Song Sanchuan feel conflicted and confused. On the one hand, he felt the freedom he had never felt before, no longer subject to his mother's harsh reprimands and extremely high standards; On the other hand, he felt the pain of losing his mother, who cared for him.
In the dead of night, Song Sanchuan would often be awakened by the scolding of his mother in his dreams, and the voice seemed to still echo in his ears. He began to question himself constantly: Is it because he is not good enough that his mother will leave? This self-doubt was like poison, slowly eroding his self-confidence.
Badminton, which used to carry his mother's expectations, has now become a source of painful memories for him. Whenever he picked up his racket, he would think of his mother, which prevented him from focusing on training, competitions and all things related to badminton.
Song Sanchuan is full of contradictions, he is eager to change his mother's mind through excellent performance, but he is also afraid of facing possible failure.
This sudden parting seemed to be an insurmountable deep valley in Song Sanchuan's heart, which deeply affected his inner world. This insecurity and fear of intimacy became an unspeakable psychological barrier for him to face challenges on the pitch and in life later in life.
After years of training and hard work, Song Sanchuan has grown into an excellent badminton player. He was so good in the small races that he won game after game that made him forget about his level of quality for a while, and the people around him had high hopes for him.
However, as the scale of the competitions he participated in became larger and the opponents became stronger and stronger, Song Sanchuan's deep fear began to surface.
In many important large-scale events, Song Sanchuan's performance gradually declined. Whenever he stood on the pitch and faced a strong opponent, the shadow of his childhood came like a tidal wave.
His mother's stern gaze seemed to appear on the sidelines again, and her disappointed expression made Song Sanchuan's hands tremble, a psychological barrier that greatly affected his performance, directly causing him to lose consecutive games in the game.
Coach Yan Dao and Liang Youan were very anxious, they found that Song Sanchuan's problem was not in his skills, but in his inability to control his mentality, whenever the game fell into a disadvantage, he would involuntarily think of his mother's scolding, fear was like an invisible shackle, imprisoning his performance.
After the game, Director Yan couldn't help but shout to Song Sanchuan: "Why did you lose so badly? Your strength obviously doesn't stop there! Faced with the coach's questioning, Song Sanchuan could only bow his head and be speechless.
He knew that his worst enemy was not his opponent, but his fear.
What is puzzling is that even in the face of opponents who are not as strong as his own, Song Sanchuan almost always fails at critical moments. This performance left everyone confused, and only Song Sanchuan himself understood that he was fighting against the demon in his heart.
Every time he stood on the court, Song Sanchuan seemed to return to his childhood. His fear of making mistakes, his fear of failure, and his fear of not being able to meet the expectations of others prevented him from performing at his true level, even in some small competitions.
Song Sanchuan's state not only affected his personal development, but also brought a lot of pressure to the club. As the club's star of hope, he is in the spotlight for every game.
However, he was not able to show the quality he should have in important games, which affected the development of the club.
Song Sanchuan is full of contradictions: he is eager to succeed, eager to prove his worth, but at the same time deeply afraid of failure. This contradiction is repeated in every swing of the racket, and it has become the biggest obstacle to his progress.
Song Sanchuan's abnormal performance in the game attracted great attention from club manager Liang Youan and coach Yan Dao. Liang Youan regards Song Sanchuan as the club's hopeful star and an important figure in his life.
When Liang Youan saw Song Sanchuan struggling in the ring, he deeply felt his pain and was determined to help him overcome his psychological barrier.
In order to explore the root cause of Song Sanchuan's problem, Liang Youan began an adventure to find the truth. She inquired around, trying to explore Song Sanchuan's past. In this process, Liang Youan finally contacted Song Sanchuan's former coach An Cong.
Through an in-depth conversation with An Cong, Liang Youan gradually pieced together Song Sanchuan's growth history.
An Cong revealed some details of Song Sanchuan's childhood to Liang Youan: the "gray disciplinary" education method made Song Sanchuan's childhood full of pressure, and every time he failed, he would be punished by his mother's blame and punishment.
This harsh "punishment" gradually cultivated Song Sanchuan's fear of failure, but his talent for scientific research was gradually buried in the shadow of this fear, and these details made Liang Youan feel sorry for Song Sanchuan and deeply understand his predicament.
After learning of this situation, Liang Youan made up his mind to help Song Sanchuan find his mother, hoping to untie the knot in his heart. However, in the course of the investigation, Liang Youan discovered a shocking fact: Song Sanchuan's mother had already died six years ago.
Liang Youan was in a conflict after discovering this problem, she didn't know how to convey this message to Song Sanchuan, and she was worried that hiding the truth would make Song Sanchuan never let go.
After repeated thinking, Liang Youan decided to face the reality and try his best to help Song Sanchuan find his mother's ashes, so that he could face the past and relieve his pain.
Liang Youan made a decision full of courage and wisdom. She knows that only by letting Song Sanchuan face the truth directly can she truly let go of the burden of the past, regain her self-confidence, and fall in love with badminton again.
However, this process may cause Song Sanchuan to experience huge emotional fluctuations, but Liang Youan firmly believes that this is a hurdle that Song Sanchuan must overcome.
With this determination, Liang Youan began to arrange for Song Sanchuan to be reunited with his mother's ashes. She hopes that this method can help Song Sanchuan get out of the haze and find his own direction in life.
With the help of Liang Youan, Song Sanchuan finally stood in front of his mother's urn. Looking at the small box, Song Sanchuan's heart seemed to have set off a stormy wave. The emotions that have accumulated over the years are like a flood that bursts its banks, pouring out for thousands of miles.
Song Sanchuan's hands trembled and stroked the urn, and tears flowed uncontrollably like a river that had burst its embankment. The images in his mind flashed through him like a movie: his mother's aggressive reprimand, the late-night training, and the morning when she suddenly disappeared.
All the memories are intertwined in this moment, forming a complex emotional picture.
"Mom......" Song Sanchuan muttered to himself, his voice full of sadness and confusion. Why do you have to leave like this? Why don't you say goodbye? And why not give me any chance to explain? Countless questions emerge in my heart, but they cannot be answered after all.
However, as the tears flowed, the resentment and incomprehension in Song Sanchuan's heart slowly dissolved. He began to understand his mother's good intentions, although the way was wrong, but the heart of the hope of his son Jackie Chan was sincere.
Song Sanchuan realized that his mother's departure was not an abandonment of him, but an arrangement of fate.
At this moment, Song Sanchuan experienced a sense of relief that he had never felt before. He had been carrying guilt and shadows inside him for years, and now that these had finally dissipated, he forgave himself and his mother.
The self who was always hesitant because he was afraid of failure could finally unload his burden and start again.
When he saw his mother's urn, Song Sanchuan couldn't help but shed tears. He learns that his mother has always loved him, but in the wrong way to express her love. This realization made Song Sanchuan let go of the knot in his heart and truly forgave his mother.
Song Sanchuan finally understood at this moment that he used to love tennis, but was opposed by his mother and was forced to learn badminton instead. In the eyes of outsiders, he is a genius boy Song Sanchuan, only he knows that he has to face his mother's endless numbers every day, and he will lose games and lose points.
All this made Song Sanchuan afraid of failure.
But now, Song Sanchuan is finally able to face this past head-on, accept it, and draw strength from it. He is very grateful to Liang Youan for helping him find his ashes, so that he can truly face this truth, thus opening his heart knot.
After experiencing emotional catharsis, Song Sanchuan is like a new life. He is no longer the shackled teenager of the past, but an adult who will take on a new challenge. In the days that followed, Song Sanchuan began to face up to and overcome his inner fears and redefine his relationship with badminton.
Once a dream for Song Sanchuan's mother, badminton has now become his own choice. Now he's starting to enjoy the process of the game and doesn't take the outcome too seriously.
He realized that the real opponent was actually himself, not the opponent on the court or the criticism off the field, this change in mentality made Song Sanchuan's performance on the court have a qualitative leap, he is no longer confused because of mistakes, but can calmly deal with every difficult situation.
At the same time, Song Sanchuan also redefined his family relationship. He accepted An Cong's role as a father, calling him "Daddy", and the relationship between the two gradually became harmonious.
An Cong gave Song Sanchuan gentle but firm support, making up for the lack of fatherly love in his childhood, and this new family relationship made Song Sanchuan feel emotionally secure and better able to face various challenges in life.
His teammates and coaches were amazed by Song's transformation and were full of praise for him. Coach Yan Dao was very relieved to see that Song Sanchuan had finally defeated the demon in his heart. He is convinced that this young man, who was once plagued by psychological disorders, is now ready to take on greater challenges.
Song Sanchuan was most touched by Liang Youan's eternal support for him. Initially, Yoo Ann helped him find the truth, and her understanding and encouragement brought him unconditional love and strength when he was at his most vulnerable.
In the process, the relationship between the two of them became deeper and deeper, forming a special bond, and Liang Youan's company made Song Sanchuan feel unprecedented warmth and strength.
Song Sanchuan, who was standing on the court, radiated a confident glow. He understands that no matter what challenges lie ahead, he has the courage to face them without hesitation. Because he has overcome the greatest enemy of his heart - fear.
This is not only the rebirth of an athlete, but also a moving story of a person finding himself and achieving growth, Song Sanchuan finally untied his heart knot, and opened a new chapter for future competitions and life.