Studying art and being a model, many people have worked hard in the industry for decades but are still unknown.
But Su Zizi is different, she can quickly make a lot of waves in a short period of time and become a "famous person" in the industry.
There are two ways to become famous, one is to be famous and the other is to be notorious.
Born in 1991 in Yichang City, Hubei Province, Su Zizi, real name Wang Yanyun, in 2009 admitted to the Department of Art and Design of Xu Beihong Art College of Chinese People's University, in such an institution can be called a talented girl.
But the path of this talented woman is really surprising, and there is a label on her, that is, a nude model.
Broken family of origin
Many people who are admitted to universities, especially prestigious schools, are usually prematurely defined as "successful".
Su Zizi's experience is different, in 2009 she was successfully admitted to the Chinese People's University with excellent results, she thought that she would usher in the dream college time and her infinite possibilities of the future.
But a phone call from home broke Su Zizi's college days.
"Your grandmother is seriously ill, and the family has no money to treat her."
There was a helpless and weak sigh on the other end of the phone, and Su Zizi didn't know what to do when she received the call.
Su Zizi has lived with her grandparents since she was a child, and although she has been frugal in school, she has spent most of her savings.
So now the family that is not rich can no longer draw extra money to treat grandma's illness.
Some people will ask, what about Su Zizi's parents? Shouldn't you take on the responsibility of being the breadwinner of the family at this time?
Su Zizi's father is a truck driver who drives a big car and has a meager income for many years, while her mother is also an ordinary rural woman who often walks the streets and alleys in front of the house and behind the house.
As the saying goes: "Poor couples mourn everything." ”
Su Zizi has a deep understanding of this sentence, and when she was young, the two divorced.
The long-term separation of parents and the burden of life make life not better, and sometimes the reunion that has been longed for a long time will still be led to unhappy breakups by violent quarrels.
When she was young, she could only live with her grandparents, and Su Zizi, who lacked parental care, became introverted and sensitive, and she could only grow into a "sensible child" in other people's mouths in her own life.
A mess of life
Although her parents are not around, fortunately, her grandparents have always protected Su Zizi, tried their best to give her a basic life, and did not give up her opportunity to go to school because she was a girl.
Su Zizi comforted herself that sometimes the tribulations of childhood may be the cracks of her own growth, which will become the place where the sun shines in her life.
However, real life will always inadvertently give people some heavy blows.
Once when she came home from school, Su Zizi saw her grandmother crying, and her grandfather didn't say a word, only to learn later that the place where she lived with her grandparents since she was a child was about to be "demolished".
Looking at the helplessness of her grandparents, Su Zizi was even more at a loss.
What is even more infuriating is that before they can find a new place to stay, they are violently demolished, and overnight, their home is gone.
The already elderly grandmother was depressed and fell ill and was admitted to the hospital.
Su Zizi braved the cold weather and wanted to ask the relevant departments to "ask for an explanation", but she couldn't get anyone's response and arrangement.
Su Zizi knelt on the ground, she hoped that someone would stand up and give her an answer when she was young, and she hoped that fate could give her an answer and tell her the answer to why all this was.
Her inner world was as cold as the weather.
But it was also at this time that Su Zizi's heart began to become firm and indifferent.
She knows that she has to fight for everything she wants, but even if she walks in art, it is a single-plank bridge.
There is no way, she can only run independently, she has studied very hard along the way, but she never dares to slack off, she wants to enter a good university and earn a good future.
Earn money as a part-time nude model
As she wished, she entered her dream university.
Over the years, I have relied on work-study and scholarships to earn the opportunity to study for myself, but that money is a drop in the bucket for a messy life.
No one has ever been her savior, so she has to figure it out on her own.
Of course, Su Zizi was unwilling to let her grandmother give up the treatment she should have, she could only tell her family not to worry, and she would figure out the rest.
Although she knew that the common part-time job would not meet her grandmother's high cost of treatment, she had to find a way to try some new opportunities and jobs.
In 2010, 19-year-old Su Zizi received a request from a female videographer who told her that because she felt that her eyes were clear and she had a persistent light of life, he could introduce her to a high-paying job.
For Su Zizi, this is undoubtedly a bright dream in the dark world, and a high-paying part-time job is the lifesaver she wants to find now.
So she couldn't wait to find the female photographer and said that she was willing to do it, and Su Zizi felt that nothing was important to treat her grandmother at this time.
Later, she learned that this high-paying job is - nude model.
Of course, she also had her own mental struggles when she was young, which meant that she would have to face a lot of doubts and some unbearable words in the future.
Su Zizi knew that such a price was very high, but she still couldn't refuse the temptation of a high salary, after all, this kind of money-making speed was incomparable to other part-time jobs.
So, Su Zizi began her unusual modeling career, showing the unique beauty of the girl's body in her youthful body.
Coupled with Su Zizi's firm and deep eyes, the overall plane effect was full at once.
The female photographer's photography skills are also quite skilled, and the shooting is finished in a while.
Su Zizi's expressive tension made the photographer even more satisfied, this is not only a simple flat photo, they say that this is a high-standard work of art, like a story, which is breathtaking.
The female photographer left satisfied, paying a high part-time fee, and told Su Zizi that she could go to the big city of Shanghai to shoot.
Su Zizi held the money earned from her part-time job, and her psychology was full of joy, this was her first step towards a nude model, which seemed more like an abyss.
The controversial road to fame
Su Zizi began to frequently accept such high-cost part-time orders, which not only solved the cost of her grandmother's illness treatment, but also relieved the pressure of her college expenses.
She is different among nude models, after all, most girls of her age live under the pampering of their parents, and few people want to be wrapped in the mud of nude models.
Su Zizi began to become famous in the industry, and many people began to invite her to participate in the shooting, and she went more and more smoothly on the road of nude shooting.
People are afraid to be famous.
Su Zizi's reputation in the industry is getting bigger and bigger, and naturally more and more people know about it, and soon many teachers and classmates in the school also know about it, of course, including her grandparents in her hometown.
She knew that the rest of her life would be a protracted war for her.
As she expected, the overwhelming amount of talk and ridicule came.
She walked around the school with strange eyes, and no classmates wanted to contact her.
Occasionally, she would even meet some gangsters and other men who asked her how she charged, as if she was selling herself for money.
Since rumors can't be avoided, choose to face them.
In 2010, Su Zizi held an art exhibition called "Who am I" at the Xu Beihong Art School of Renmin University.
Inside is his usual nude shooting plane, and he boldly chose to be naked for an interview.
As expected, this decision and behavior set off a big wave of public opinion in the art world at that time.
After all, talented women and nude models are two opposite professions in the eyes of most people.
Words such as "shameless", "who dares to ask for you" and so on began to hit Su Zizi overwhelmingly, and even her grandparents told her some angry words.
Maybe I've heard too much and seen too much.
Su Zizi probably couldn't be completely unconcerned, but because when she accepted this high labor reward, she had already built up her own psychology, and she also accepted her own behavior, she insisted on insisting on her choice.
Those sounds in the ear can also be ignored.
In order to allow herself to have a more peaceful life, Su Zizi made a bold decision to give up the opportunity to study at the National People's Congress and follow her own artistic path.
In 2012, Su Zizi met her first husband, and the two became acquainted because of art, and soon entered the marriage hall.
But life after marriage was not peaceful, and Su Zizi's husband only regarded art as a means of collecting money, so this marriage soon came to an end.
Later in life, Su Zizi met her second husband, a male partner who was 20 years older than herself, and got married, and in 2017 they ushered in the crystallization of love - their daughter.
They also had their own art studios, and when work and life got on track, they got busier and busier with each other, and eventually parted ways.
The door to happiness doesn't open so easily.
Later, Su Zizi had already taken off the label of a talented woman and a nude model, ran her own studio, and made time to accompany her daughter's growth.
may be because after becoming a mother, her heart has become softer, and she has reconnected with her biological mother.
I also began to try to communicate with my mother and try to understand her life choices as much as possible.
It has been said, "When the wall is about to fall, it is also a kind of kindness not to push it."
No one ever empathizes, and don't speculate without experiencing what has happened to others, as long as all voices and exists are allowed within the limits of the law.
In her life experience, Su Zizi's first half of her life was bumpy and sad, and there was never a right or wrong choice about her.
There is a great deal of controversy about morality and art, and we have never been able to define a clear yardstick.
We can not understand it, because that is someone else's life.
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