Your "Youth"
It's over from the moment you {need money}
In August, I lost my love and lost my job
I wanted to leave this bustling and impersonal city
When I was a child, I felt that forgetting to bring homework was a big deal, when I was in high school, I felt that it was a big deal that I couldn't get into college, and when I was in love, I felt that it was a big deal to be separated from the person I liked. Looking back at the mountains that are difficult to cross until now, they have actually crossed unconsciously, and what I thought was unacceptable in the past was finally slowly accepted under the run-in of time.
Life is full of imagination, regret is just the norm, in fact, life is a process of enjoyment. No matter what choice you make, you will regret it. But at the same time, everyone knows that we can't stand in the current perspective and criticize ourselves at that time.
Even if time is repeated, with the mind and experience at the time, the same choice will still be made, does the ending of the story still matter?
Brothers and sisters, don't see others shining, you feel that you are dim, he is strong, he is strong, and the breeze blows on the hills. People and people have different rhythms in life, some people make noodles for three minutes, and some people cook soup for three hours. You choose the way you want and go on with it.
Everyone's flowering period is different, don't be anxious, someone has it in advance than you, don't encounter a little pressure, just turn yourself into an overwhelmed look, you should take the detour in this life, the hardship you should endure, the trap that should hit the south wall is indispensable, you can work hard if you take the test, you can earn it again if you don't have money, you can find it again if you don't have a job, you can meet again if you don't have love, and there is nothing in life.
What can't be done all over again? Go forward boldly Your light will eventually be seen, life is so short, there is no so-called standard answer and perfect life, looking back, the light boat has passed the ten thousand mountains.
Youth has always been youth,
It's just one carrier after another.
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"I always hold my old diary and read it page by page with tears in my eyes, just like I look back and never go back to those summers. 》
At this age, youth stands in front of me, because too many people after 708090 have married love, and few people have married the person they love the most. I couldn't even help myself when I listened to a concert, and the prelude sounded, and I burst into tears.
I think of the melody that flows every day from the recess radio in high school, and I think of the fearless youth. Looking at the middle-aged men and women with fat bodies and thinning hair, it turns out that youth is so far away from us, in that era of material and spiritual scarcity, we are like crazy weeds and wild flowers, without guidance and direction, growing wantonly and boundlessly.
It is as if we are surrounded by all the rules and requirements, and the repressed feeling and the deep desire to be understood are constantly intertwined and collided, becoming our suppressed and unreleased emotions. That's youth! At that time, I was still thinking about what career to choose in the future and what kind of person to marry.
Now, in a few years, Zhang Luo's children's marriages will begin one after another. We are about to forget that we once had hopes and dreams, don't laugh at those who get wet in the pouring rain, don't laugh at those who shed tears while singing. Those tears have nothing to do with singers, nothing to do with someone. It is to remember that period of my favorite time, and to accept the helplessness of not wanting to grow old and having to grow old.
I feel that people are more fragile and strong than I imagined, and sometimes I may be so fragile that I burst into tears at a word; Sometimes I also find myself gritting my teeth and walking a long way.
Youth is a book that is too hasty, the book is full of love, family, friendship, when you are old, inadvertently recall that good life, there are regrets, there are bravery, more want to go back to the past. Write your own life.
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Enno
A man who loves words and tea