#寻找热爱表达的你#我天天都是烦躁的就像是热锅上的蚂蚁一样, restless, I don't know how to describe my feelings during menopause, two calves hurt for three days in a row, and after yesterday's shaved peanuts, the legs hurt and hurt when walking, but I still can't stay at home, right! It's like ants on a hot pan, and it's very restless.
I am 54 years old this year, and I have been menopausal for seven months since I entered menopause at the age of 50, and I should have entered the third stage of menopause after menopause.
Why do I say that? That's because many people are saying that menopause for more than a year is considered menopause, then I am still a few months away, if I don't have menstruation anymore in the future, it is after menopause, which is the third stage of menopause.
If you have a period again, it will still be in the second stage of menopause, but who can say for sure this unknown thing? I hope that as I wish, I will never have my period again, I just want to end the menopausal syndrome as soon as possible.
After four years of chopping and stabbing, it was the first stage of menopause, premenopause, the second stage of menopause, and now the third stage of menopause, postmenopause.
In the past four years, it took more than 1,000 days and nights, day after day, month after month, year after year, before I reached the end of menopause for seven months.
It was all kinds of inexplicable pain, sometimes the whole body was aching and sore, sometimes it was localized, and sometimes it was a stinging pain.
It's a pain every day, it's either this or that, finger pain, neck pain, shoulder pain, arm pain, leg pain, hip pain, and so on.
I experienced all kinds of inexplicable emotional problems, and this kind of emotional problems often accompany me, and this inexplicable emotional problem is also very fatal, and if I don't do it, I will fall into depression and can't pull it out.
Symptoms such as depression, lack of desire, self-doubt, irritable, sensitive and suspicious, etc., all of which tugged at my nerves, made me often fall into this, sometimes painful, sometimes suspicious, sometimes wanting to cry, sometimes depressed, sometimes desireless and so on.
There are also hot flashes and night sweats, lack of energy, palpitations, insomnia and dreams and other symptoms, which are also inseparable from me.
These symptoms are like ropes, wrapping around me, harassing me, sometimes loose, sometimes tight, sometimes light, sometimes heavy.
In this way, I have been going through it year after year, until I have now entered the third stage of menopause, postmenopause.
These inexplicable symptoms still infringe on me one after another, no matter how hard I try to save myself, no matter how much I go up, it should or will come.
Yesterday I was only out for a day, I went to Pingdingshan in the morning to send my nephew to school, and in the afternoon I shaved peanuts at my mother's house, and my legs hurt for three days.
I couldn't stay at home anymore, I was restless, like ants on a hot pot, I couldn't help it, my legs hurt my legs, so I walked out of the house and walked to the park.
Sit in the park, take a look at the scenery of nature, listen to the music, and today someone in the park is playing the flute, so I sit there and listen quietly.
I don't know anything about music, but I can still listen to it, the sound of the flute is melodious and melodious, in this environment full of greenery, listening to the melodious music, I actually slowly quieted down, not so irritable.
I can't figure this out, I used to be a very quiet and very homely person, how could I have a menopause, and when I enter menopause, there will be such a big change.
Now I can't stay at home at all, stay a little longer, I'm like ants on a hot pot, this is still like me, really I'm not me anymore, it seems to be a different person.