In the fifth year after marriage, Huo Zhiqiao had a new love outside, a cold and charming ballet dancer named He Qingyue.
Someone told me that when Huo Zhiqiao first met He Qingyue, he was deeply attracted by her dancing like a fairy under the moon.
He hid her as a treasure and kept it from anyone.
Including me.
But at this moment, He Qingyue took the initiative to find the door, her eyes were rosy, looking at me, her eyes were full of accusations: "Mr. Huo doesn't love you anymore, the person he loves now is me." Don't you feel cruel and vexatious when you bind him with marriage? ”
"Mr. Huo and I really love each other, so you agree to divorce and fulfill us."
She cried pitifully, as if she were a poor person who was blocked from happiness by a bad woman like me.
I just think it's ridiculous.
"True love? Don't you feel humble when you fall in love with someone else's husband? ”
He Qingyue's face changed slightly, and then she cried even more aggrieved:
"Yes, you're right, it's really despicable for me to fall in love with a married man, and you should scold me, but I was wrong, love is not wrong!
"I just want to be with the person I love forever, I really love Mr. Huo, and I don't want to be separated from him.
"Can't you just let us go!"
Her words sounded ridiculous and childish.
However, Huo Zhiqiao felt that she was cute and brave, he gently wiped away her tears and coaxed her softly: "Okay, don't make trouble, I will accompany you tonight." ”
As soon as these words came out, the people around were stunned.
He is trampling on my dignity and supporting He Qingyue.
This is a favor that no other lover has ever had.
In the past, someone came to the door to ask me to leave, and after Huo Zhiqiao found out, he would personally rectify those lovers very badly.
He warned everyone:
"Gu Shiwei is my wife, no one can provoke her."
But today, He Qingyue ruined my birthday, Huo Zhiqiao not only didn't stop it, but even asked the secretary to personally send her back, he walked up to me and said in a low voice: "Don't worry, I won't let her mess around anymore." ”
So, you don't do anything to her.
He was warning me.
I didn't respond immediately, Huo Zhiqiao frowned slightly, his eyes were as cold as ice: "Shiwei, Qingyue is young and ignorant-"
He even made excuses for her.
"I see, don't worry."
I interrupted him and nodded in agreement.
Huo Zhiqiao's face softened slightly, and he wanted to hold my hand, but I subconsciously avoided it. Huo Zhiqiao's face sank, a little displeased, but I smiled at him: "I'll go to the garden to breathe." ”
Huo Zhiqiao nodded: "Come back early, wait for you to cut the cake." ”
"Hmm."
I turned to leave, and Huo Zhiqiao's gaze kept falling behind me.
But I didn't look back.
Not once.
02、
Walking out of the ballroom, it was drizzling outside.
I lit a cigarette.
In the smoke, I somehow remembered the day when Huo Zhiqiao proposed to me, and it seemed to be such a rainy day.
Huo Zhiqiao and I met at the age of three, fell in love at the age of sixteen, and at the age of twenty-three, Huo Zhiqiao successfully started a business, earned the first pot of gold in his life, and then proposed to me.
"Shiwei, will you marry me?"
That day, he fell to one knee, his hand trembling and barely holding the ring.
I looked down at him and asked only one question, "Will you ever love me?"
He replied firmly and quickly:
"Forever."
I believe his oath was true at that time.
However, sincerity is often volatile.
At the age of twenty-seven, Huo Zhiqiao had a relationship with a young and beautiful girl outside.
When I exposed the incident, he knelt in front of me, crying and begging me not to divorce, promising to change.
But once the betrayals begin, they happen one after the other.
After the first time, there was a second, a third, and a fourth......
Now, he doesn't hide it anymore, and I don't make noise anymore.
I've had enough of it, and I've seen it through.
It's like the feeling of He Qingyue.
Huo Zhiqiao treated her very differently, and even warned me for her that if it was three years ago, I might have cried with a broken heart.
But now, I feel nothing but tiredness and nausea.
Because I know better than anyone that Huo Zhiqiao will not divorce me because of He Qingyue. This is not because of feelings, but because in our years of marriage, the interests are too entangled, and divorce is both troublesome and not beneficial to him.
He wouldn't do that.
He was also convinced that I would not do it.
After all, over the years, I've filed for divorce more than once, but each time there has been no follow-up.
At first, it was because of love, and later because of unwillingness.
But no matter what the reason, theoretically, I've endured it for so many years, and I should be used to this kind of drama.
But this time.
I suddenly got tired of it and didn't want to play with him anymore.
Soot falls.
It burned my fingertips.
At this time, the waiter walked up to me and reminded me in a low voice, "Madam, Mr. Huo said that you should go back and cut the cake."
Get back?
I snapped back to my senses, and after a moment, I extinguished my cigarette and smiled softly back.
"Tell Huo Zhiqiao that I'm not going back."
The waiter relayed the original words to Huo Zhiqiao.
Huo Zhiqiao's face sank slightly.
Seeing this, the people around hurriedly persuaded: "Mrs. Huo may be in a bad mood, so she can't say that she can't come back." It's normal for a woman to have a little temper, Mr. Huo, you should take care of it more. ”
"Women all need to be coaxed, Mr. Huo, you might as well coax her?"
Hearing these words, Huo Zhiqiao's heart shook slightly.
He and Gu Shiwei have known each other since childhood, and no one knows how much Gu Shiwei loves him better than him.
He asked Gu Shiwei to be more tolerant of Qingyue today, and in order to coax Qingyue to leave, he said that he would accompany her tonight.
This should not have been said.
Today is Shiwei's birthday, and he should have stayed with her.
He said the wrong thing.
Thinking of this, Huo Zhiqiao looked at the waiter: "Did she cry?" ”
Gu Shiwei has been crying easily since she was a child, she will cry when she is sad, she will cry when she is happy, and even when she watches a tragic movie, her eyes will be red, and she will be so sad that she can't sleep.
Her personality is sensitive and fragile.
Just now, he must have been sad because of his words, so he would find an excuse to go out and cry secretly.
Huo Zhiqiao felt a trace of guilt in his heart.
Gu Shiwei is his wife, and today is her birthday, so he shouldn't embarrass her because of He Qingyue.
He should apologize to her.
Thinking like this, the waiter shook his head: "No." ”
"Mrs. Huo smiled very happily and was very beautiful."
Huo Zhiqiao frowned slightly, surprised by this answer, but soon, his face sank, and his tone was as cold as ice: "Then what is she still messing with, how old is she, she is still so willful, if she doesn't come back, let her go." ”
The guests looked at each other, not daring to persuade each other.
Can only wait quietly.
But an hour, two hours, three hours passed.
Gu Shiwei still didn't return to the banquet hall.
Huo Zhiqiao's face was gloomy, and he got up and went to the garden.
The mother of the Huo family, a wealthy wife.
But because of the lover's trivial matter, he lost his temper and left the table, which was neither decent nor generous, and let the guests see the joke in vain.
When he sees Gu Shiwei, he must criticize her.
But when he walked to the garden, it was empty.
The rain was pouring down, and there was only a burnt cigarette and a ring next to the trash can.
Huo Zhiqiao's heart trembled slightly.
The ring was the silver ring he used when he proposed.
Over the years, he has bought countless jewels for Gu Shiwei, but she only loves this silver ring and cherishes it like a baby.
But now, she threw it into the trash at will.
She doesn't want it anymore.
At this time, the wind blew and rained, soaking Huo Zhiqiao's shirt, and his whole body was cold, but he was extremely soberly aware-
Gu Shiwei will not come back.
As soon as I got back to the villa, I contacted the lawyer.
The lawyer was very professional and skillful in helping me analyze the issue of property division, after all, this is not the first time he has helped me with a divorce, although it has always been fruitless.
But this time, things are different.
I'm very serious and focused.
I don't know how long it took, the mobile phone rang, it was Huo Zhiqiao calling.
He may find out that I left early without telling him, and he feels that he has lost face and is a little angry. After the phone was connected, his tone was a little cold: "Gu Shiwei, what do you want?"
I asked the lawyer to stop the discussion for a while.
Then tell him in a calm tone, "I want to divorce you."
On the other end of the phone, his breathing paused obviously, and when he spoke again, Huo Zhiqiao's tone became soft:
"Is it because of Qingyue?"
I didn't answer.
He thought he had guessed the reason, and seemed to be relieved, with a hint of comfort in his tone: "Shiwei, she ruined your birthday, it's really her fault, you should be angry, I asked her to apologize to you now-"
It's got to this point.
He thinks I'm angry because of He Qingyue, but he still doesn't want to let go.
It's kind of ridiculous.
I smiled softly, and then interrupted him in a very, very calm tone: "Huo Zhiqiao, it has nothing to do with anyone."
"And you—"
"I divorced you just because I didn't like you anymore.
"Huo Zhiqiao, the road ahead is long, and I won't accompany you to continue on the road ahead."
I finally said this, as if I had lifted a heavy burden from my back.
It's a little stunned, but it's more relaxed and relieved.
Huo Zhiqiao was silent for a moment, and on the other end of the phone, he could only hear the sound of him tapping on the table, indicating that he was thinking.
After a moment, he spoke again, in a dull tone:
"What are you making trouble this time?"
05 、
He thought I was angry.
Actually, this question is very familiar.
After his cheating was discovered by me again and again, when I cried again and again, he would always look at me so tired and indifferent, with deep confusion in his eyes, and asked me: "Over the years, my money and company shares are all in your hands, those women are just playing and playing, no one can threaten your position, you will always be my wife, Mrs. Huo."
"What you want and want to buy, you can get it right away, and then you look at the women around you, most of them are running for a living, and their salary all year round is not comparable to the starting price of a ring for you. Gu Shiwei, what are you still messing about, what are you still not satisfied with!"
yes, what's not satisfied.
The life of a wealthy family, fine clothes and food.
I don't know how many people envy it.
Even after my father beat Huo Zhiqiao hard, he gently persuaded me, forget it, just don't know, make do with it, love and love, how can there be real money.
I understand that.
But I just didn't give in.
The ending of unwilling childhood sweethearts and troubled couples is detached and false happiness.
is unwilling to promise each other, but in the end, they look at each other and hate each other.
So, I cried, I made trouble, and I asked for divorce again and again, wanting to get his repentance and his love again.
But the result is that the lover becomes the enemy.
Love hates its life, and hates it to die.
I didn't believe it, but I believed it in those most painful days.
"Huo Zhiqiao, you may not believe it, I once really wanted to kill you and then commit suicide."
I thought Huo Zhiqiao would be shocked, but he asked, "Then why didn't it work out?"
I was stunned for a moment.
Then he smiled lightly, and his tone was very soft: "Because, you called me Po that day."
Bao.
Treasure like a treasure.
My mother died young, and my father raised me alone, and he gave me a nickname, Ah Bao.
After Huo Zhiqiao found out, he began to call me that.
Called many, many years.
When he was young, he would take me by the hand and run to school on the field path, and then he would look back and smile at me, "Bao, don't hurry up, I'm going to be late."
On the wedding night, he kissed me on the forehead, and his fingertips were trembling: "Bao, I love you."
On the day my father died, he held me tightly in his arms and said in my ear over and over again, "Bao, you are not alone, in the future, I will love you, don't be afraid."
At that time, he loved me the most.
But I don't know when he started calling me again, it was Shiwei, Gu Shiwei.
I thought I had forgotten the name Po.
But that night......
As you were drunk, I grabbed your neck tightly with both hands, and as I gradually pushed harder, you opened your eyes and saw my eyes that were red and swollen from crying. Your first instinct was not to look at your tied hands, but to ask me with a cold face:
"Bao, why are you crying, is someone bullying you?"
I was stunned.
He was drunk and had no memory of how he betrayed me and hurt me, he only remembered that he loved me the most and couldn't bear to see me cry the most.
So after I told him that he was bullying me.
Huo Zhiqiao panicked instantly, he raised his eyes to look at me, and his tone became pitiful: "That...... I'm sorry Bao, I was wrong, you hit me, I'll take you to eat Uncle Li's roasted sweet potatoes tomorrow, okay? ”
When I was young, I had a sweet tooth, and I loved to eat roasted sweet potatoes made by Uncle Li at the entrance of the village.
But I'm always reluctant to buy it.
Huo Zhiqiao saved money to buy it for me every time, and he was reluctant to let him taste it, so he was willing to eat it until I forced it to feed him.
We were the poorest, but we also loved each other the most.
When he me off, he always stared at me with that pitiful look, like a puppy who was afraid of losing his master.
Just like him that night.
So, I relented spinelessly.
I let go of the hand that was holding him around the neck and untied the rope that bound him.
In his anxious call, I walked out of the door, stood on the top floor, looked down, and thought, since I can't kill Huo Zhiqiao, then I will die myself.
But the idea just popped up.
It was interrupted by a long whistle that pierced the sky.
I followed the sound.
Fireworks after fireworks burst in front of my eyes.
Red, blue, pink.
Bright, beautiful, and lit up half the sky.
It's breathtakingly beautiful.
At this moment, I looked out of the floor-to-ceiling window, the dark night sky was no longer the fireworks of that night, and my tone was very light and gentle:
"At that moment, I suddenly didn't want to die, and I was even glad I didn't kill you.
"Otherwise, such a good firework will never be seen again."
On the other end of the phone, Huo Zhiqiao was silent for a long time, I thought he was frightened by my former madness, but after a while, he suddenly asked, "Do you still want to kill me now?" ”
His tone was serious.
So, I thought about it for a moment and answered him seriously:
"I don't want to, it's not worth it."
Huo Zhiqiao did not agree to the divorce.
This is not because of feelings, but because our interests have been deeply intertwined for many years after marriage, divorce means a huge change for him, and the division of property may even affect the listing of the company. Divorce did not do him any good except to return to singleness.
Fok Zhiqiao is a shrewd businessman.
He doesn't do anything bad for himself, so he chooses to ignore it.
Just like the desperation of ignoring me in the past, this time he ignored my pleas, as well as the divorce agreement and property division consent letter issued by my lawyer.
I don't want to get tangled with him anymore.
I only asked the lawyer to tell Huo Zhiqiao that if he did not agree to the divorce by agreement, then I would sue him through legal channels.
Afterwards, I left Beijing with my packed luggage.
At the moment when the plane took off, I received a text message from Huo Zhiqiao -
[Shiwei, you know that now is the most critical moment for the company to go public, do you have to mess with me at this time?
[After so many years of husband and wife relationship, are we really going to get divorced? 】
I thought about it for a moment and replied to him.
Yes, it has to come this far. 】
The destination of the plane was Iceland.
In this place where the Atlantic and Arctic oceans meet, I live in a small seaside town and I can see the sea from the window.
Further south, surrounded by green grass, I saw the red house where my vision was measured.
I realized that it really existed.
The wind blows, and the blades of grass sway gently.
What a beautiful sight.
I joined a tour group with an Asian woman who skillfully and accurately led us through local food and places of interest.
There was a young couple in the tour.
They are inseparable all day long and have a very good relationship.
07、
Huo Zhiqiao did not agree to the divorce.
It's not about feelings.
We have been married for so many years, and our interests have been deeply intertwined, and divorce is undoubtedly a major change for him, and the division of property will also affect the company's listing. Divorce did not do him any good except to return to singleness.
Fok Zhiqiao is a very good businessman.
He wouldn't do anything bad for himself, and as a result, he chose to ignore it.
Just like the desperation and anger that ignored me in the past, this time he ignored my request, as well as the divorce agreement and property division consent sent by my lawyer.
I don't want to dwell on him anymore.
I only asked the lawyer to tell Huo Zhiqiao that if he did not agree to the divorce by agreement, then I would sue him.
Then, I left Beijing with my packed luggage.
At the moment when the plane took off, I received a text message from Huo Zhiqiao -
[Shiwei, you know that now is the most critical time for the company to go public, do you have to mess with me?
[Our relationship for so many years, do we have to come to this point? 】
I thought about it and replied to him.
[Well, I don't have to. 】
The destination of the plane was Iceland.
In this place where the Atlantic and Arctic oceans meet, I live in a small seaside town and I can see the sea from the window.
Further south, I saw a red house surrounded by green grass for eyesight checking.
I realized that it really existed.
The wind blows, and the blades of grass sway gently.
What a beautiful sight.
I joined a tour group with an Asian woman who skillfully and accurately led us through food tastings and places of interest.
There was a young couple in the tour.
They are glued all day long, and the relationship is very good.
Even if she has mentioned divorce more than once over the years, Huo Zhiqiao knows very well that she is the one who is really reluctant to divorce.
She is reluctant to him, and she cares more than anyone else about having a home of her own.
Divorce and quarrel are just tricks for Gu Shiwei to attract his attention.
How could she not love him anymore.
Huo Zhiqiao thought in his heart, but there was uneasiness and dullness in his heart.
He was eager to get Gu Shiwei's affirmation.
So he parked the car on the side of the road, ignored He Qingyue's doubts, took out his mobile phone, and wanted to send a text message to Gu Shiwei.
can be opened.
found that there was no reply to the last message that he asked Gu Shiwei when she would go home.
Further up, she asked him to find a lawyer to handle everything and not to disturb her.
He thought about it.
Decided to ask where she had gone.
All you get is a red exclamation mark.
Gu Shiwei blocked him.
Huo Zhiqiao's fingertips trembled slightly, and his heart suddenly emptied.
And at this moment, he heard the girl in the video asking Gu Shiwei, "Then if he changes his mind and pursues you again now, will you still forgive him?"
"No, it won't."
Gu Shiwei's voice was gentle, but she did not hesitate.
Huo Zhiqiao clenched his phone tightly, and his jaw tightened.
Lie.
Gu Shiwei lied.
How could she not forgive him.
She obviously loved him so much.
He didn't believe it.
On the day I returned to China, Huo Zhiqiao personally picked up the plane.
He is handsome and tall.
He walked towards me with a large bouquet of roses in his arms, attracting the attention of many people.
"Shiwei, welcome back."
I didn't take his flowers.
He frowned slightly, and then naturally took my suitcase.
"Po, don't make trouble, okay?"
He called me Po.
If it was in the past I would have really been soft-hearted, but now, I just feel confused.
He didn't know what he was going to do.
Open the car door.
I found out that He Qingyue was also in the car.
I frowned slightly.
Huo Zhiqiao hurriedly explained: "Shiwei, I know that you are still angry that Qingyue ruined your birthday, and I brought her here to apologize to you."
He Qingyue lowered her eyes, pitiful: "I'm sorry, sister, it's all my fault, don't you get angry with Mr. Huo, okay?"
I watched the farce in silence.
Silent.
Huo Zhiqiao wanted to hold my hand, but I avoided him. He sighed helplessly and compromised with me, "If you don't like her, I'll break up with her, okay?"
As soon as this remark came out.
He Qingyue's face turned pale and looked at Huo Zhiqiao in disbelief.
But I refused.
"No, I don't.
"Young people have the benefits of being young."
Huo Zhiqiao was stunned: "What?"
The voice fell.
A boy suddenly knocked on the car window, and when he saw me, he sat straight next to me, took my hand, and wrapped his fingertips around:
"Sister, why did I leave me behind!"
I haven't opened my mouth yet.
Huo Zhiqiao's face changed, and his eyes stared gloomily at the boy holding my hand: "Who is this?"
The boy looked back at him.
Look at me again: "Ex-husband?"
I nodded.
The boy smiled, his youthful spirit came to his face, and the sun was so sunny that people couldn't open their eyes.
"Hello ex-husband, I'm Xia Liangcheng, and I'm Xiaomi, raised by my sister."
His gaze was terrifying.
He Qingyue frowned in disgust: "Why are you so shameless!"
Hearing this, Xia Liangcheng rolled his eyes speechlessly: "What's wrong? Aren't you also your ex-husband's brother's Xiaomi, why are you still discriminating? Besides, discrimination is also my discrimination against you, you are a marital junior, you are cheap, you are shameless, you are shameless."
A few words bombarded He Qingyue into slag.
could only have a white face, red eyes, trembling with anger, and looked at Huo Zhiqiao pitifully, wanting him to make decisions for himself as usual.
But Huo Zhiqiao didn't even look at her.
"Go home first."
I said, "Take me to the apartment."
Where I live now.
Xia Liangcheng pestered me to return to China, and I had nowhere to go, so I could only live in my house.
Huo Zhiqiao tightened his grip on the steering wheel: "Go home, I want to talk to you."
This is the meaning of no consultation.
I frowned unhappily, but looking at Huo Zhiqiao's face, I still nodded:
"Okay."
Back to the villa.
The layout is still the same as when I left.
It's a bit of a mess.
After all, when I left, I took everything I could with me.
Huo Zhiqiao opened his mouth to ask:
"Who is he?"
I raised my eyebrows, "Xiaomi."
"Didn't you say that you couldn't accept an open marriage, but now you have found a young man by yourself, and you have fun playing with him outside these days?"
Huo Zhiqiao frowned, he raised his eyes to look at me, the corners of his mouth hooked a casual smile, but his eyes were cold.
I looked at him, but smiled:
"It's pretty cool.
"Young people are hot."
My calmness blocked Huo Zhiqiao's yin and yang weirdness.
I was a little impatient: "Huo Zhiqiao, is this what you want to talk to me about? If it is, then I won't accompany him, he's young, and he always has nightmares when he sleeps by himself, so I'll accompany him."
These words should be no stranger to Huo Zhiqiao.
Once, he said that to me.
Huo Zhiqiao obviously remembered that past, and his face became extremely ugly, but in the next second, he looked at me, suddenly approached me two steps, and then glanced at me condescendingly, and smiled:
"Shiwei, we've all broken off with them, okay to start over?
"The one I love is you—"
I pushed him away and looked up at him tiredly, "You don't love me, you just feel that the sudden departure of someone you shouldn't have left has hit your self-esteem. You have been obsessive-compulsive since you were a child, and you would rather be hungry than eat a corner of the bread you ate when you were a child. Now, you'd rather find one after another outside, but keep me and preserve your perfect marriage."
So many years.
I know him better than anyone else.
Understand his coldness, understand his selfishness.
He's tired of me.
but I did not allow anyone else to possess me.
This is not love.
This is his arrogance.
"Huo Zhiqiao, you are really sick.
"Cure it as soon as possible."
Huo Zhiqiao fled in the wilderness.
But the next day, he still appeared outside the door.
You're going to take me to and from work.
I didn't refuse.
The divorce has not reached the last step, and we are still a decent and wealthy couple.
Huo Zhiqiao is getting better and better to me, and he has to report to me no matter what he does.
Text message after message.
I didn't read it, and I didn't reply.
When the people in the company see me, they call me Mrs.
They knew who I was, and I wasn't interested in commuting from 9 to 5, and I had money, and I didn't have a hobby of not having to eat hard.
It's good to come to the company once in a while.
There are my friends in the company, so I only know about He Qingyue, this time I came to the company, my friend saw that Huo Zhiqiao had something to do, and always came to my office, and asked me if Huo Zhiqiao had a change of heart.
I scoffed.
Invite her to dinner with her after work.
After my friend agreed, I texted Huo Zhiqiao and asked him not to pick me up after work.
[Then when you're over, I'll pick you up.] 】
[Hmm.] 】
I agreed.
I got off work with my friends.
Got to the underground parking lot.
My friend said to me while driving, "Mr. Huo and He Qingyue broke off, right? I said that he still cares about you, as long as you are angry, no matter how much he likes it, he will not be able to keep her."
I smiled:
"Maybe."
These days, He Qingyue has made a lot of calls to Huo Zhiqiao.
I've seen it.
But Huo Zhiqiao didn't answer any of them.
Even if I said to him:
"Let's take it, maybe there's something important."
Huo Zhiqiao glanced at me, his eyes were very complicated, depressed and sad: "Don't you care—"
I looked at him and shook my head.
"I don't care."
I didn't care about it for a long time.
But Huo Zhiqiao blocked He Qingyue in front of me.
It seems that I really changed my mind.
During dinner, my friend asked me, "Then he has changed, are you still planning to divorce?"
I didn't answer.
Look out the window.
It was dark and there were few pedestrians on the road.
A man stood under the street lamp, his face could not be seen clearly, but his posture was tall and conspicuous.
A girl came down from the apartment and quickly threw herself into his arms, and the man bowed his head and kissed her lightly in the corner of the eye.
A car walked past the two men.
The lights are on.
I could see their faces clearly.
It's Huo Zhiqiao and He Qingyue.
I watched quietly for a while, then filmed everything.
And at this time, the phone rang.
It's Huo Zhiqiao's news-
[Is it over, I'll pick you up.] 】
[I don't need it, I won't go back tonight. 】
That's back in seconds.
[Okay.] 】
Look down.
Huo Zhiqiao took He Qingyue's hand and walked into the apartment.
Both smiled.
It's the middle of the night.
I was woken up by the ringing bell.
It's He Qingyue.
She sent me a photo.
Huo Zhiqiao was lying on her chest and sleeping soundly.
And her chest was covered with mottled kiss marks.
Erotic, sticky.
No longer the coldness of the first meeting.
[Your husband is so easy to use.
[Sister, he has long been no interested in you, why do you refuse to divorce with a dead face, can you leave some dignity for yourself? 】
I saved the photo, thought about it, and transferred her five cents and two.
Remarks——
[Prostitution. 】
He Qingyue was mad and sent me a lot.
I didn't read a single one.
Backhand sent the photo to the lawyer.
[Evidence of cheating, get me more property.] 】
The lawyer replied in seconds: [Don't worry, Miss Gu.] 】
The next day, when I went downstairs.
Huo Zhiqiao was already waiting for me at the door.
"Shiwei, good morning."
He was refreshed, and between his eyebrows was the satisfaction of expressing his desires.
He brought me breakfast.
It's my favorite fried food and soy milk.
I ate one or two casually, and coped with his questioning with a lack of a match.
Perfunctory and obvious.
After Huo Zhiqiao's rise, no one has been so obviously perfunctory to her.
He looked displeased.
"Shiwei, do you have to do this to me?"
He stopped the car and looked at me with a hint of grievance in his eyes.
It was as if I had failed him.
But when he met my calm, flat gaze, he was speechless.
"Then you sign the divorce, don't accept it if you can't stand it."
The voice fell.
Huo Zhiqiao's face was cold: "Don't you think about it!"
The attitude is very resolute.
I sighed and half-leaned back in my chair.
It seems to be emotional, and it seems to be helpless.
"Huo Zhiqiao, why are you so cheap?"
You hurt me when I loved you.
When I don't love you, I come to entangle.
Really cheap.
"It's really annoying."
Huo Zhiqiao has been deadlocked and refused to sign.
That's how we kept the marriage.
But Huo Zhiqiao wrapped me tightly.
I knew he was guarding against me to see Xia Liangcheng.
But Xia Liangcheng couldn't find me, so he would come to the door of the company to block me.
Wrapped around my arm and asked me if I didn't care about him anymore.
I laughed and coaxed him:
"I care."
After everyone watched, I coaxed him away.
When I turned around, I saw Huo Zhiqiao standing at the door from afar looking at me, I don't know how much I saw, but he didn't say anything, turned around and left the company alone.
As if to be angry.
But I don't care.
It's raining today.
It was a bit cool, and I went home alone.
As soon as I got home, Huo Zhiqiao took me by the hand and walked to the restaurant.
"Don't you want to drink the mutton soup in the south of the city, I bought it for you."
The tentacles are cold.
I glanced at Huo Zhiqiao, only to find that he was soaking wet, and his face was slightly pale from the cold.
The gaze is full of anticipation and flattery.
But I took a bite and put the spoon down.
"It's a little fishy.
"Drink it."
I turned to leave.
was grabbed by Huo Zhiqiao's wrist: "Because you like it, I made a special trip to buy it for you." It took two hours to find the stall. It rained, and there was no shelter in that stall, so I could only wait in the rain, but you only took a sip and didn't even care about me—"
"Shiwei, what's wrong with you?"
His fingertips were trembling, and there was a deep confusion in his eyes: "You weren't like this before."
"So what?"
I looked at him, my eyes calm: "I don't like you for a long time, you are a stranger to me, do you expect me to shush a stranger?"
"Isn't it ridiculous that you want me to be grateful to Dade when you are moved by your ego?"
Huo Zhiqiao seemed to be defeated by my words.
"How could you not like me!
"I've already investigated clearly, Xia Liangcheng is just your friend, you don't have anything, you just make fun of him and be angry with me, you obviously still care about me in your heart!
"Gu Shiwei, Bao, you just love me, right?"
He looked down at me, cautious and expectant.
But I noticed that he was clenching his hands so hard that his fingertips turned white, as if my answer was the last straw that would decide his life or death.
I smiled, and then cut off his last hope:
"Now they're just friends.
"Life is long, and I will always meet someone who will be with me for the rest of my life."
I'm afraid of being alone.
After my father died, I wanted a home of my own more than anyone else.
So, I never had the intention of being alone in this life.
I always have to have a companion.
Men, women, lovers.
Both.
Huo Zhiqiao's eyes were red, and he asked me:
"Can't it be me?"
"I can't."
I have no hesitation.
Ignoring Huo Zhiqiao's instantly pale face, I smiled and turned to leave.
There was no looking back.
He Qingyue found me.
Bring a pregnancy test report.
Compared with the cold fairy appearance she saw at the beginning, now her eyebrows are full of love.
It's also more appealing.
No wonder Huo Zhiqiao was reluctant to break off with her.
Such a delicate flower, who is willing to give up.
He Qingyue told me that she had a child.
said that the reason why Huo Zhiqiao was good to me was because he wanted me to accept this child.
After all, I can't give birth.
Hearing this, I raised my eyes to look at her: "Huo Zhiqiao told you that I can't give birth?"
"Or else?"
He Qingyue smiled, with a provocation: "But Gu Shiwei, who in the circle doesn't know that you can't have a child?"
Oh, yes.
In the third year of marriage, when I was three weeks pregnant, I found out that Huo Zhiqiao was cheating, and I had a miscarriage during the dispute.
After that, I didn't have any children.
Many people speculated that I had injured my body and could no longer have children.
Secretly trying to solve the problem for me.
Send a woman, send a promise.
But—
I took a sip of the flower tea and smiled calmly, without the slightest appearance of irritation:
"It's not that I can't give birth, I just don't want to have children for him.
"Because he is not worthy. If you want to give birth to him, that's you, don't get involved with me.
"Also, he wants a divorce, and I will accompany him at any time, but he doesn't want to.
"But you're quite worthy, one is cheaper and the other is even cheaper."
He Qingyue blushed angrily, and her voice was sharp:
"Gu Shiwei!
"The person he loves is me, and you're an old woman—"
I raised my hand and poured the flower tea on her face.
Stand up.
I glanced condescendingly at her embarrassed appearance like a chicken in soup, and my tone was light:
"Since you are so sure of his love for you, then quickly persuade him to sign and stop bothering me.
"He Qingyue.
"I'm waiting for your good news."
Pity.
He Qingyue is useless.
She went to the house and told Huo Zhiqiao about her pregnancy, with the tenderness of a first-time mother on her face, but Huo Zhiqiao's first reaction was to look at me: "Shiwei, this is an accident, every time I am—"
This sentence deceived He Qingyue.
But after a while, she came back to her senses and grabbed Huo Zhiqiao's arm:
"Shihashi, you clearly said that you wanted to have a child with me, and you said that you wanted the child to be as beautiful as me, how was it an accident, this is obviously the crystallization of our love.
"You tell me, you love me, you are already tired of Gu Shiwei, why don't you want to divorce him!
"What can she give you!
"I love you, we're all going to have children, why don't you marry me—"
Huo Zhiqiao's expression was cold, and he lowered his eyes to look at her:
"Go and get rid of the kid."
He Qingyue subconsciously covered her stomach, her eyes sad and sad: "Don't! I don't want it!"
"This is our child, how can you bear to beat him!"
The girls cry beautifully, pitifully.
But Huo Zhiqiao's gaze moved to her lower abdomen, but he was not moved.
"I don't want to do it a third time, to beat the kid out."
He Qingyue screamed and covered her ears, as if she couldn't hear her sweetheart say such hurtful words.
The two were at a stalemate.
And I glanced at the camera hidden in the shadows and watched the show with a cold eye.
Until He Qingyue fainted from exhaustion.
Huo Zhiqiao asked her to be taken to the hospital.
"I'm sorry, Shiwei, I'll take care of this."
He promised me.
I was stunned for a moment, but then smiled, "No need."
"I don't care."
The voice landed.
The room was silent.
Huo Zhiqiao looked at me, his eyes were dark, like a tumbling ink pool, but the tail of his eyes was fragile red:
"You don't care?"
He seemed to be heartbroken by my coldness.
I looked at him steadily.
It wasn't until he subconsciously grabbed my wrist that I noticed that his fingertips were trembling so badly.
"How can you not care?
"You should be sad, you love to cry so much, why don't you cry?
"Shiwei, Po.
"Don't look at me like that, okay?"
The end notes are pleading with a hint of pleading.
At this moment, he seemed to be humbled to the mud.
Delusional to get my mercy.
But I only felt dirty, and he was even dirtier.
"Should I care? We're all going to get divorced, and it doesn't matter to me if you have children, who you have children with, or how many you have.
"Huo Zhiqiao, I really, I don't love you anymore."
Look at the way he is crumbling.
But I laughed:
"Once we get acquainted, let's leave some dignity for each other.
"Sign it."
Huo Zhiqiao finally signed.
He had to sign.
He Qingyue told the media about her pregnancy, and this wealthy affair caused a lot of trouble.
The stock market is volatile, and shareholders are dissatisfied.
Huo Zhiqiao does not want to be sued by me again.
And his cheating was well known, and the lawyer fought for my best interests.
Seventy percent of the total property.
The lawyer told me, "Actually, it's 60 percent, and the remaining 10 percent is Mr. Fok's willingness."
I smiled and accepted it.
The day I walked out of the Civil Affairs Bureau.
It's a rainy day.
I may have something to do with rainy days.
The big things in life are always rainy days.
The day of the engagement was, the day of the wedding was, the day Huo Zhiqiao cheated for the first time, the day he decided to divorce, the day he divorced.
It was drizzling.
Huo Zhiqiao stood beside me and said softly, "I'll send you."
I shook my head:
"No, someone will pick it up."
The voice fell.
Xia Liangcheng held an umbrella and squeezed between me and Gu Shiwei.
"Sister, I'm here!
"It's cold, you wear a coat, you're getting a little cold."
He muttered, draped his coat over me.
I accepted it.
Then, go under his umbrella.
And at this very moment.
The rain stopped suddenly.
Look up.
The sun bloomed lightly in the sky, dispelling the drowsy fog, and the sun fell lightly, sprinkled on me, warming the cold of the rainy season.
I smiled.
Back.
waved at Huo Zhiqiao.
"Goodbye."
After the rain, the sky cleared.
Good bye.
Haze.
Extra-regret, useless
On the day of the divorce, Huo Zhiqiao stood in place.
looked at Gu Shiwei and another man holding an umbrella, and gradually drifted away.
I could still vaguely hear the boy's noisy voice, Gu Shiwei smiled helplessly, but there was a happy joy in her eyes.
It was a ease he hadn't seen in a long time.
In fact, he already knew that Xia Liangcheng was not Gu Shiwei's lover.
Gu Shiwei couldn't do it.
She tried once, found a boy, and saw that the two were very close, but when he saw the boy's face, he didn't care.
Because the boy looked like him.
She couldn't let him go.
It's impossible to really take that step.
Sure enough, the absurdity ended in less than a month.
Gu Shiwei never went out of line again.
When he was drunk, he told a friend about it.
My friend was stunned for a moment.
After a moment, the friend sneered:
"Maybe people don't love you, they just aren't as cheap as you.
"Shihashi, you're really going to lose Shiwei like this.
"Don't regret that day."
What did he say then?
Huo Zhiqiao thought about it before he remembered.
At that time, he smiled firmly: "How can I regret it, the person who can't do without me is Gu Shiwei."
He thought he didn't like Gu Shiwei anymore.
After so many years, he was tired of it a long time ago.
But at this moment.
Looking at Gu Shiwei's figure gradually moving away, her heart hurt like a tear, as if she had lost the most important thing in her life.
He suddenly wanted to catch up.
But as soon as he took a step, he stopped.
He knows.
Gu Shiwei will not look back.
What she once said-
"If you like it, you will be together, and if you don't like it, you will be separated.
"Huo Zhiqiao, I really don't love you anymore.
"Let's part."
She didn't lie.
She just doesn't love him anymore.
Never love again.
The rest of her life was like a sunny day after rain, dazzling.
And he, all his life, stood in the rain.
But no one cares.
No one cares anymore.