Recently, there was a comeback of an established artist.
She is the 44-year-old actress Xiao Shushen, who appeared on the big screen again after 9 years, making a cameo appearance in the new drama of Zhou Huajian's son.
In the play, she wears a period costume, exquisite makeup, dignified and elegant, sitting on the edge of the bed to make up, but her figure has been obviously blessed for a long time, and many viewers have not recognized her.
It is also these few short shots that have also attracted a controversy.
The most questioned ones are:
Why hasn't she been banned yet?
What exactly has she experienced, and she will be urged to be banned by everyone.
This all stems from her own sins, which were originally a good hand of cards, and they were literally broken by themselves.
She was originally known as the "Pure Jade Girl of Taiwan", the first beautiful woman candidate in Taiwan with the same name as Lin Chiling, and also the sister of Sun Yanzi.
The future is bright.
She is the one who shouts "I am a cosmic super brave girl under the age of eighteen" in "Courage".
There is also Guangliang's "First Time", which also invited her to be the MV heroine, and her smile was once the youth memory of a generation.
Not only that, in 2000, she was also nominated for Best Supporting Actress at the 37th Golden Horse Awards for the film "Pure Accident".
In the same year, he starred in the film "One By One" directed by Yang Dechang, which won an award in Cannes.
In 2004, she was nominated for Best Actress at the 42nd Golden Horse Awards for the film "Lonely Love Flower".
Nominated for the Golden Horse Award twice in three years, Xiao Shushen was once in the limelight that year.
It may be that everything is too smooth, so that Xiao Shushen has lost herself more and more.
She began to take drugs, to indulge herself, and even after taking drugs, she still went to the show, and the state was very distracted and aroused heated discussion.
But she did not admit it, and only issued a statement to clarify that she was sick.
It wasn't until later, when she and her friends were arrested, that the drug use was exposed.
Most surprisingly, she took drugs more than once.
From 2006 to 2011, in just 5 years, she was involved in drugs a total of 3 times, and was named a veritable drug queen by the media.
Three times of drug use, which can completely ruin an actress.
Xiao Shushen said that she herself did not know how to cherish, because everything got too quickly, and everything seemed to be taken for granted...
As she said, everything came too quickly, fame came and went in a hurry.
After falling into a drug storm, she fell into a state of collapse, not only entering a drug rehabilitation center, but also sentenced to seven months in prison for the second drug use.
Prison life made her unbearable, eight or nine people in prison ate and drank Lasa in the same room, everyone slept on the floor at night, and when they got up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet, they were afraid to step on others.
More than a dozen people use a fan, and the fan will stop at a certain time.
What she couldn't tolerate most was that no matter whether she went to the toilet or took a bath, someone was watching.
She was watched every day, which made her feel that she had no self-esteem as a human being.
So, she also wanted to ask if she could give her a convenience, after all, she was a public figure.
Seeing this, the director of the factory had to say two more words, since he knew that he was a public figure, why not be strict with himself and set a good example for everyone.
And do these wrong things again and again???
Even the director Zhu Tingping said:
Xiao Shushen's innate conditions are very good, but if she does not change her teachings like this, it is not a question of who dares to give her a chance, it is that she herself does not give herself a chance!
Yes, it can be said that she herself ruined herself.
Due to her experience in prison, not only was her career hurt, but even the work of her father and brother was also affected and dismissed.
After her comeback, her popularity was depressed, and she did not want to go the right way, but could only rely on large-scale topics and performances to attract attention.
Even for 200,000 directly starred in Wang Jing's wind and moon film, the conditions were for Wang Jingkai.
In fact, Xiao Shushen was known in her early years for not being afraid of large scales in filmmaking, as she herself said: "I have never had a scale problem in filmmaking. ”
With a beautiful appearance, she has been starring in the movie "Lonely Love Flower" as early as her debut, exposing her entire back.
So when she faced Wang Jing, who could take off the clothes of the actress the most, Xiao Shushen did not read the script, and the title of the film was not clear, and she signed a contract with him, and she couldn't help but praise Wang Jing:
"Watching the films directed by Wang Jing since I was a child, I believe that his films will not be worse."
As it turned out, once again she didn't value herself.
Her death is not only drug addiction, film selection, the most important thing is that she can't distinguish between drama and reality, and even thought of committing suicide to end her life.
She said that when she was most depressed, it was the time when she made "Lonely Love Flower".
In the film, Siu Shushen plays a schizophrenic drug addict.
She recalled: "After the shooting, I couldn't come back in that state, rested for more than a year, every day at home like a neurosis, don't talk, don't watch TV, don't turn on the computer, even if there is no one at home, I still feel very noisy, very abnormal." ”
After a pause, Siu added:
"Maybe other people can't understand that my way of acting is to throw myself into the state of the role, for example, I play neurosis, I don't imitate a neurosis, but first turn myself into a neurosis, and then do what a neuropathy will do." 」
Sure enough, she turned herself into a crazy neurotic.
Some people say that she is too deep into the play and can't walk out.
Is this really the case? No, there are too many actors in show business, and if you follow this principle, then every time you play a drug addict, do you really have to take drugs, and every time you play a murderer, do you really want to kill people?
If you use acting as an excuse to make mistakes, it is very undeserved.
As she herself said, perhaps because of the great increase in fame and the great pressure, she is not happy:
"It was the peak of my acting career, but I wasn't happy, I thought everyone was fake, and I got depressed."
That's why I took the road of drug addiction.
In the film, too many people think she plays well and likes her...
Thinking about it is also a sigh, now when the name Xiao Shushen is mentioned, the most common keyword is the word "pity".
She instinctively became Sun Yanzi's classmate, but ran aground.
Turning to acting, two Golden Horse nominations and one Golden Bell nomination, could have been unlimited scenery, and as a result, he played a good hand of cards into a mess.
After being released from prison, she did not know how to reflect, and became a vulgar actress who only wanted to attract attention and seek gold.
She even said something like, "Since everyone thinks I'm a rotten person, then I'll be a rotten person," and since then, she has begun to give up on herself.
Even if it comes back many years later, it is notorious, and it has also denounced its "banning".
As the saying goes, life is like a play, and a play is like life.
Xiao Shushen, who called herself a "rotten person", ended up desolate.