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This article is written by Jiang Yanfei
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I think Shang You is a boy who lacks love. This has a lot to do with his original family.
He has a grandmother who can't accept the reality that her husband has cheated on him and left home, running to the station again and again, fantasizing about her husband's return.
There is also a father who cannot forget the loss of his wife in his early years. Along with their unmarried aunt, the four of them lived a mediocre life together.
Because of the lack of love in the depths of his heart, when love comes, he will be crazy to invest; and when love goes far, he will fall into endless pain and feel that there is nothing to love.
02
In the movie "Spring Death", Shang You is a recording engineer, and he and his first love Eun Seol met through his profession.
One winter, Eun Seol is preparing a radio show dedicated to the various sounds of nature. In order to record the sounds of nature, she traveled with Shangyou.
They went to a bamboo forest and used recording tools to record the sound of bamboo leaves blowing in the wind, and went to a temple to hear the sound of wind chimes. They traveled around the suburbs, recording the sounds of nature.
The pleasant journey brought two single men and women together naturally and had a one-night stand at Eun Seol's house.
Since then, Shangyou has been deeply immersed in this emotion and cannot extricate himself. He thought that the person he was looking for in this life was Eun Seol. At that time, perhaps N in his mind had fantasized many times about marrying her and having children, and living happily for the rest of his life.
What he did not expect was that this love came and went quickly. It was a hundred and eighteen thousand miles away from the world he had fantasized about.
From the winter encounter, to the spring together, to the summer, their feelings have appeared one rift after another.
Of course, the main problem is with Eun Seol. She once had a failed marriage, after the divorce she no longer easily believed in the relationship, for The love of Shangyou, she naturally did not have confidence.
Eun Seol chose to leave, waving his sleeves without taking away a cloud. There wasn't even a single reason to break up.
ShangYou could not accept her departure and fell into deep grief.
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He is not willing to be broken up by the reality, first trying to redeem, entangled, and then resentful, childish revenge...
That period was destined to become the most difficult time in his life.
In fact, each of us may have had such a miserable and helpless stage of life as Shangyou.
Due to the lack of experience and mental maturity, when beautiful things suddenly pass away, they feel that the sky is falling apart in an instant, thinking that they are the most failed people under the sky.
The future is gray and I don't know where the direction is. Wait until one day in the future, after surviving that period of bitterness and confusion, only to find that the pain of the past is not worth mentioning at all.
In the end, the death of grandma awakens Shangyou, who is also addicted to the past.
On a beautiful spring day, strolling down the cherry blossom-filled avenue, Eun Seol holds ShangYou's hand again.
After so many days and nights of pain and suffering, Shangyou took the initiative in the relationship between the two for the first time. Although eun Seol, who is drifting away, looks back frequently, ShangYou finally waved goodbye to this first love.
At the end of the film, in a golden wave of wheat, Shangyou's heart slowly opens in the boundless nature, and those joys and hurts are echoed and soothed at this moment.
Shang You finally froze a smile of relief, and finally let us know that he had walked out of the long tunnel of pain and confusion and seen the clear sky of his life.
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A beautiful first love that has passed away should be remembered with a smile; and a bad first love that has passed away should be forgotten without a trace.
Nothing is too much to live by, and as time goes by, everything will be fine.
There is no need to resent, there is no need to be bitter, and after surviving, there will be "mountains and rivers with no way out, willows and dark flowers and bright villages.".
Time can really heal all wounds. This, of course, includes the first love that has passed away.
Author: Jiang Yanfei, every morning at five o'clock to start writing, no chicken blood or dog blood, I handwritten my heart. May the years be quiet and you and I be safe. Update an original article on a daily basis or every other day