The spiritual journey of a 29-year-old man, although bitter, must be expected in the future

I haven't written anything in a long time, and the whole person revolves around the girl. Raising a child is really not so easy, energy, mood, money, everything is given to her. But real life still made me feel more and more stressed, and my breathing seemed to become less smooth. From youthful, ignorant, and unrestrained consumption to the sudden outbreak of financial tension, two years of bumps and bumps in between, to this year's marriage and children financial collapse. I myself know that the reason is my own reasons, advanced consumption, to lend to the loan hole is getting bigger and bigger, more and more arrears. By the outbreak of this year's inadequacy, one person earned three flowers and had to repay the loan, completely making himself almost into despair. My parents are old, and they have been busy all their lives for me and my sister, and their health is getting worse day by day. Mom diabetes, in her own words is a lifetime and medicine as a companion, Dad has a bad stomach, many years ago it was duodenal ulcer, but a lifetime is better than a little tobacco and alcohol. I have worked and lived with them for the past two years, and I can find more and more that their bodies are not as good as a day, the most obvious is that the cold is getting worse and worse, often the back is sore, the cold is getting more and more afraid, and the hair is getting whiter. I am 29 years old, all say that men are 30 and stand, in fact, what really makes me think more and more deeply is getting married and having children, it is the parents who grow old day by day, and it is a person who needs to slowly carry this family.

I'm 29, have a wife and kids, have zero savings, have a car, and are in debt 26w. I am only 29, I can still struggle, although my parents' bodies are not tough, but there is no serious illness. Poor can raise poor children, 26w of debt I can also use my own efforts to pay off in 3 years. 3 years, give yourself 3 years, pay off the debt, and use your life to pay off the debt in 3 years. And in these 3 years, you must also learn something, no matter what, you must learn something, and set goals for yourself. At that time, I was 32 years old, my daughter was only 4 years old, my wife was supportive, and my parents could eat and drink and I still had hope for my future.

In the future, my future must be promising.