As an actor, Li Baotian has starred in large and small works. There are "Prime Minister Liu Luoguo", "Divine Doctor Xi Laile", "Nightingale".....
He was unusually stubborn and serious about the play, and even said the sentence "Some people (Wang Gang, Zhang Guoli) can never cooperate".
In private, Li Baotian was also very stubborn.
He ran away from home for 5 years because of a quarrel with his father and had no contact.
Also because of the son's words, the relationship between the two fell to the freezing point.
But behind the stubbornness is Li Baotian's deep guilt for his family and his wordless love for his son.
Li Baotian was born in 1946.
Like all children, he reached school age, but Li Baotian found that something was wrong.
His parents always gave him old textbooks, and Li Baotian only saw what the new textbooks looked like from his classmates.
And this matter was soon known to the students, who looked at Li Baotian's old textbook and stood by to watch him smile.
Li Baotian was isolated.
But what really makes him sad is more than this, Li Baotian gradually grew up, and he had a wish, "want to be an actor."
When he spoke to his parents, his father's eyes immediately widened.
"Don't even think about it!"
His father did not approve of Li Baotian's dream, but the latter did not give up and chanted in front of the family every day.
Until one day, Li Baotian said his dream with great interest, but he was interrupted by his father.
"You are not the material of the actor, if you learn, you are not wanted."
Li Baotian looked at his stubborn father, and his heart suddenly felt a pang of grievance. He wanted to run away from home, and he did.
14-year-old Li Baotian came to the regional theater troupe alone.
He was full of confidence, but he met Xia Mawei, the people in the troupe all went to the countryside, and Li Baotian was a child in the city. They looked at Li Baotian and giggled, but no one really greeted him.
During the break, Li Baotian wanted to go up and talk, but before he could speak, they walked away.
Li Baotian watched them in groups, hip-hoping and fighting, and had to be alone in the corner in a daze.
Without friends, Li Baotian simply put all his energy on the performance, and before the sun had risen, he got up and practiced the basic skills.
It wasn't until the moon hung high in the treetops that he relaxed himself.
He had a diary with scattered words, thoughts of his mother, and dislikes of his father, but he never thought of writing to his family.
"I must be a big star, let my father invite my big star Little Li Baotian home."
Li Baotian looked at the words on the diary, as if he had seen a treasure land, and he swept back and forth two or three times before falling asleep satisfactorily.
As soon as the fresh days passed, Li Baotian's daily routine was replaced by endless training.
He didn't have enough to eat in the troupe, he had to grit his teeth for training, and he always had insomnia at night, until one day Li Baotian touched his forehead, which was particularly hot!
Li Baotian guessed that he had a fever, thought that he had not rested well, and fell asleep early.
By the next morning, Li Baotian touched his forehead, it had already become cold, he relaxed his mind to practice again, but it was not long before his body had a fever.
He was very uncomfortable, but he still insisted on training, and slowly in the evening, Li Baotian felt that his body returned to normal.
The body was not hot, Li Baotian thought about training again, and practiced in the corner after eating.
But when he fell asleep at night, he had a fever again, and at the end of the day, Li Baotian lay in bed and did not have the strength to write a diary.
Such a day lasted for half a month, and Li Baotian reacted that he had typhoid fever, he did not tell others, and others did not find out.
Until one day, a leader accidentally found Li Baotian, who was unconscious, and rushed him to the hospital.
When Li Baotian opened his eyes again, he looked at his mother sitting on the edge of the bed, a mother he had not seen in five years, and his eyes were suddenly moist.
And the mother's eyes were already crying red, she touched Li Baotian's hand, while complaining, "Why don't you take good care of your body and don't write to the family."
Listening to his mother's words, Li Baotian suddenly felt guilty about his stubbornness.
What Li Baotian didn't know was that in the corridor ward not far away, there lay his father.
Every time the father would secretly go to see Li Baotian, watching Li Baotian fall asleep, he dared to creep in, he looked at his son's face, and covered the quilt for his son.
He looked at Li Baotian's arm that was hanging the needle and carefully changed his arm so that Li Baotian would not wake up with numbness in his arm.
The father was very careful, but he still woke up Li Baotian, who raised his confused eyes and looked at the person in front of him.
He did not dare to imagine, quickly closed his eyes, and carefully opened them, and this time there were tears.
Li Baotian cried, crying uncontrollably, as if he heard the sound of the iceberg melting.
This time, his parents did not stop his dream.
Li Baotian returned to the troupe, and he would try to contact his parents, although very few times.
In 1966, Li Baotian was urgently called home, and he hurried to catch up but still did not see his father's last look.
His father died, lying quietly in bed, not angry, as if he had never been angry at Li Baotian's stubbornness.
Li Baotian walked slowly over, and he shed tears, this time because of remorse. Because of guilt.
He wept over his ignorance.
Li Baotian looked at his mother, who also had red eyes, and a feeling of powerlessness arose in his heart for no reason. He wanted to be the backbone of his mother.
In order to develop better, Li Baotian is ready to apply for the Chinese opera.
He entered the university and thought about making money for his family and living a good life, but after graduation, he put himself in a dilemma.
After graduation, Li Baotian stayed in school to teach, but once there was no drama, he went to countless crews, but there was no result.
He even needed his mother's help to live.
Looking at the money given by his mother, Li Baotian felt very uncomfortable, he thought of his mother, thought of his newly married wife, thought of his newborn child, he ate instant noodles, and scolded "no ability" over and over again.
Finally, in 1983, Li Baotian finally received his own drama "Breaking into the Rivers and Lakes".
He began to walk to the screen and started his acting career.
But another blow was struck.
My brother is dead!
My younger brother graduated from college and went to Xinjiang to sketch, but he was in a car accident. He was sad, he was afraid, he didn't dare tell his mother.
But concealment is always not the way, Li Baotian found his mother's colleagues in the hospital, went home together, and if he told the truth, his mother was not right and immediately sent to the hospital.
But the mother's acceptance was unexpected, the mother just listened to the cold facts, and then shut herself in the house, no crying, no shouting.
Li Baotian wanted to knock on the door, his hand stopped in the air for a few seconds, and finally hung weakly, he wanted to give his mother his own time.
A few days later, Li Baotian looked at his tired mother and felt a faint pain in his heart.
But he knew he couldn't fall, and he still had his mother, his wife, and his children.
In order to make his mother feel better, Li Baotian was no longer stubborn, but spent time with his mother.
And he was also taking care of his own children when he suddenly understood the father.
Li Baotian's son drew from elementary school, and in the middle he was also fascinated by rock and break dance, Li Baotian looked at his son without a straight shape, and every day the east side was on the west side, and his heart was very anxious.
He couldn't bear it, yelled a few words, and then slapped it, and the time suddenly stopped, and Li Yu, who reacted, didn't say a word, turned his head and left the house.
In the middle of the night, the son did not return, Li Baotian panicked, the son is not yet an adult, he suddenly realized, "he once ran away from home, whether his father was also so worried."
Fortunately, within a few days, his son returned, and he watched his son return home, still sullen and unhappy, and just wanted to "come back" in his heart.
When he sleeps at night, Li Baotian will touch Li Yu's forehead, whether he is feverish or uncomfortable.
Watching Li Yu fall asleep smoothly, Li Baotian slept peacefully.
Slowly Li Yu grew up, he wanted to follow his father's path and become an actor, Li Baotian looked at Li Yu's head, and his heart was worried.
Looking at the appearance again, my heart is even more worried.
But he didn't want to discourage Li Yu's enthusiasm, so he just nodded his head and let Li Yu rush.
The only condition is that "li yu will not find any relationship."
Li Baotian did not find someone to go through the back door, let alone find someone to teach Li Yu a lesson.
This made Li Yu very unhappy, he found his father several times, but there was no result, he had to admit his fate to study on his own.
The first exam, he did not pass.
Li Yu was very sad to see the results, and Li Baotian was also very sad to know it, but he still did not change his principles.
He wanted Li Yu to get into school on his own, even if it was a little tired.
Sometimes Li Baotian can't sleep at night, and all he thinks about is his son.
After a year of re-study, Li Yu went to the exam, he was nervous, Li Baotian was also very nervous, and this effort did not deceive people, Li Yu successfully admitted to the Chinese opera.
At the moment of seeing the results, Li Yu suddenly understood his father, and he knew his father's intentions.
College life is always fast, and when it's graduation, Li Yu collaborates with others to make a movie.
He also pulled his own father.
Li Baotian just let Li Yu take the script, and then studied it carefully, looking at it, and his brow was locked. He didn't want to star.
"This script doesn't work."
Of course, Li Yu understood his father's meaning, but did not give up, and finally after grinding for a few days, Li Baotian finally agreed.
"I'm because of you, taking on this play."
Because the script was not satisfied, when Li Baotian starred, he was very angry throughout the whole process, until the end of the shooting, Li Baotian unloaded his strength and stopped talking to his son.
After no longer contacting, Li Yu had to shoot by himself, and he was busy every day.
And these, Li Baotian is silently paying attention, he stubbornly does not take care of his son, but can't help but care about his son's every move.
Finally, he still couldn't help it, he began to help Li Yu, here is not right to adjust, there is unreasonable to improve.
He gave his many years of experience to Li Yu as much as possible.
He talked to his son over and over again about the shooting problems, and then corrected them together, sometimes busy until late, Li Yu looked at his father who was not in good spirits, and began to understand his father's stubborn love.
Once, when his son was filming, Li Baotian did not inform others, and one person went to the crew.
He looked at his son's back from a distance and did not return his attention, when Li Yu's friend saw him, the two said hello, but the other did not leave.
"Li Yu now has a number in mind when shooting, how much he can use, and there is no waste lens, it is really powerful."
Listening to the other party say this, Li Baotian just turned his head to look at the person who spoke, and then set his eyes on Li Yu who was shooting.
At that moment, he saw his son's growth, he had once been hurt by his son's rebellion, but he would also be pleased because of his son's growth.
He was always clumsily in love with his son, and he could not even attend his son's wedding scene.
On the wedding day, Li Baotian also had a scene to shoot, and the venue and equipment for the day were for the shooting of that day, and there was no room for delay.
He gritted his teeth and went to the shooting scene.
He brought his blessings to his son early, and he also believed even more that Li Yu would grow up and be able to make decisions for himself.
"Whether the shoes fit or not, I know it myself", without too many words, Li Baotian used clumsy words to believe in the feelings between Li Yu and his daughter-in-law.
Watching his son grow up, Li Baotian will no longer devote himself to his son, but will take more time to see his mother.
The time to meet is small, the number of meetings is small, and every time Li Baotian goes back, he will not give up.
He wanted to hold his mother, but his mother was not happy and pushed Li Baotian away, but Li Baotian did not give up, or sent a big hug, which dared to leave home.
"Sometimes I'm scared and I want to hug." He began to boldly express his love for his mother, or he was afraid that it would be too late.
Later, when I came home, everything was as usual, and Li Baotian chatted with his mother.
When he left, Li Baotian hugged his mother, and unexpectedly, his mother did not push him away and let him hold him.
Li Baotian hugged his mother, and there was a sudden warm current in his heart, and he sucked in his nose to prevent the tears from flowing.
When there was no drama, Li Baotian and his wife lived the simplest life in the building.
He could draw, there was a lot of books in the house, and there were a lot of films. He doesn't take ads, doesn't like a lot of interviews, and doesn't like to be on too many variety shows.
Sometimes my daughter would suddenly call and break the calm, "Dad, I want to eat the cucumber you made."
Listening to his daughter's slightly childish voice, Li Baotian quickly agreed to come down, and then went to the kitchen under the supermarket.
Busy until the forehead began to sweat, but the heart was beautiful.
Today, Li Baotian has begun to guard his old age.
In 2020, Li Baotian achieved lifelong achievements, which is an affirmation of his acting career, and he has created countless roles for the audience, large and small.
Is a good actor.
In private, Li Baotian is a good husband, a good son, and a good father.
He will be stubborn, he will be a little clumsy, he will not express love very well.
But he loves his family with clumsiness, loves his deceased father, his mother who needs to be taken care of, his wife who has been with him, and the children who need to be loved.