The Outsider (XXIX)
Pick up!
In June 2018, I went to the physical examination on a whim, and the doctor prescribed hpv testing for me for the first time. I have a habit of regular medical examinations, and since 15 years, I have insisted on doing TCT every year and a half, which has always been normal. The doctor opened a list I did not ask, the results came out, 16 and 6 positive. 16 Known as the poison king, I Baidu myself, was frightened, I told him for the first time. He later said that this was the result of the chaos of his private life, indicating that there was a problem with his style of life. Because of this sentence, I was angry with him for a long time. Since I got married, for more than six years, there was only Li X alone, after knowing him, and he and his children's mother also kept once a month in order not to be discovered, Li X never asked me if I wanted to, after driving the night taxi back ten days and a half months will have once. I feel like cross infection. But TCT is still normal, nothing. I didn't have a biopsy, I thought it might be a one-time infection, and when I was better it might be gone on its own. Since I met him, my health has improved a lot, I don't have much headaches and colds, and there are almost no gynecological diseases. Just because gynecology is normal, TCT is also normal, so I don't take 16 infection too seriously. My fear was that he would be disgusted by my infection with 16. But he didn't, his attitude toward me was the same, we still saw each other once a week, he went to the provincial project, no longer took his friend his cousin, just the two of us. No matter when, wherever, or in any situation, day or night, as long as we are alone in the room, even in the car, we can certainly be as entangled as possible, sometimes once, sometimes twice, three times a day. He said that he was also strange, as soon as he saw me, he thought.... Now that I think about it, at that time, we really played the invincibility of people to the extreme. Unexpectedly, as soon as this was interspersed, there were several more articles.
Time goes back to September 2018. After he went to the province, he was particularly busy, but even if he was busy, he would definitely chat with me, every day + a little more. He showed me the training articles he published and saw the bits and pieces of his work.
When we were together for half a year, he said, let me not send selfies in the future, I think everyone is sending, there is nothing abnormal, but he said that the people who send selfies are not serious, he will not let me send them. I said yes. One day at the end of September, I flipped through the photo album and saw a photo of me when I was in college in 2008, and that photo of me, young, lively, with a smile on my face, looking so young and so beautiful. I was suddenly very sad, how time has only passed 10 years, I have been weighed down by the burden of life will not laugh, by the poor marriage tormented like Xianglin sister-in-law complaining. I sent that photo to the circle of friends, I didn't want him to see it and get angry with me, so I blocked him.
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