Rushing 93 pounds of the first 2⃣️ morning weight measurement of 113.6 pounds when encountering what I have to do passively is far worse than taking the initiative to do it, I have a kind of reverse psychology, the more I force me to do

The first day of the 2⃣93 pounds

The morning weight was 113.6 pounds

When I encounter having to do something, it is far better to passively do it than to take the initiative to do it myself, I have a kind of reverse psychology, the more I force myself to do it, the more I don't want to do it, I like to have the right to take the initiative, rather than being pointed out by others. @ Ao teacher listened to the book thin ABO to hand in homework