The Psychiatrist's Tale 003

The next morning, the first thing Ling Feng did when he opened his eyes was to turn on the pager eagerly. He was so anxious, not because he was afraid of missing a point, but because he wanted to see if the time he woke up was the same as the scheduled time!

　　Because I used to have a friend, curiously said to him: "Frog, I don't know what's going on with me, I usually sleep very deeply, but if there is something that day, I can suddenly wake up, and the time of the alarm clock, the error is almost only one minute..."

　　At that time, Ling Feng listened and did not care. Because he felt that it was just a joke, he perfunctorily said, "You are the reincarnation of a god-man..."

　　Until one day, he found that he had such a phenomenon, and he believed that the friend was telling the truth!

　　This turned out to be the same again today. When he suddenly woke up and turned on the pager, he found again that the pager showed the same time as before, exactly 6:59. This problem, which no one else paid attention to, but for him, he did not understand it for a long time.

　　In his view, the subconscious mind controls the state of its own body's awakening, perhaps like controlling the breath and heartbeat. The difference is that one is controlled by innate consciousness, and the other may be acquired consciousness formed through acquired autonomous thinking...

　　Another possibility, as the ancients said, was the help of the gods. But this is almost nonsense. However, his speculation that this subconscious control of the human body's reaction is difficult to find practical evidence for a while.

　　Check the information without answers, ask others, and if you are not careful, you will be treated as a neuropathy. Although there is no way to seek knowledge, he always believes that there must be some corresponding law or reason behind the existence of this real phenomenon, but he does not know it yet...

　　As he pondered, he looked at the time, got dressed and went to the bathroom, brushing his teeth and washing his face every second. But looking at the mirror to get a hairstyle, it was like a married girl who did it for half a day...

　　At that moment, I saw him wearing a gray trench coat dangling in front of the mirror, and a pair of sunglasses on the bridge of his nose with a slender hairstyle, which looked really a bit of a wandering style.

　　However, when everything was ready and ready to go out, he leisurely looked out the door and was stunned for half a day...

　　When he sensed his reaction, it was as if there was a faint stream of air like a breeze of a magnetic field, and at the moment when it blew through his mind, every cell that swept through his body quietly passed away...

　　But he had become accustomed to it and didn't care. Because he feels that he likes to think wildly, over time, he feels that it is naturally easy to be abnormal.

　　However, on his way out, he soon found that a familiar and beautiful figure had already stood in front of him, looking at himself stupidly...

　　Seeing this scene, Ling Feng was stunned in his heart, his head turned, pretending not to see, and quickly turned back and walked in the opposite direction...

　　However, he did not expect that the beautiful figure was like a ghost, and quickly ran to the front, still looking at himself with a silly look...

　　Ling Feng saw the situation and finally knew that he could no longer pretend to face this silly shadow. So he took a few steps forward and bowed his head, pleading, "Yun'er, are you okay to go back?" I am the big brother of the jianghu, going to fight with the enemy family, you are not safe with it..."

　　However, when Yun Er heard it, she didn't buy his account. Instead, with a grudging smile in his stupidity, he looked at him and said, "Brother, didn't you say that it was difficult to be with him?" ”

　　When Ling Feng heard her say this, he suddenly raised his voice and said, "Can this coax you to say seriously?" I used to be a human trafficker, so why don't you believe it? ”

　　However, as soon as this remark came out, Ling Feng immediately regretted it. Because as soon as the words fell silent, Yun Er began to cry like a child who made a mistake...

　　Ling Feng saw the situation, angry and helpless, look at her hair that was not yet her own, and then look at a pair of dew-soaked eyes under her willow eyebrows, although she was dressed casually to the point of being a little sloppy, and even talking was lazy enough to cut corners, but he knew that Yun Er was a well-behaved girl with a number of things in her heart.

　　Because of this, in order to heal her mind, she didn't expect it to be good, and the result was that she was confused in the empathy effect!

　　Yun Er was in such a state, and Ling Feng was also very upset, because he didn't know how to effectively reverse empathy.

　　Although it seemed that she was much better, Ling Feng thought to herself, how could she let someone who couldn't raise herself be able to let her drift around?

　　Speaking of the issue of feelings, I have not understood it until now, what does she know as a little girl?

　　The more Ling Feng thought about it, the more angry he became, but when he looked at her white and red face, when he thought of her falling into the water, he thought about it in worry, and felt that it was safer to take her with him. I thought that when she was older in the future, she might not be so troublesome!

　　Ling Feng thought of this, looked at her pair of expectant and helpless eyes, and said: "Brother has no money, one meal a day." If you are not afraid of starvation, the brother will take you..."

　　As soon as the clouds listened, natural joy blossomed. Smiling, Sakura's lips curled, and she threw the other bag in her hand to Ling Feng and said, "Brother, this is the dress for you..."

　　However, at the moment when Ling Feng took over the burden, his heart was somewhat sour. He looked at Yun Er happy like a flower bud, afraid that he would shed tears, and deliberately scolded: "It's okay, you're not too stupid, and you know how to bribe me with my clothes..."

　　As soon as the words fell silent, he moved his mouth, but he said to Yun Er, "My stomach hurts, aren't you studying Chinese medicine?" Three minutes to help me get it done, otherwise there will be no food for a day..."

　　Yun Er listened to him deliberately, smiled sweetly, and said, "This is very simple, just eat a stone..."

　　When Ling Feng heard it, he couldn't think of it, this problem was not very good and began to be tricky. I really need to pay more attention in the future. Don't mess with her one day to take care of me in turn, that is really jumping to the Yellow River can not be washed...

　　Ling Feng took her hand and walked while thinking, the two were like two children under the clear sky, caught in the crowd and moving forward quickly. It wasn't until I walked to Wuyi Square that I took a taxi to the direction of the train station...

　　The two got off the bus and went to the platform, but Ling Feng, who looked like a hanging child, was keenly observing Yun Er. He found that Yun Er seemed to have improved a lot. The previously dazed look seems to have disappeared, replaced by a faint lightness and easy-going.

　　In particular, her attention was also significantly better, and inadvertently, like a curious child, she could not help but look east and west. When the eyes are filled, they are even more relaxed, revealing a little natural pleasure and relaxation...

　　He found that the nervousness and reluctance that Yun Er had spoken before had also begun to improve. Especially at this time in the bustling crowd, her expression of wanting to say goodbye at that time also began to show signs of thinking. This situation can show that her inner thoughts can already experience good emotions in a relaxed situation...

　　However, Yun Er did not expect that when Ling Feng contacted her, she had already found that she was already a good person, but as soon as she saw others arguing and fighting, her expression and demeanor would immediately become nervous, atrophied, timid, and even indifferent...

　　Until later, Ling Feng found that talking to her, even if it was a little emotional or louder, Yun Er would be involuntarily timid and even cry. But when she was amused to play, the louder she sounded, the more excited she became, even if she shouted through her throat, she was even fearless!

　　Yun Er's involuntary and conditioned emotional reaction, Ling Feng felt very strange. Because Yun'er Traditional Chinese Medicine Hospital graduated, this alone is enough to show that her intelligence is no problem. However, if this is the case, then why does she often show a lot of mentally resilient emotional reactions in reality?

　　Although Ling Feng did not understand Yun'er's past, he basically understood from Yun'er's reaction that the root cause of the psychological and emotional problems displayed by Yun'er was mainly due to her childhood. It's just that today I walked into reality and began to show up!

　　As for why she ran away from home, Ling Feng only knew that before she could ask a few questions, she cried and cried and had incoherent confusion of consciousness...

　　In the midst of worry, Ling Feng was afraid of stimulating her emotions, and all along, she could only observe and reason from other aspects, hoping to understand Yun'er's past and help her out of the psychological shadow!

　　However, Ling Feng also did not think about it, in fact, Yun Er had also thought about it when she was in a calm mood. She felt conflicted. At some point, she felt as if she had two completely different souls in her body. These two souls seemed to be separated by a thick wall of glass. There is always a hazy look, and one of them either can't get in, or it's difficult to get out for a while. This kind of involuntary emotional experience often makes you feel at a loss in the muddled fear...

　　However, when she found herself in a good mood, the glass wall in the middle of the two worlds seemed to disappear again. Only when it encounters something in a bad mood, it will quickly appear like an iceberg lurking in the ocean, dominating its own emotional response...

　　All the way through, in order to escape the world of two icebergs, she involuntarily became vigilant and kept herself away from reality. Even if you usually dress up, try to be as simple as possible. This is especially true of words and deeds. I don't know how to face it for fear of attracting the attention of others. More afraid that your performance will be ridiculed and despised!

　　However, as long as Ling Feng's brother was around, she felt like a brave child. Although I didn't know what to say, I didn't have the feeling of worrying and being scared and nervous. On the contrary, when I am happy, I am always curious to hope that the two hidden icebergs will reappear again!

　　This very contradictory and indescribable feeling, Yun Er wanted to tell Ling Feng, but she didn't know how to talk about it. She didn't understand what was wrong with her, she knew what was going on in her heart, but when she wanted to say it, her brain was often blank again...

　　Because of this, in order to get rid of the loneliness and loneliness in my heart, for many years, the diary has become his best partner...

　　In her thoughts, Yun Er looked out the window, and followed the train forward until she fell into a hazy sleep...

　　Standing one after another, Ling Feng looked at the fleeting smile on her sleeping cheeks, and her heart was much more secure...