#长文创作激励计划#
I sponsored a strange girl for 4 years, and after graduation, we cut off contact with each other, and after 6 years, she took the initiative to appear and became my salvation.
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Text: Yo Yo Xiaolu, Material: Ye He
Statement: "The content of this article comes from life, but it is higher than life, part of the plot is fictional, in order to facilitate reading, the first-person narration is adopted, aiming to spread positive energy, please read rationally"
Konishi and I got married when I was 25 years old.
That year, I had just ended a relationship and was physically and mentally exhausted, so I went to a mountain village near my place of work on the recommendation of a friend.
Spring returns to the earth, everything awakens, new sprouts emerge from the grass and trees, the air seems to be permeated with a fragrance of grass and trees, which makes people feel refreshed and happy, passing by the river by chance, the flowing water is clustered, the bottom is clear, a few small fish play with each other, this situation and this scene, dispell the haze of my days.
I found a stone and sat down, and then I took out my sketchbook and tried to record the beauty.
I like to paint in a notebook since I was a child, but unfortunately my family was poor since I was a child, and I didn't have the family conditions to receive professional training.
Just as I was fascinated by the painting, I suddenly heard a sobbing sound behind me.
I put down the paintbrush in my hand and turned my head to see that not far from me, there was a girl sitting on a stone and crying.
I wasn't a nosy person, but when I saw her, I suddenly thought of my former self, and I used to cry helplessly like her.
So, I took the initiative to approach her and wondered why she was crying so sadly and if she was experiencing any difficulties.
When she saw my approach, her eyes were a little more vigilant, and when she saw the sketchbook in my hand, she apologized to me awkwardly, "Sister, I'm sorry, I bothered you to draw."
Her tears were not dry, her eyes were red, like a wounded rabbit, and I couldn't help but feel a little more sorry for her.
I shook my head, "It's fine".
She gave me another embarrassed look and was ready to leave.
I stopped her, "If there is anything unhappy, you might as well share it with me, hold it in your heart, be careful to hold back your illness, we will also be on the same side, I will keep it secret for you"
She paused for a while, and suddenly threw herself into my arms, "Sister, I really hate it, why do my parents treat me like this, obviously my grades are so good, they don't want me to go to school anymore, they want me to go out to work, I really like to study, I want to go to university, I don't want to give up"
At this point, I knew she needed to vent, so I could only pat her shoulder again and again to comfort her.
The girl cried for a while before she calmed down and began to share her story with me.
The girl's nickname is Konishi, obviously, she was born in a patriarchal family, she is the eldest in the family, and there is a younger brother below, Konishi has been sensible and obedient since she was a child, with excellent grades, but she has never been treated fairly by her parents.
Originally, her parents didn't want her to go to school after she finished junior high school, but then she cried and begged, and under the reconciliation of the villagers and her parents, she stumbled into the third year of high school.
Konishi pleaded with all the time, but he still didn't get his parents' heart.
Looking at her sad and sad appearance now, I thought of my former self, who I was at the beginning, and her current situation is so similar.
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I'm the same as Xiaoxi, I'm the eldest in the family, and I have a younger brother who is 6 years younger than me, my parents have favored my younger brother since I was a child, and I love my younger brother as their own eyeballs, and I'm like a child picked up, and I haven't been valued by my parents since I was a child.
I was finally admitted to university, but I was asked to drop out of school to work to support my younger brother, and I was unwilling to quarrel with my parents.
However, I didn't have the upper hand, and I was scarred, and it was only after a relative agreed to borrow money for my tuition and living expenses that I had the opportunity to go to university.
After graduating from university, I quickly got my dream job, although it was a little stressful, but I also changed my fate through my own efforts, and I now have all this, thanks to the help of my relatives, although I have already paid off the money he lent me, but I will never forget his kindness in the snow.
Now Xiaoxi's situation is not much different from me at the beginning, but I met a kind-hearted person, and she, if she hadn't met a kind-hearted person, her future might have been ruined.
I thought about it for a while, and then I proposed that I want to go to Konishi's house to ask for a glass of water.
As simple as her, she quickly led me to her house.
Sure enough, as she said, the entire wall of her bedroom is pasted with her awards from childhood to adulthood, as well as the report card of every monthly exam after junior high and high school, she is indeed a very good girl.
Her simple desk is stacked with a thick stack of books from elementary school to junior high school.
What's more, we love books by the same author.
I think God wants me to help Konishi.
So Konishi and I offered to sponsor her to go to college, and she was stunned when she heard it.
After a long while, she spoke, "Sister, are you telling the truth?" The surprise in her eyes was palpable.
I nodded, and she immediately hugged me excitedly, "Sister, thank you, I will repay you well in the future"
I patted her on the shoulder and replied, "As long as you can get into a good university and find a good job in the future, it will be the best reward for me."
As for why I sponsored Xiaoxi, I probably think that the two of us have the same disease, we are also not valued by our parents, and we also want to go to college, and her grades are really good, I don't want her life to leave regrets, perhaps, this college entrance examination will become a watershed that changes her fate.
I really didn't read the wrong person, Konishi did well in the college entrance examination and was admitted to a 211 university in the north.
She shared the good news with me as soon as she received the acceptance letter and gave me a thank-you card that she had made herself.
At that time, when I received this greeting card in my hometown, I couldn't say how excited I was.
The handwriting on the greeting card is upright and powerful, just like her person, forever alive.
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After Konishi entered university, he immediately applied for a work-study program at the school, and later, with the help of his senior sister, he found a part-time job as a waiter in a bubble tea shop, which I never expected.
When I asked about it, Xiaoxi replied a little embarrassed, "Sister, it's not easy for you to make money, I want to reduce the burden on you."
Think about my parents, every time they reach out to me to ask for money, as little as a few thousand, as much as tens of thousands, never think that it is not easy for me to make money, this kind of flesh and blood family is not as good as an outsider who has only one side with me.
I thought that young people nowadays are very face-saving, so I asked again, "Xiaoxi, you are a work-study and a waiter, aren't you afraid that your classmates will lose face when they see it?" ”
Xiaoxi said, "Sister, making money and being independent is just a thing that makes me very proud, and it is not a shame to talk about whether it is shameful or not, and those classmates who spend their family's money and do not study seriously and eat and drink a lot should be ashamed."
I have to say that Xiaoxi's words make me very satisfied, today's college students, there are very few who can put down their children, Xiaoxi can have this awareness, let me feel that I am not wrong, and now I am glad that I decided to fund Xiaoxi in the first place.
After graduating from university, Konishi worked in her major, majoring in computer science, and was the only girl in her class.
In the past, she still sighed with me, as if she was out of place in the class, and boys didn't think that her IQ could achieve something in this major.
However, it is also true that in terms of logical reasoning ability, girls are far less capable of computers than boys.
But I just appreciate Xiaoxi's attitude of becoming more and more frustrated, the more you look down on me, I have to prove to you that I can do it.
It's like when I begged my parents to let me continue studying, but my father looked at me with a condescending attitude, as if it was a joke that I wanted to go to college, because he looked down on me in his bones, and thought that it was useless for me to read so much as a girl.
So, after I went to university, I worked very hard, and I got a four-year scholarship for it.
After graduating from university, I worked harder than anyone else, especially during the probationary period, I worked overtime twice in three days, and I had to charge for two hours after returning from work at nine o'clock, although I was a little tired, but my efforts also paid off.
I also proved to my parents that their daughter, whom they despise, is not much better than their worthless son.
Now, seeing Xiaoxi's tenacity of not admitting defeat, I think of me at the beginning.
I think this is the fate that God arranged for us, which made me meet Konishi and made me the person who could help her go to college.
After graduating from university, she lived up to my expectations and was successfully accepted by a well-known company.
I was very happy for her, and after receiving the acceptance letter, Konishi said that she wanted to come to the city where I worked to thank me in person.
But I hesitated.
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We hadn't seen each other since we first met, and she didn't know that the city where I worked was actually close to her hometown.
Today, the cities we both work in are more than 1,000 miles apart.
I'm a person who likes to be alone and hates socializing, unless I don't need to socialize at work.
I was able to contact Konishi on the Internet for four years before, in addition to funding, I also wanted to be a guide for Konishi in a responsible attitude.
Now that she has a job and I'm retired, I don't think there's any need to keep in touch with each other.
I told Konishi about my plans, and she was very disappointed, and then she took the initiative to find me a few times, but I didn't reply.
Now that we have plans not to disturb each other, there is no need to be confused.
However, I didn't block Xiaoxi's contact information, and I also learned about her living status from her circle of friends from time to time.
Maybe it's her hard work that gave her the capital to be frank all the way, she began to get promoted and raised less than a year after graduating from college, and the next few years were also smooth sailing, the future is limitless, and she has a boyfriend who loves each other, which can be described as a double harvest of career and love.
On the other hand, I played a good hand of cards to the brim.
When I was 35 years old, I encountered the biggest change in my life, my husband got along with me outside and filed for divorce.
And I was at the watershed moment of 35 years old, because I had been a full-time mother for a few years, and I had been abandoned by the workplace.
In the month after my divorce from my husband, I was busy picking up and dropping off my children and looking for a job during the day, and I was physically and mentally exhausted, and in the middle of the night, I could only hide under the quilt and cry alone.
I used to be abandoned and burdened by my original family, it was my husband who gave me love and security, I thought my life was redeemed, when there was a conflict between career and family, I gave up my career and chose to return to the family under my husband's sweet words.
Now that I think about it, a man's sentence "I raise you" is the most powerful poison that pierces the intestines, and I was stupid to believe it, but now, the career is gone, the family is gone, and now all that is left is a house with a mortgage and a daughter.
Maybe it was my husband's betrayal that made me heartbroken, and I was under pressure to find a job and repeatedly hit a wall, and I never spoke softly to my children, because my daughter didn't do something well, I scolded her hysterically.
After the incident, I regretted it again, what is wrong with the child, she has lost her father, she is already very pitiful, why should I scold her?
In a trance, I felt as if something was wrong with my spirit, I had no motivation to find a job, I was listless all day, I had insomnia all night long, and although I tried to try to climb out of this quagmire, every time I tried to take a step forward, there were always countless obstacles to make me take a step back.
I just want to hide in my turtle shell every day, and I even have a terrible year, I want to disappear into this world, but the concern for my daughter makes me a little more hesitant.
Until Konishi's appearance dispelled the darkness in front of me and became my true salvation.
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I never imagined that Konishi and I would meet in this way after many years.
It was Saturday, and when I was unkempt and went outside to take out the trash, I bumped into Konishi on the way into the elevator.
"Sister, I'm Konishi," she shouted excitedly, holding my hand.
I smiled reluctantly, "What a coincidence, why are you here?"
The years are really a pig-killing knife, some people are becoming more mature and attractive, and I, after a few years of full-time life, have all traces of life on my face.
"Sister, I came here to look for you on purpose" Maybe I haven't seen you for so many years, Xiaoxi looks a little cramped.
Hearing this, I was a little surprised in my heart, after all, she was a guest, so I still invited her into the door.
Seeing my daughter Jiajia and Xiaoxi's familiar greetings, I realized that it was Xiaoxi who peeked at my mobile phone and secretly contacted Xiaoxi.
I used to tell my daughter the story of Xiaoxi, and she also knew that there was such a person, but I didn't expect this child to be ghostly, and he secretly contacted her, and I laughed for a while.
In 6 years, Xiaoxi has gone from an ordinary employee of the company to the position of department manager, and the young girl who once sat on the stone and cried secretly can finally take charge in the workplace.
I have to sigh that the fate of people is indeed changing rapidly, I used to shine in the workplace, but now, life is dark.
Maybe it's because I haven't been in touch for too many years, and I have a little more rustiness between me and Konishi, and Konishi deliberately talked about her going to college, which made me feel a lot better.
Xiaoxi didn't leave in a hurry, she stayed in a hotel near my home in the name of traveling in my city.
At that time, the weather was relatively cold, and I didn't really like to go out in such cold weather, but Konishi invited me out for a run early in the morning, after all, it was once an acquaintance, and I couldn't refuse.
Xiaoxi told me about her family, saying that she fell out with her family after graduation, and rarely went back to her hometown after that, and later talked about work, once she was new to the workplace, and she also encountered her boss who gave her small shoes, as well as the bullying of old employees, but she still survived step by step, and now she can reach this height, but it is also exchanged for countless hard work and tears.
I have only seen her glamorous in the circle of friends, thinking that she has always been smooth, but I didn't expect her to suffer so much silently alone.
Xiaoxi said, "Sister, people will always experience a little ups and downs in their lives, but gritted their teeth and passed, although they encountered difficulties temporarily, but you still have me, and Jiajia, we will support you silently behind your back"
Konishi said it very emotionally, and I was moved to tears.
Originally, I was a very homely, since I became a full-time mother, I have no social circle, every day in addition to taking care of children, housework is to read, and then I was betrayed by my ex-husband, I feel that my sky has fallen, my belief in feelings has also fallen apart, I am depressed and inferior, and even have the idea of suicide, it is the appearance of Xiaoxi, which brings sunshine to my dark life.
Isn't her appearance a kind of redemption for me?
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Konishi stayed in my city for almost a month.
She accompanies me every day to cook food, pick up and drop off children, and accompany me out for a walk, shopping, and also took me to see a psychiatrist, after a doctor's examination, I do have a tendency to anxiety and depression, the doctor prescribed me some soothing medicine, saying that the problem is not a big problem, but I still have to learn to self-regulate, in order to completely return to normal.
Xiaoxi also reviewed some things in the workplace with me every day, helped me revise my resume, accompanied me to find a job, helped me regain my confidence, and when I finally received the acceptance letter, she was even happier than me.
When Xiaoxi left, she also left me a sum of money, she said, "Sister, I have never dared to forget the kindness you have funded me for four years, and now you are in trouble, this should be a little heart I give you, take your time at work, don't be in a hurry about the mortgage, there are always more ways than difficulties, I believe that you have experienced these ups and downs, and will soon usher in a gorgeous rainbow"
I held her hand, and I was unable to say a lot of words of gratitude.
Xiaoxi gave me a hug, "Sister, in my heart, you are not only my benefactor, but also my sister, if you have difficulties in the future, remember to find me, I will always support you"
Looking at her departing back, the corners of my eyes moistened.
Through this incident, I also believed in fate again.
Life is a twist and turn, and those you have helped will also help you when you need it, adding a ray of brilliance to your dark life.
The one who suffered from marital betrayal, depression, depression and even despair, I also found real redemption with the help of Konishi.
After going through countless ups and downs, I have now become confident and optimistic, and I have a world of my own in the workplace, I think this is probably my "new life".