Li Rong said that in his previous life, Li Chuan's heart was closed with a fierce beast. But it was not only Li Chuan who had a fierce beast in his heart, but also Li Rong himself.
The beast in Li Chuan's heart has disappeared with the passing of her previous life, but the beast in her heart has been reborn with her to this life.
01
Li Rong has been looking for evidence that Pei Wenxuan loves her.
"Confession in the rain" Pei Wenxuan's hint is so obvious, he said that only by untying the knot in the previous life can they be better in this life......
She was keenly aware of his extraneous voice, but she didn't dare to fill in the words by herself, she asked Pei Wenxuan what was better, Pei Wenxuan said, cooperate.
Pei Wenxuan said, "You can give up your right not to build an inspectorate, or even ignore His Royal Highness the Prince, so that you are still my wife and Princess Pingle......"
Pei Wenxuan's words were full of words, but Li Rong only heard that sentence in her ears, if she didn't have anything, she would still be his wife......
She was afraid that she had misheard, and she repeatedly asked, if I have nothing, am I or yours what?
When something happened to the Qin family, Pei Wenxuan said that he was willing to cover for Li Rong, and he said that whether it was as her husband or as her ally, he would not abandon her.
She looked at Pei Wenxuan who was so sincere, she was shaken, she began to doubt her feelings for Pei Wenxuan, and began to re-examine her feelings for Pei Wenxuan.
But every time she wavered, a voice would appear in her heart, telling her that she should not invest too much anymore, that she should not repeat the mistakes of the past.
So, after Li Rong brainwashed herself again and again and denied their feelings again and again, finally, she hid her emotions in her heart again and regarded Pei Wenxuan as an ally.
02
The Qin family was framed, and she hoped that Pei Wenxuan could go to Huangping County for her, and she said that only he could feel at ease if he went.
When the news of Pei Wenxuan's fall off the cliff came, the panic in her heart couldn't be suppressed at all, she had never said anything serious to Jinglan, because Jinglan said that the horse would not come back, so she wanted to drive her out of the princess's mansion angrily.
She changed into plain clothes, began to write Pei Wenxuan's name, began to write letters to Pei Wenxuan, and even hallucinated, feeling that he was still by her side.
She has always taken care of Su Rongqing, but after hearing the news of Pei Wenxuan's return, she directly put Su Rongqing aside, and no longer had the mind to deal with him.
In fact, unconsciously, she had already taken Pei Wenxuan to heart, but she couldn't pass this level in her heart.
Pei Wenxuan's name was written on one piece of paper after another, and she cried with joy when she knew that he was safe, and she couldn't help but feel sorry when she heard him under the tower, these are all proofs of her heartbeat.
thought that Pei Wenxuan's trip to Huangping County was enough for her to see her heart clearly, and enough for her to know what she cared about Pei Wenxuan.
Unexpectedly, after Pei Wenxuan came back safely, she once again hid her emotions and closed herself.
03
At first, I didn't understand, why Pei Wenxuan said so many times to Li Rong, he liked her, but she still didn't believe it? In fact, it's not that she doesn't believe it, but she doesn't dare to believe that Pei Wenxuan in her previous life hurt her too badly.
After confessing in the rain, Li Rong once seriously thought about her relationship with Pei Wenxuan, and she felt Pei Wenxuan's heart for her, but whenever she wanted to believe, a voice would appear in her heart.
She said, "A person will not be reborn overnight, those thoughts and words can only represent him before." It doesn't represent him later, is she going to hand herself over again for his whim?
Li Rong in her previous life really wanted to live with Pei Wenxuan, but when she handed herself over, she found that Pei Wenxuan had another person in her heart.
She thought about asking Pei Wenxuan to give her an explanation and make a decision, but Pei Wenxuan said that they were childhood sweethearts, he couldn't let go of Qin Zhenzhen, and if he couldn't let go of Qin Zhenzhen, he would let go of her.
She quarreled with Pei Wenxuan, and quarreled with Pei Wenxuan, but in exchange, Li Rong, I never want to have an intersection with you again in my life, and from then on, we will go our separate ways.
04
Pei Wenxuan said that she should not trample on her feelings so much, and should respect his like, but her feelings have also been trampled on, and her likes have not been respected.
In the original work, Li Rong's sentence "It's not only your feelings that have been trampled on, and it's not that you alone feel pitiful" tore the scars of Li Rong's previous life in front of people again.
In her previous life, why didn't Pei Wenxuan trample on her love?
She really didn't dare to accept Pei Wenxuan's feelings, but she didn't accept his feelings, not because she didn't love him, nor because she wanted to trample on his feelings, but Li Rong felt that as long as she didn't have it, she wouldn't lose it.
Before, the queen said, "In the palace, the so-called love will not exist", Li Rong didn't believe this sentence, because she met Pei Wenxuan, but later, she believed it, because she met Pei Wenxuan.
05
Pei Wenxuan has never understood why Li Rong is so dislike love?
In fact, it's not that she doesn't like it, but that Li Rong has always had a fierce beast living in her heart, and whenever she wants to believe in love, that fierce beast will appear and tell her that she can't repeat the mistakes of the past.