I have been with Gao Yujie for seven years.
For him, I gave up my Ph.D. place, and saved money to work part-time for him to study for a PhD.
But he cheated on the professor's daughter, Song Xiyue.
When I received his breakup text, I was standing on the side of the road looking at the stroller in the window.
The text messages distracted me and I didn't notice the car behind me.
I fell to the ground with my hands on my lower abdomen, red blood soaking my dress.
Three years later, Gao Yujie knelt in front of me and begged me to let him go.
I kicked his hand away.
"Gao Yujie, what you owe me, you have to pay it back."
1
During the Mid-Autumn Festival, the entrance of the city's most upscale five-star hotel is a huge poster of today's wedding couple.
The woman is Song Xiyue, the only daughter of Professor Song, director of the Municipal Institute of Scientific Information, and the man is Gao Yujie, Professor Song's protégé.
People passing by couldn't help but sigh: "What a talented woman, what a pair of beautiful women."
I stood in front of the poster and watched silently for a moment, then followed the crowd into the hotel.
The wedding hall was full of guests, the groom was following Professor Song to communicate with the guests, and the bride was nowhere to be seen, presumably touching up her makeup backstage, preparing for the wedding ceremony.
I straightened up my professional outfit and walked to the computer next to the projection.
"I'm a staff member of the hotel, and Miss Song said that the wedding video will be changed a bit, so let you put this new one later."
The young girl across from me looked at the tablet card on my chest and took the USB stick I handed over.
I watched quietly as she copied the video to the computer, turned away, and found a corner where no one was around, waiting for the show to begin.
As the wedding march plays, the bride makes a gorgeous appearance.
When exchanging oaths, Song Xiyue was moved to tears by Gao Yujie, crying so much that pear blossoms brought rain, and I felt pity.
I couldn't help but sneer in my heart, Gao Yujie is indeed pleasing to women.
Song Xiyue has only been in love with him for just one year after returning to China, and today I will let her see what she loves.
"Let's watch a video together to see how this talented couple fell in love."
The hall erupted in applause and cheers, and my heart began to beat faster, and for this moment, I had been waiting for three months.
The photos of Gao Yujie and Song Xiyue began to play on the big screen, but after only a dozen seconds, the picture changed abruptly.
"He Song Maolin is TM something, the director of his research institute didn't spend money to buy it, and when I develop in the future, he doesn't deserve to lift my shoes."
"And Song Xiyue, who is a spoiled slut, pretends to be ice and jade on the surface, but in fact she is not still a slut, how many men have slept with her, what qualifications do you have to yell at me a day, and kick her when I have had enough."
The hotel lobby of hundreds of people was unusually quiet at the moment, and only Gao Yujie's rude insults echoed loudly throughout the hall.
Professor Song looked at the screen dumbfounded, trembling with anger.
"Smack".
A crisp slap was slapped on Gao Yujie's face, and the beautiful bride turned around and ran away, with tears on her face that had just moved.
It's just me, my ex-girlfriend who has been with Gao Yujie for seven years, staring closely at his embarrassed and hasty appearance.
I swore to myself: everything has just begun.
2
Seven years ago, Gao Yujie and I met on the university debate team.
He's on the right, I'm on the tail, and that time, I won his game, and he won my heart.
Gao Yujie was my first love, at that time, I was simple, love-minded, and I was dizzy by his sweet words, and I was tired of being with him every day, and I felt that 24 hours a day was not enough.
After graduating from my bachelor's degree, my parents wanted to send me abroad, I was a little hesitant, Gao Yujie persuaded me: "Xiaoqiu, I don't worry about you going abroad alone, it is chaotic and dangerous abroad, I will feel distressed if you go out alone."
As soon as I thought that I couldn't be with Gao Yujie every day, I gave up my plan to go abroad.
Later, I don't know when our relationship gradually changed, Gao Yujie no longer spoke sweetly, but belittled me and suppressed me everywhere.
"Ding Lengqiu, it's your blessing that you can find a boyfriend like me, no one wants to look for you except me."
When I graduated from graduate school, my supervisor recommended me to continue my Ph.D. studies, but Professor Song only accepted one Ph.D., and Gao Yujie begged me to give him the quota.
"Xiaoqiu, I'm too tired to do academics, I don't want you to work so hard. After two years, when I graduate and make money, I will marry you and go home, so that you can enjoy peace of mind at home."
That's it, he slapped me and gave me a candy, which made me believe him again, I gave up my doctorate place, found a job to earn money to support my family, and looked forward to his doctorate graduation and marriage to him.
However, his ambitions are getting bigger and bigger, he wants fame and profit, but I, who has an ordinary family background, can't give him either.
Finally, his chance came.
Professor Song's daughter, Song Xiyue, returned from studying in the United Kingdom and met Gao Yujie.
He pursued her as he pursued me at the beginning, with clever words, low and low, holding Song Xiyue high in his hands.
Soon, Song Xiyue fell.
They were dating behind my back, and soon it was time to talk about marriage, and it was time for me to be kicked out.
[Ding Lengqiu, let's break up, I'm in love with Xiyue. 】
You will find a better man than me. 】
When I received Gao Yujie's news, I had just finished having my blood drawn from the hospital, and the test results clearly showed that I was three months pregnant.
I was so excited about this little life that I couldn't help but stop by the shop on the street to look at the stroller in the window.
This brand is a bit expensive, and Yujie needs money to study for a doctorate now, so it is estimated that he can only look at it.
At this moment, I received a text message from Gao Yujie.
I've read it several times, and I know every word, but I don't understand what they mean when they come together.
I know Professor Song, Yujie took me to dinner with him a few times, but Song Xiyue, I only know that she is Professor Song's daughter.
How could Yujie be with her?
There was a car honking its horn in the back, and by the time I could react and look back, it was too late.
Before I fainted, I saw a lot of blood flowing from under me, blooming into red dahlias on my white dress.
3
By the time I woke up, I was already lying in the hospital.
The pain in my lower abdomen made me gradually wake up, and I pulled the nurse next to me.
"How's my child?"
She was expressionless, and she didn't even look at me.
"You'll ask the doctor in a moment."
"Leng Qiu, don't sit up, it's not conducive to recovery."
I tried to make out the doctor who had just walked in, his voice was unfamiliar and familiar.
When he approached, I recognized it as my college classmate Lu Chen.
Lu Chen told me that the child was not saved, but there was basically no major problem with my body.
"Is it Gao Yujie's?"
I nodded.
"What about the others?"
Maybe it was because the child was gone that made my heart ache, maybe it was because I was humiliated by being broken up, and after hearing Lu Chen ask this sentence, tears flowed down uncontrollably.
In the evening, Lu Chen came to bring me food.
"I'll show you something."
Lu Chen turned on his computer and played a video.
The video is a dance I performed a few years ago when I attended a school arts festival evening.
On that day, I was wearing Dai costumes and performing the best peacock dance.
"You know, you danced this dance and became the goddess of all the boys in the department?"
Lu Chen's words evoked my memories.
I learned to dance at the age of five, performed on stage at the age of ten, and won numerous awards before I was twenty.
When I danced, I was wanton and free, but later Gao Yujie said that he didn't like me to perform in public and hated the way other men looked at me.
So I gave up my hobby for him, how could I forget this?
"Leng Qiu, you were really beautiful and confident when you were in college, and you can always attract the attention of others unconsciously."
"I was one of your admirers."
His tone was relaxed, but his eyes were hot.
I avoided his hopeful gaze.
"That was before, and now, old."
"Old? I think you were ruined by Gao Yujie."
"Don't you think you've lived as his shadow?"
Lu Chen's words were like an electric current running through my body, stimulating my brain.
Shadow? Yes, for the sake of Gao Yujie, I gave up myself, everything was based on him, and I let him parasitize on me.
I gave everything for him, humbled myself to the dust, and forgot that I was once a lady of heaven.
Being his woman outside, being his nanny at home, taking care of everything for him, and stupidly looking forward to waiting for him to graduate and marry me.
But now, he abandoned me like a rag of clothing, leaving me with nothing but a hollow shell.
"Leng Qiu, you shouldn't be like this. Someone who truly loves you won't let you be like that."
Yes, I shouldn't be like that, when a relationship becomes shackles and confinement, it's time to give up.
And what Gao Yujie owes me should also be repaid.
4
A week after I was discharged from the hospital, I took time off work to rest at home.
Unexpectedly, Gao Yujie took the initiative to find the door, you must know that no matter how I called him or sent a message in the first few days of the accident, he resolutely refused to reply.
As soon as I opened the door, I smelled a strong smell of alcohol, and in broad daylight, Gao Yujie didn't know how much wine he drank.
"Xiaoqiu, I was wrong, let's talk."
I ignored him and was about to close the door when I suddenly saw the suitcase dragging behind him.
In the days when I was hospitalized, Gao Yujie had moved all his things silently, and now what is the trouble.
I decided to let him in, after all, there was what I wanted.
From the moment I entered the door, Gao Yujie seemed to have forgotten that he had broken up with me.
He chattered and complained, saying how difficult it was for him, Professor Song was strict, his thesis always failed, and he looked down on him, feeling that he was not worthy of his daughter.
Song Xiyue was willful, she lost her temper at every turn, and she had a big fight with him today because of where to eat.
I listened to it for a long time and summed it up: this son-in-law is not good.
Suddenly, I had an idea, quietly turned on my phone's camera, and recorded everything.
In Gao Yujie's eyes, I am still the hard-working Ding Lengqiu who always trusts and relies on him.
"Xiaoqiu, it's still hello, gentle and considerate, in fact, I still love you."
"Song Xiyue and I are just playing on the spot, and when I gain a firm foothold in the research institute, I will break up with her, Xiaoqiu, you wait for me again."
"I'm all for our future now, if you believe me, I will definitely marry you."
Look, what a heartfelt speech, what a well-dressed beast.
He added such a high-sounding reason for his infidelity.
I also have to thank him for his dedication to our family, and for his compromise.
I believe that there are not many such men in the world.
Gao Yujie is still chattering, I'm a little impatient, since we broke up, I don't need to be his emotional trash can anymore.
However, Gao Yujie didn't drink well, and soon he fell asleep after venting his emotions.
Just in time to give me the opportunity, I opened his suitcase and rummaged through it.
It's a pity that maybe he was kicked out by Song Xiyue today suddenly, and he didn't bring a computer.
But it doesn't matter, he always carries it with him, and I always have a chance to get his secrets.
Less than a month after Gao Yujie broke into my house, I swiped his wedding invitation in the circle of friends.
He woke up that day and left without looking back, as if he had forgotten his oath to me, and had forgotten what he had said drunkenly.
What about drunken talk? After drinking, he spit out the truth, and his sincere words to Professor Song and Song Xiyue were all recorded by me.
Now that he's getting married, can my ex-girlfriend not give a big gift?
I used the trumpet to follow Song Xiyue's social software.
I would also like to thank Miss Song for posting the details of her wedding on it in every detail.
That's how I learned that she was going to play a video of her and Gao Yujie's love at the wedding.
Show affection and die quickly, but unfortunately Song Xiyue doesn't understand this truth.
Gao Yujie's wedding gift is only the first step, and then I want Gao Yujie to taste the taste of betrayal little by little.
Because of the video I played at the wedding, the marriage between Gao Yujie and the Song family was completely cold.
I know that he must hate me now, hate me for ruining his climb to the top.
But I still have more secrets about him, and we're not done yet.
After the Mid-Autumn Festival wedding banquet, it is said that Gao Yujie was looking for me everywhere.
And I rented a house in the community where Lu Chen lived, moved, and changed my mobile phone number.
Two weeks later, the time was almost up, and I appeared in front of him in a way that Gao Yujie never thought of.
5
Mid-October is Gao Yujie's mother's birthday.
Every year at this time of year, I accompany him to his mother's birthday, how can this year be an exception?
Gao Yujie must be on guard against me now, but to his mother, he is still somewhat filial.
Early in the morning, I came to Gao Yujie's mother's house with carefully prepared gifts.
Before she could speak, I took out two hospital checklists.
One is a blood draw report with the date modified by me, and the other is a B-ultrasound report provided to me by Lu Chen.
They all say one thing: I'm pregnant.
"Auntie, as you know for so many years, my mind is on Yujie. I was also forced to have no choice but to ruin his wedding with Miss Song."
"Auntie, no matter what, the child is innocent, and he can't be born without a father."
"The child is already three months old, Auntie, I know that you have always wanted to hold your grandson, even if Yujie and I really can't be together in the end, this child will always be your grandson."
I cried heartbreakingly, moving the heavens and the earth, and Gao Yujie's mother's expression changed and changed.
From the anger at the beginning, to the surprise later, now it is a little unbearable.
If Gao Yujie pursues fame and fortune, then what his mother wants is a grandson.
Gao Yujie is a single-parent family, he was raised by his mother alone since he was a child, and now that he is older, she is always envious when she sees that her relatives and friends have become grandmothers and grandmothers.
However, his mother also said that we must have children before we can get married, in case I can't have children.
Gao Yujie listened to the fuck, and he kept using this as an excuse not to marry me.
Sure enough, when I heard that I was pregnant, my fucking attitude changed qualitatively.
When Gao Yujie came home, I was making chicken soup with his mother, as if nothing had happened.
"Ding Lengqiu, you still dare to come to my house, I didn't expect you to be such a vicious woman."
"Don't say Leng Qiu, it's you who are sorry for her first."
My performance worked, and Gao Yujie still helped me speak.
"And you're going to be a father."
Gao Yujie looked shocked and turned his head to stare at me.
I smiled coquettishly and handed the report card over.
"The last time you came to me."
Gao Yujie was drunk that day, and went to sleep after venting his dissatisfaction with the Song family's father and daughter.
From what I know about him, he will break up after drinking, and he will not remember whether he has done it or not.
And I acted in such a play, just for one thing, that is, Gao Yujie's computer.
I didn't find it in his suitcase last time, but this time, I scanned his hand seemingly casually, and he brought it.
After eating, I took the initiative to go to the kitchen to wash the dishes and asked Gao Yujie to go out for a walk with his mother.
During this time, I found everything I was looking for in my computer, and even made unexpected discoveries.
As he was leaving, he asked me, "Are you really pregnant?"
"Yes, but you don't have to worry, I will raise the child myself after birth, and I will never pester you."
Now that I've got what I want, I don't want to have anything to do with him for the time being.
Gao Yujie doesn't understand, how my attitude before and after has changed so much.
But it doesn't matter to him whether I'm pregnant or not, because he doesn't want to reconcile with me right now.
People who have tasted the delicacies of the mountains and seas, how can they be willing to eat back the porridge and side dishes?
Gao Yujie has already tasted fame and fortune, and he will never give up.
The wedding accident with Song Xiyue caused a stir in their academic circle, and this time Gao Yujie changed his target and caught up with an innocent and innocent schoolgirl, who was the daughter of the CEO of a technology company.
After hearing the news, I couldn't help but sigh: Gao Yujie is determined to eat soft rice to the end.
6
I don't know if it's because the new eldest lady is still not good at serving, Gao Yujie blocked me on the way to get off work again.
He said that for the sake of each other's future, he hopes to make it clear and get together and disperse.
It's impossible to get along with us now, but I don't want to be in a mess with him on the street.
When I got to the café, he ordered an oatmeal latte for me.
"This is your favorite, I specially ordered the decaf one, and pregnant women can also drink it."
I gritted my teeth and held back the sourness that welled up in my heart.
After all, he has been with Gao Yujie for seven years, and his initial relationship can be regarded as sincere, and he was so careful and considerate before.