Micro novel|Half a lifetime of regret drawn out by buns

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On this day, Chunsheng sent off the last customers in the store and prepared to close the store for two days to visit a person, a woman who had been with him since he was 23 years old, but failed to accompany him to the end.

In those ten years, he was ignorant and ambitious, always hoping to make a lot of money. But they traveled to many cities, and he always worked for a while, then changed jobs, and never saved a penny.

She was frugal and saved her salary in addition to their necessary expenses.

He rarely gets his salary back, and he is always imaginatively investing in one business after another that he thinks will make a fortune.

One day, he met a fellow he knew many years ago on the street, and the fellow told him that it was the most profitable to open an online store now, saying that he had a way to help him, and asked him to prepare 60,000 yuan to build an online store.

He didn't have any money himself, but knew she did. So, he asked her to borrow it, saying that he would return the money he earned in the future.

She didn't say yes at first, saying that the money was for their wedding. persuaded him not to invest indiscriminately, after all, he was not familiar with his fellow countrymen.

He didn't listen to her advice, and had an awkward relationship with her, saying: "If his career is not successful, he will never get married." She had no choice but to compromise and give him the money.

After he gave the money to the fellow, the villager only gave him a symbolic online store with no income and then disappeared with his money.

This time, he was deceived into losing all his money.

When the landlord pointed at them and said that he would kick them out if he didn't pay the rent, she begged him to stop investing indiscriminately, go back to his hometown with her, and open a steamed bun shop in peace.

He was annoyed by being deceived, and poured wine into his mouth one bite after another. She advised him to drink less, and he listened even more irritating.

He shook her off, and she broke her hand and ignored it. Then, he said many harsh words to her without holding back. scolded her for being a mourning star, and always went home, which made his career unable to do it.

also said that she looked down on him and did not support him to start a business, and he would not have good luck with her. said that she should not look down on people, her 60,000, he would pay her back.

She listened to him vent his inner complaints through the strength of wine, and looked at the anger and boredom in his eyes, she wiped away her tears and asked him, "Do you think I look down on you?" Do you think all I care about is the 60,000 dollars? ”

He said, "Or not? Then why don't you want to give me money, and why do you keep urging me to go back to my hometown? I haven't broken out of the roll call yet, what is my MD marrying? ”

She asked him, "Is it that as long as you don't succeed in your career, you won't marry me?" ”

He glanced at her and didn't say "yes" or "no."

She said, "I see, let's break up!" ”

He didn't even think about it, so he replied to her with one word: "Okay". Then, getting up and packing his things, he left with his suitcase.

In a flash, more than ten years have passed. After he left her, he went to one city after another and did one job after another.

At the age of thirty-five, he began a blind date at the urging of his family. However, he looked at one after another, and he didn't see it.

It was one day in August, and he finally met a woman who had a good chat, and he was a fellow countryman, and the two made an appointment a few times, and they felt good.

When the woman asked him what he wanted to do in the end, he casually said: "Go back to your hometown and open a steamed bun shop."

The woman was stunned for a moment and said, "I don't plan to go back, I finally came out of my hometown, and I won't go back to drink porridge here." ”

At this time, he suddenly remembered the woman who left him, and she would comfort him every time he failed: "It's okay, I really can't do it, we can go home and open a steamed bun shop, and there is no problem with the family's life." ”

But now, in this city, there is no girl who does not dislike him for being poor and is willing to accompany him home to open a steamed bun shop.

The blind date he talked to stopped contacting him from that day, and he was not unhappy at all, but more determined to go home and open a steamed bun shop.

Finally, after more than ten years outside, he returned to the small county town alone and opened a steamed bun shop.

At first, his steamed bun shop did not do well, but this time he persevered and did not give up halfway.

A year has passed, and his steamed bun shop has more and more repeat customers, and his reputation is getting better and better, and some people praise his buns for their good looks.

He thought of the woman who asked him to open a steamed bun shop, because he learned to make steamed buns, and it was all her tireless teaching.

Every time, when he wrapped it a few times, it didn't look too ugly or it didn't fit well, she would smile and encourage him: "Don't worry, it's like this at the beginning." This is a journeyman, and if there are more packages, it will look good. ”

With her encouragement, he finally learned to make steamed buns, and he also made beautiful buns.

Now, he's been out for a week, and he's hit a wall everywhere. I also tried a lot of industries, and found that I had no talent for business, so I wasted a lot of time, not to mention, and lost the girl who was wholeheartedly.

In the past few years, his steamed bun shop has not only allowed him to support himself, but also to help his family and make his parents' life worry-free.

No, he thought about going to see her, and by the way, he gave her 60,000 yuan, after all, this was also the money she had saved with great difficulty.

He followed the route he remembered to her parents' house. However, when he followed her mother into the house, he did not see her, but saw a black-and-white photograph of her smiling at him on the wall.

I was stunned for a moment, how could it be, I haven't seen her for more than ten years, how could she be gone? She's only in her thirties!

Her mother wiped her tears and said to him, "I don't know what she went through outside, and she has been depressed since she came back, and she doesn't look for a boyfriend." As soon as we urged her, she shed tears. Five years ago, I left to save a child who was playing on the road. ”

Listening to her mother's words, his eyes were red, and his heart ached.

He knew that it was his own complaints and disappointments that hurt her, and because of his departure, she was disheartened and never started a family again.

It was he who ruined this woman who loved life and was full of longing for the future. A heart-wrenching pain made him age several years at once.

Her mother asked him when he had met her daughter.

"I've known her for many years, and she's still the master who taught me how to make steamed buns," he said. Later, he left the 60,000 yuan he brought to her parents, telling them that she had lent him back then, and that he would pay her back now that he had the money.

When leaving, he left his phone number with the two old men, telling the old man to call him if he had something to do in the future, and that he and she were good friends, her parents, and his parents. With that, he staggered out of her house.

After he went back, he fell ill, and the dream was full of scenes where she taught him to make steamed buns with a smile.

She said, "Don't be sad, don't you see you're doing a good job now?" What I've always wanted to do, you've finally done it. I've said it a long time ago, you're the best, you've proven yourself. ”

When he awoke, he bowed deeply three times to the place where she had stood in his dream. He wanted her to see it, to see his gratitude, his nostalgia, and his guilt for her.

That morning, before four o'clock, he came to the steamed bun shop to make steamed buns by himself. Wrapped in a bag, tears fell on the buns, and he seemed to think of her again, the woman who taught him to make buns and wanted to open a bun shop with him for the rest of his life......