Who hasn't been a "guinea pig" a few times these days?
Don't laugh at me, I'm not talking about the cute little guy in the lab, but the real human experiment!
What? Aren't you saying it's just exchanging your life for money?
Oops, you're outdated!
Now this is a trendy "lying to earn" model, you can earn thousands of dollars in a few days, beautiful!
Please use your golden finger to make a fortune, like and take a walk, get rich forever, pay attention to the like, it is difficult to get rich if you don't want to
But wait for me to tell you about my personal experience, and you probably won't be able to laugh.
What made a post-00s girl embark on this road of no return of "selling her body"?
Listen to me tell you about that nightmarish experience, and I'm sure you'll be jaw-dropping.
To be honest, I, the "old driver", didn't expect to kick such a hard iron plate.
At first, I still looked like I was "familiar with the road", and I thought to myself, isn't this just the same as the first two times?
Lie down for a few days and take the money and leave, Meizizi!
Who would have thought that the effect of this medicine was simply open, and I was caught off guard.
After only two days of swallowing the pill, I began to stage the drama of "flying down 3,000 feet".
The vomiting was so dark that I felt like I was going to vomit all my internal organs.
The whole head is dizzy, as if riding a ten-ring roller coaster, and the world is spinning wildly.
Lying in bed at night, my eyes widened wider than staying up all night playing games.
Drowsiness? Inexistent! My eyelids felt like someone had stuck them with a 502.
My little heart began to beat "thump": the calf is over, I'm afraid I'm going to plant a big heel this time!
Those days were a living purgatory, and I felt like a lamb to the slaughter in my hospital bed.
Every time I saw the nurse coming over with a needle, I couldn't help but tremble, as if I saw Lord Yama asking for his life.
Oh my God, I'm just entering the mood for love, how did I make myself so virtuous?
The worst part was that my brain started to think uncontrollably.
What if there are irreversible side effects of this medicine?
Am I going to be the unlucky guy in the headlines who ends up with a lifelong disability because of a drug test?
My life has just begun, is this going to end like this?
This kind of worrying day is a hundred times more torturous than staying up late to catch up with the paper.
Finally, in the midst of years of waiting, I survived those long days.
The moment I got the money, I was not ecstatic, but I was so scared that I broke out in a cold sweat.
I swear in my heart that I won't do such a stupid thing if I am killed in this life!
But when I looked at the 9,000 yuan in my hand, I couldn't help but mutter.
If there is a next time, will I be able to resist the tempting smell of money?
Speaking of how I embarked on this "road of no return", I really have to start with my first "dedication".
At that time, I was a newcomer to college, and I was full of pink bubbles about the future.
It's a pity that my wallet is really not angry, it is like a shriveled gourd.
One day I stumbled upon a trial drug advertisement, which paid more than 10,000 yuan!
My eyes lit up as if I saw a mountain of gold beckoning to me.
Think about it, you can earn so much by lying down for a few days, isn't this the legendary lying earning?
I signed up without saying a word, thinking that now I could finally buy the limited edition bag of my dreams!
But the moment I actually stepped into the hospital, I realized that things were not as good as I imagined.
First of all, it was a bunch of tedious medical exams, and I almost thought I was participating in a beauty pageant.
Measuring height, measuring weight, taking blood samples, and checking medical history are even more detailed than the college entrance examination physical examination.
Then there was the endless blood draws, and my arm was almost pierced into a sieve!
Every time I saw a nurse coming with a needle, I couldn't help but want to run away.
The worst thing is that I have to obediently listen to the doctor, and I have to follow the rules for what I eat and drink.
I won't even be allowed to touch my favorite milk tea, it's torture!
I felt like a imprisoned guinea pig, battling cravings every day.
Although the process was very painful, when I got the 16,000 yuan, all the pain disappeared in an instant.
I was so excited that I was like a crazy person who had won the lottery and immediately showed off to my boyfriend.
Then go on a shopping spree to buy bags, clothes, and cosmetics, it's like spending money.
At that moment, I felt like I was a winner in life, standing at the top of the food chain!
But what I didn't expect was that this was just the beginning, the beginning of my gradual sinking.
This hard-won money was quickly squandered by me.
I began to wonder if I could do it again, wouldn't I be able to shop again?
And so I slowly fell into a terrible cycle, trying the medicine, buying and buying, trying the medicine, buying and buying.
Every time I tell myself it's the last time, but every time I see my wallet empty, I can't help but feel itchy.
To be honest, the conditions in my family are not bad, they are the level of ordinary people.
But I have a problem, that is, I love vanity, which really kills me.
Every time I see my classmates carrying designer bags and wearing trendy brands, I can't sit still.
My heart was sour, as if I had eaten a whole lemon.
I always felt that I couldn't lose, even if I was selling iron at home, I had to be glamorous in school.
The worst thing is that I'm still a star chaser, and it's crazy to chase it.
Once my male god was coming to a concert, I immediately became excited.
I was determined to go to the scene, even if I climbed, I had to climb to the first row!
But the ticket price is too high, it's like cutting leeks!
I couldn't save enough money for a long time to buy a ticket, and my heart was broken.
Seeing that my classmates had grabbed the tickets, I was as anxious as ants on a hot pot.
Swiping the news of ticket sellers all day long, I can't wait to stare at the phone screen with a hole.
That's when I saw the familiar trial drug advertisement again.
At that moment, I felt like I had two villains fighting in my head.
The sane villain said, "Don't be stupid, your body matters!" "
The wayward villain is shouting, "Go! This is the only chance to meet the male god! "
I knew it was risky, but the thought of seeing an idol with my own eyes shattered my sanity.
I said to myself that it would be the last time, and when I got the money, I would stop it and swear never to do it again.
As you know, I was once again on the path of drug testing.
The side effects this time were even bigger than the last time, and it almost killed me.
I threw up so much that I felt like I was going to vomit all my internal organs.
I couldn't sleep all night, and my eyes were bigger than staying up late to play games.
But I gritted my teeth and survived, because I knew that as long as I survived these few days, I would be able to go to the concert.
Every time I feel so uncomfortable that I want to give up, I imagine myself standing in the audience, staring at my idol.
This imagination gave me endless motivation to get through those painful days.
In retrospect, I was so stupid that I almost broke my body for the sake of momentary vanity.
But at that time, I felt that it was all worth it, as long as I could see idols, I was willing to suffer no matter how big the sin was.
After going through so much, I have to say that this way of "lying down to earn" is really terrible.
On the surface, it seems that you can make a lot of money by lying down for a few days, which is like pie in the sky!
But in reality we are joking with our bodies, playing Russia Roulette with the Grim Reaper.
Every time I test the medicine, it is like dancing on the edge of a cliff, and the stimulation is the stimulation, but it can be broken at any time.
I know that there are many college students like me who are willing to be "guinea pigs" in order to make quick money.
But have we ever wondered if this money is enough to cure a disease if something really goes wrong?
Will it make up for the health we have lost? Is it enough to soothe the pain in the hearts of parents?
Now every time I see an advertisement for a drug trial, I shudder, as if I saw the Lord of Yama who asked for his life.
I also often dream of myself lying in a hospital bed, surrounded by countless needles.
It felt even more terrifying than watching a horror movie, and I was in a cold sweat when I woke up.
I'm afraid this shadow will haunt me like a ghost for a long, long time.
I hope that through my experience, I can wake up to more young people.
Money is important, but health is even more priceless, and that's not a cliché.
Instead of taking the risk of testing the drug, it is better to find a part-time job or learn some skills.
The money earned in this way is truly ours, not mixed with the fear of unknown risks.
The last thing I want to say is that vanity really kills people, and that's not an exaggeration at all.
Is it worth it to use your body as a bargaining chip for a few famous brands for a concert?
We should learn to consume rationally, do what we can, and not be carried away by material desires.
After all, there is nothing more precious than health, which cannot be exchanged for money.
I hope that everyone can cherish their lives and not regret their lives for the sake of momentary vanity.
In the face of the tempting opportunity to "lie down and earn", we must learn to say "no", which is the real courage.
Let's cherish life together, cherish health, and take responsibility for our future.
Only in this way can we truly live a wonderful life and live a worthy life instead of becoming a slave to money.
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