My partner has an incurable disease.
In order for him to be treated, I chose to work in a club, which was limited to drinking with guests.
When I had saved up enough money for treatment, I asked the club to resign, only to meet him there unexpectedly.
The fact is that he is not sick, nor is he a poor person, but Jiang Jie, the son of a well-known rich family.
I couldn't help but spurt out a mouthful of blood as he rewarded my hard-earned money to another lady.
As I was leaving, I heard him taunt me: "Chu Xun? It's just a gamble, how could I fall in love with the same sex! ”
1.
I've been dating a boyfriend for two years.
Although he was not rich, he was very good-looking and had a deep affection for me.
If it weren't for poverty, maybe I wouldn't have been able to get married to him.
He, like me, is an orphan, and we support each other.
However, one day, he suddenly passed out.
After the hospital examination, the doctor informed me that he had leukemia.
This is undoubtedly a heavy blow to us.
He's still so young, I don't want to lose him.
I begged the doctor to treat him, and the doctor hesitated and said, "Actually, there is a special medicine that can save him, but it costs 1.2 million yuan for one injection." ”
1.2 million yuan? Even if we don't eat or drink, how long will it take us to save up?
Jiang Jie smiled bitterly and said, "Chu Xun, forget it, my life is not worth so much." ”
But I was determined to save him.
I work during the day and go to work at the White Horse Clubhouse at night without telling him, but I stick to the bottom line and never cross the line.
Finally, I saved enough 1.2 million yuan.
I immediately transferred the money to his account.
I thought I could breathe a sigh of relief and immediately go to the clubhouse and resign.
I didn't expect to meet him there.
He's no longer the poor boy I know well.
is Jiang Heng, a well-known rich child in the circle.
In the brightly lit box, he sat in the center, surrounded by a crowd.
Someone asked, "Jiang Shao, Chu Xun, haven't you played enough?" ”
Jiang Heng smiled contemptuously, "That fool, I wanted to dump him for a long time, I pretended to be sick and lied to him, guess what?" ”
Everyone came over curiously.
He said proudly, "He actually said that he wanted to save me, 1.2 million yuan a shot of special medicine, I don't know how he saved it, it's in this card." ”
He took out the card and threw it indifferently to the woman next to him.
"I'll treat you tonight, and I'll tip the rest."
The woman hurriedly thanked, "Thank you, Jiang Shao!" ”
His friend said, "Jiang Shao, aren't you distressed? Could this be the money he sold his body for? ”
Everyone immediately burst into laughter.
"What's distressed, it's just a plaything, if it's not a bet, how can I be with a man?"
I fell into an ice cave, and the money I worked hard to earn day and night was given away by him.
It turned out that I was just a gamble on his part, and he never really treated me.
I was furious, and a mouthful of blood spurted out.
He was about to leave, but was discovered by his brother.
2.
"Chu Xun? Why are you here? ”
Everyone looked at me in unison, and I said coldly, "Can't I come here?" Jiang Shao, are you having fun? ”
A hint of panic flashed in Jiang Jie's eyes, but he quickly regained his composure.
"It's not fun at all, you're like a dead fish, boring! What I love is this big wave beauty. ”
As he spoke, he also deliberately touched the big wave woman next to him.
She said coquettishly, "I hate it, Jiang Shao!" ”
Trembling with rage, I grabbed the glass on the table and threw it at him.
Everyone present was stunned and motionless.
Jiang Jie wiped the wine off his face and sneered, "Chu Xun, don't take an inch, I don't like men in the first place, it's you who have been pestering me." ”
Hmph, my sincerity is fed to the dogs.
"Really? From now on, you're free, I don't want you anymore! ”
After saying that, I turned to leave, but was stopped by someone next to me.
"Stop, did Jiang Shao let you go?"
He nudged me rudely, and I slammed into the coffee table.
I smelled blood, and a stream of heat ran down my head.
The scene was suddenly chaotic.
I turned to Jiang Jie, "Jiang Shao, are you satisfied?" Can I go? ”
Suddenly there was a flash of emotion in his eyes that I couldn't understand.
"Get out!"
I had just reached the door when I suddenly felt dizzy and collapsed weakly.
When I woke up again, I found myself lying in a hospital bed.
I now have nothing and can't afford to pay for my hospital stay.
I was about to run away, but I was met by a doctor who stopped me.
"Young man, you can't walk, your body can't drag any longer."
I was at a loss, "Doctor, what's wrong with me?" ”
He sighed, "Advanced blood cancer." ”
Leukemia?
For the sake of a liar, I turned out to be terminally ill.
I've been coughing lately, and I've been putting up with it to save money, and it's all a sign.
The irony is that the liar has nothing to do, and I will soon be dead.
I was disheartened, "Doctor, get me out of the hospital, I don't have the money to treat the disease." ”
He tried to persuade me, but I interrupted him, "Please, let me go." ”
When I got home, Jiang Jie was still at my house......
3.
"Why have you only come back now, and where have you gone? Did you go to the clubhouse again? ”
"You ......," I was about to give him a slap in the face.
He grabbed my wrist in time, "Chu Xun, don't go too far, you spilled wine on me yesterday, and I haven't settled accounts with you yet." ”
As soon as he finished speaking, he forcibly lifted my chin and kissed me rudely.
I felt unable to breathe and used my last bit to bite him.
With a "hiss", he finally let go of me, and I breathed heavily.
Blood oozed from the corners of his mouth, and a grim smile suddenly appeared.
In the living room, I struggled desperately, but he was tightly controlled.
"Jiang Jie, what are you doing? Don't you hate homosexuality the most? Didn't you say kissing with a man is disgusting? ”
At this moment, he was carried away by anger, "That's right, homosexuality is really disgusting, don't think I'm in love with you, I'm punishing you!" ”
After saying that, he was desperate, as if he wanted to vent all his anger on me.
When it was over, he couldn't help but bite me again, "Chu Xun, remember, this is the end of offending me." ”
I feel very tired and just want to get some sleep and maybe wake up and everything will be back to normal.
It's just a dream, right?
4.
The next day, when I woke up, my whole body was falling apart, and it turned out that it was all real.
That gentle Jiang Jie is all an illusion, he is actually a demon.
I thought he had left, struggled to get out of bed, ready to flee the place.
Unexpectedly, he suddenly appeared in front of me with an evil smile.
He suddenly pinched my chin and said viciously, "Chu Xun, don't think that this will be the end, let me tell you, the matter is not over yet, I can do whatever I want." ”
Why did he become like this? No, maybe he was just like that, just disguised himself well in front of me.
I was so stupid to spoil myself for the sake of such a person.
He dropped the sentence and left without looking back.
I'm certainly not going to stay here and let him slaughter.
I packed my bags and called my landlord to quit the rent, and she scolded me on the other end of the phone.
"Xiao Chu, it's not right for you to do this, I can't refund the deposit, what if I can't rent it out?"
I quickly apologized, "I'm sorry, Mrs. Song, I don't want the deposit." ”
After leaving the rental house, I wandered aimlessly down the street and found myself with nowhere to go.
This city is unfamiliar to me, except for Jiang Jie.
As I walked, I suddenly fainted, and a passing pedestrian took me to the hospital.
In the hospital, I met the kind doctor again, who looked at me with regret on his face.
I pretended to be relaxed and asked, "Doctor, how long do I have to live?" ”
"Half a year, young people must cherish themselves, if you meet a bad person, I can help you call the police."
He must have seen the scars on my body, and I smiled wryly, "It's useless, doctor, but thank you anyway." ”
Half? I don't want to spend my last days in the hospital.
Where should I go? There are no more people or things here that I can be nostalgic for.
I suddenly thought of a place that might be where I belonged.
I once promised Jiang Jie that after he recovered, I would accompany him to the southwest for a trip.
But now things are wrong, he is not sick, but I am sick, it is really fate.
Now that I had decided, I jumped on the train to the southwest border.
5.
Jiang Jie hasn't contacted me since that night.
He's been appearing at the clubhouse a lot lately, ordering different ladies every night, but never taking them out.
Today was no exception, he came out to the toilet drunk.
I happened to meet Sister Wu, who is the mother of San, who is talking to a customer.
"Sister Wu, why haven't you seen Xiao Chu recently? I miss him a lot. ”
Sister Wu chuckled, "Xiao Chu, I have resigned a long time ago, and besides, he won't come out, he came here to treat his boyfriend." ”
She sighed, "In the past, Brother Lu wanted him to accompany him and bid 200,000 yuan, but he refused, he said that he wanted to guard his boyfriend like a jade, but unfortunately, he didn't meet his lover." ”
Sister Wu had long noticed that Jiang Jie was behind her, and deliberately said it to him.
After the customer left, Jiang Jie grabbed Sister Wu and stopped talking, "Sister Wu, can you tell me about Chu Xun?" ”
Sister Wu glanced at him and roared angrily, "Get out, I don't want to waste my feelings with a liar, I really have no conscience, he did that for you......"
Which? What happened to Chu Xun?
Jiang Jie continued to ask, "Sister Wu, please tell me!" What happened to Chu Xun? ”
Sister Wu sneered, "Okay, let me tell you, Chu Xun, that stupid boy, worked day and night to earn money in order to treat you, and the result was ...... As a result, I didn't know I had cancer. ”
Sister Wu suddenly cried as she spoke.
Jiang Jie's brain went blank for a moment, and he suddenly fell to the ground, still muttering in his mouth, "Impossible!" ”
How could he? God must be joking with himself.
He went crazy and ran to my old rental house.
It happened that the landlady was taking a new tenant to look at the house.
Jiang Jie shouted loudly, "What about Chu Xun? Where did he go? ”
She looked puzzled, "Where did he go?" How do I know, suddenly called and said that I wanted to quit the rent, fortunately there was a deposit, otherwise I would have lost a lot. ”
The landlady scolded Jiang Jie, "Excuse me, don't delay me renting a room." ”
Unexpectedly, Jiang Jie suddenly went crazy, "Why did you deduct his deposit?" Don't you know that he has no money? He has no money and is sick, what should he do? ”
"Get out, get out of here, this house is no longer rented!"
The new tenant was so frightened that he immediately ran away.
The landlord suddenly became angry, "You are sick, this house is mine, why are you driving out my tenant?" ”
Jiang Jie didn't want to hear her voice anymore, so he directly gave her a business card.
"I bought this house, you contact him to sign the contract, and he will pay you."
Does anyone still buy this dilapidated house? When the landlord heard the music, he immediately walked away.
Jiang Jie looked at everything in the room as usual, but only Chu Xun was missing.
6.
I realized I was wrong about him, and that he went to work at the clubhouse to pay for my medical bills.
And me? Pretending to be gay, pretending to be sick, tricking him into having nothing, and even forcing him.
Jiang Jie suddenly realized, what did he do?
It's no wonder he's been with different people lately, but he doesn't feel right.
He found himself in love with me, and he was indifferent to the others.
He immediately called me, unaware that I had already blocked him.
Chu Xun, where did you go?
At this time, I was lying in a hospital bed in a remote town.
No one has ever visited me since I was hospitalized.
The young nurses whispered in private, "It's pitiful, so young, I don't even have a relative." ”
I closed my eyes and lay quietly on the bed, pretending not to hear.
The head nurse's face sank, and they fled immediately in fright.
"I'm sorry, Mr. Chu, I'll go back and educate them well."
I smiled lightly, "It's okay, what they said is also true, I am indeed alone, so it's good, and no one will be sad when I leave." ”
The head nurse sighed and left.
She has seen a lot of life and death in the hospital, and it has long been commonplace.
"Ding Dong", "Ding Dong", one by one information keeps coming.
You don't need to look at it to know that it was all sent by Jiang Jie.
In recent days, he has been apologizing to me, transferring, confessing...
What's the point of him doing that? I've come to the end of my life.
The doctor said that I would not live for half a year, and now I can barely support it for more than three months.
My life is coming to an end.
Suddenly, there was a commotion outside, and a man came straight to my hospital room.
7.
He yelled at me with a gloomy face, "Chu Xun, don't you want to die?" ”
At this time, I was skinny, pale, and full of tubes.
I smiled self-deprecatingly, "Long time no see, Jiang Jie, I really don't have a few days to live." ”
"You..." Jiang Jie clenched his fists angrily, and his green tendons were exposed.
He turned around and shouted, "Doctor, I'm going to transfer to the hospital, go through the transfer procedures for me immediately!" ”
I sighed weakly, "Jiang Jie, it's useless, don't waste time, no one can save me." ”
He looked at me in disbelief, "No way, I'll get the best doctors from abroad, there will definitely be a way." ”
I said helplessly, "Jiang Jie, why bother, I'm dead, you should be happy, finally there is no burden of me pestering you." ”
He looked at me coldly, "Yes, I should be happy, but since you left, I've lost my soul like I've lost my soul, you must have cast some kind of magic on me?" ”
He said hoarsely, "How could I possibly like a man?" No way! ”
Hahaha!
I suddenly burst out laughing, "Jiang Jie, this is retribution, right?" I'm sorry I don't want you anymore, you go! ”
He suddenly stood there, staring at me deadly, and said through gritted teeth, "Chu Xun, you have the courage to say it again, even if I die in this life, I won't let you leave me!" ”
After saying that, he kissed me fiercely, as if he wanted to devour me.
Forget it, let him go, it's all in vain anyway.
Under the persuasion of batch after batch of well-known experts, he finally gave up the idea of transferring to the hospital.
"Jiang Shao, there is nothing that can be done anymore, spend this time with him well, he may die at any time."
When the first expert said this, he was furious and drove them away.
But by the time everyone said that, he was numb.
He walked into the room dejectedly, and I chuckled, "Is enough of the toss?" Jiang Jie, let me go! ”
He languished like a deflated balloon.
"Jiang Jie, I forgive you, you can also let yourself go, and accompany me to the last part of my life."
He nodded helplessly.
The countdown has begun, and in the last few days I have been sometimes awake and sometimes dazed, with critical illness notices one after another.
Jiang Jie suddenly bought a pair of rings on a whim and forced me to wear them.
"I used to pretend to be poor and sick, and I never bought you a ring, but now that you wear my ring, I have booked your next life."
I paused and chuckled, "My life is complete, thank you, Jiang Jie!" ”
Wearing this ring, I fell asleep quietly and never woke up again.
After I passed away, Jiang Jie erected a tombstone for me, which was engraved: The only love of my life, Chu Xun.