#记录秋日生活点滴#
I'm 42 years old and I feel like I'm in a dead loop. Every day is a mess, and the functions of the body are not as good as before, and I am depressed and like to be alone......
Now my married life is also very devastating, my husband ignores me, his body is out of shape, and his skin is not as good as before. My appetite is also not good, and I have lost weight for many years......
Whenever I walk on the street, looking at those young and beautiful little girls, I feel that time is so fast in an instant, and I have also stepped into the ranks of middle-aged people. The reluctant relationship was doomed to be unhappy from the beginning...... Why bother yourself?
I suddenly felt so pitiful, and I had lived more than half of my life before I figured out something. Sometimes, I miss my younger self very much, carefree, don't think so much, live happily every day, and nothing will affect my emotions.
In the next few days, first of all, I must first lose weight and return to my standard weight. In your spare time, read more books to improve your thinking and cognition!
A final word for yourself:
Come on! You can, no one can beat you, and although this road is not easy, I will not give up easily......