In the seventh year of marrying Shen Nanlou, he married the sixth concubine, and when I first passed the door, he made a deep promise to me

In the seventh year of marrying Shen Nanlou, he married the sixth concubine.

I still remember when I first walked through the door, he made a deep promise to me: "Mingyue, I love you alone in this life."

But in the past seven years, Mei Jiaoniang has accepted one after another, and he said that each one was the last.

He was chic and wanton outside, and I was scolded by my mother-in-law for walking on thin ice every day.

I know that Shen Nanlou is not a good person, but in order not to be wiped out by the system, I can only endure his heart everywhere.

Finally, the system that binds me can't stand this scumbag.

He untied the grip and told me that as long as I could die within a month, he would be able to send me home.

I wept with joy and hurried to death.

But the husband I killed that day thought I was trying to get his attention.

1

The house is lit up with lights, and the red candles are shaking.

I, the lady of the main house, was confined to the house and prayed for blessings.

"Madam, the old lady said that she was angry with her when she was uncomfortable this time, if you don't want to be pointed at by people outside, don't go out in this house obediently."

This is the third time that Shen Nanlou's mother has sent someone to warn me and ask me to stay in this house.

Just because today is her son's sixth concubine, and there is still a wedding.

And I, because I didn't agree to hold a wedding ceremony for this Liu lady who was about to enter the door, was locked in the house by Shen Nanlou and his mother for three days.

When I think of the seven years of working hard in the backyard, pleasing my mother-in-law in the face of difficulties, and being careful in charge of the house, I can't help but feel funny.

"What about the concubine's tea, disrespectful? The old lady is not afraid that people outside will say that her son spoils his concubine and kills his wife?"

The mother who passed the message seemed to be choked by my words, her eyes rolled for a long time, and she left the next sentence unconvinced: "After a while, the Hou Ye will naturally bring Mrs. Liu here."

I didn't bother to talk nonsense with her, so I took a sip of the tea on the table.

The tea soup is bitter and tasteless, and it is really the lowest grade inferior tea.

It wasn't until the evening that my "affectionate" husband came to my house with his sixth concubine.

The skin is as white as snow, the eyes are bright and the teeth are bright, and the red lips are full of bright color.

I have to say that the Liu lady who Shen Nanlou married into the door was indeed beautiful.

It's no wonder that as soon as he saw someone selling himself to bury his father on the road, he hurriedly staged a scene of heroes saving beauty.

"Chunxue, come, this is my wife."

His tone was so soft that he didn't speak, and looked at the lady Liu in the red wedding dress with affection.

"The concubine has seen the lady."

The cup of concubine tea swayed, and she deliberately knocked it over before it touched my hand.

"Cher! You're alright."

"Husband, the concubine is fine, it's all Xue'er who is too stupid and spilled the tea with her hands and feet."

"It's okay, Madame has always been generous, and I won't blame you."

After that, no one paid attention to my look.

Shen Nanlou strode out with his bride in his arms.

2

If it had been two days earlier, I would have been so sad that I would have seen this scene.

But now, I just think it's funny.

Because, the system that binds me finally appeared last night.

He lifted the coercive binding on me, so that I would no longer be in love with Shen Nanlou, and I would not have to force myself to make Shen Nanlou change his mind.

Looking back, it was such a man who kept me here for seven whole years.

I just felt nauseous and wanted to vomit, and I was sick to my stomach.

The system left me with a month, telling me that as long as I managed to die within a month, he could escort my soul back through the previous world.

I'm going to die in order to get home.

The first way I chose to die was the easiest way to hang myself.

But who would have thought that Shen Nanlou didn't love me, but he didn't allow me to die.

"Mingyue, what are you doing, I have told you, I married Chunxue out of necessity, when she sold herself to bury her father and met such a group of wicked people, how could you tell me not to help."

Shen Nanlou's tone was excited, and his inky black eyes were full of gloom at the moment.

I sat up stubbornly against the corner of the bed and looked at him with no love.

"I know, so I'm willing to give up my position as the master mother to Sister Liu."

But when he heard this, he became even more angry.

"Let? Monkey business! I know you have a deep affection for me, but you don't have to die to change my mind."

I looked at the white silk that had just been taken off the table and sighed helplessly.

Shen Nanlou keenly noticed my gaze, and immediately sent someone to take Bai Aya away.

"Anyway, don't make any more trouble, don't forget that Yan'er still needs you as a mother."

If Shen Nanlou didn't say it, I would almost forget that I still have a daughter.

I have been married to him for seven years, and I have only one daughter.

My mother-in-law scolded me for being a hen that didn't lay eggs, but she still took my daughter away to raise me, causing my daughter to be intimately with me since she was a child.

When she saw me, her own mother, it was like seeing an enemy.

I was locked up in the house for three days, and she never came to see me, but she hated that I could not give birth to a younger brother, and that I could not keep my father's heart, so that she was ashamed.

"I'll have my mother call for smoke to come and see you later."

He left these words and hurried away.

I was lying on the couch, and the red and purple marks on my neck were still faintly synaesthesia.

That feeling of suffocation, the stalk has not been dispersed in my heart for a long time.

It dawned on me that it seemed better to be close to death, much better than to endure their torture here.

Shen Yunyan soon came to my yard under the leadership of her mother beside the old lady.

The little girl who was only six years old wore a head full of gold, silver and jewelry, and her eyebrows and eyes were almost completely covered, which looked particularly tacky.

"Grandmother told me, Mother, you don't have any tolerance at all, and now you are still learning from the shrews in the market to seek death and life at every turn, it's really a shame."

The little man stood by my bedside, looking at me with a mocking gaze that showed no respect for me as a mother.

This child has long been raised crookedly by her mother-in-law.

Fortunately, when she was five years old when she asked for money for her mother-in-law to no avail, pointing to her nose as a hen that did not lay eggs, I had no hope for her.

Now, it's not too heart-wrenching.

It's just that I still feel incomprehensible and a little sad in my heart.

The daughter I conceived and gave birth to in October would only speak ill of myself all day long, even if I knew that my mother-in-law deliberately taught me, I couldn't let go.

"Grandmother wants me to tell you that your mother doesn't have to look for death and life, you can't give birth to a son yourself, and you must always allow others to spread the branches and leaves for the Shen family."

With such a immature face, when he said these vicious words, he even learned from his mother-in-law ten out of ten.

After saying that, she withdrew from the mother and maidservant around her.

"Go down, all of you, and I will say a few words to my mother."

She sat on the edge of my bed and looked at me with fixed eyes.

"Mother, if I were you, I would go down with a cup of poison, instead of hanging myself and making people laugh."

Even if I really want to die now, I can't stand my own daughter talking to me like this.

The backhand was a slap in the face that landed on her.

She looked at me in amazement, covered her face and began to cry.

"You! How dare you hit me! You poisonous woman! Grandmother is right, you're a petty poisonous woman!"

The servants rushed in when they heard her cry, and panicked at the slap marks on her face.

"Madam, you are really crazy, this is your own daughter, you can do it!"

I sneered in my heart, what can't I do, I'm going to die soon.

My own daughter, her heart only hopes that I will die early.

With such a vicious mind, I don't know how many people I will harm when I leave.

It's a pity that I couldn't wake her up with this slap.

This slap is regarded as shattering the dream I have woven for seven years.

3

Shen Nanlou and I are considered to be married.

Ever since I came here, I've been listening to people around me talk about my fiancé every day.

Some people praise him for his outstanding appearance, and some people praise him for his brilliant writing.

But that's not what I realized, because when I walked through, I was ten years old.

All the memories before the age of ten are the bits and pieces of the original body and Shen Nanlou.

But I still fell hopelessly in love with him, because I was bound to the system, and the system forced me to have an uncontrollable love for Shen Nanlou.

Shen Nanlou just pretended to read two lines of sour poems, and I loved it to death.

The system wants me to really get Shen Nanlou's heart, so that there is no one else in his eyes except me, otherwise he will completely wipe me out.

The system forced me to fall in love with Shen Nanlou, but asked me to think of my own ideas to let Shen Nanlou be dedicated to me.

I thought it wasn't that hard at all.

Because he made an affectionate promise to me, I made an appointment with Bai Shou.

After a year, I married into the Shen family and became his concubine.

But I didn't expect that that was the beginning of my miserable mother's career.

Moreover, once miserable, it was miserable for seven whole years.

has gone from a playful and agile boudoir girl to a deeply resentful woman who is sincerely afraid.

In the past seven years, I have been working hard to be Shen Nanlou's wife, I thought that I was tolerant and generous, considerate and gentle in exchange for his affectionate reciprocation, but I didn't expect it to only be exchanged for his intensification.

When he carried his first concubine into the house, I had just given birth to my daughter less than three months ago, and he said that he couldn't help himself, and he was really a life-saving benefactor.

I wept and responded as if he was young and ignorant, and was relied on by a woman.

As a result, his young chivalrous heart became more and more vigorous, and more and more women were picked up in the house.

By the time he carried the fifth concubine, I was so numb that I couldn't cry, and no matter how much I tried to stop it, it was useless.

I saw him crammed his backyard to the brim, and the daily intrigues were a real headache for me to deal with.

But I can only show my virtuous lady and hope that he will change his mind.

Because under the influence of the system, even though I know that he is a bad person, I still love him uncontrollably.

Finally, the system couldn't stand it the next day after he was going to take a sixth concubine and have a wedding, so people locked me in the house for the next day.

He reappeared in my mind, and the cold machine bell rang: "I sense that the male protagonist is too scumbag, give the host a second choice, avoid the death of the scumbag within a month, and you can return to the original world."

I asked in disbelief, "Really?"

A burst of electricity flashed in my brain, and after the crispy and numb pain, the inexplicable love for Shen Nanlou in my heart finally disappeared.

I threw myself on the ground and vomited, crying with joy when I was done.

"As long as I'm dead, I can go back? Don't you have to be obliterated?"

The cold mechanical voice sounded again, "Yes, please kill the host as soon as possible and complete the mission."

It was still the same mechanical voice, but I could hear a hint of relief in it.

It's finally over, and it's been too painful for seven years.

Now that the system is unraveled, I just want to die quickly.

The emperor has eyes, who wants to love such a rotten person for a lifetime!

4

I can't kill myself with white silk, I can only think of other ways.

Shen Yunyan is right, I can take poison.

It's just that I'm now imprisoned in my house, and I can't go anywhere, how can I get the poison?

It was getting late, and I lay in bed and meditated.

It wasn't until the small crumbling sound from the corner of the wall caught me that I thought of something that was within reach.

Rat poison.

The Houfu has long been dilapidated, and a few days ago there was a rat plague, so I asked my subordinates to put some rat poison in the corners of many of the houses in the Houfu, and I asked people to put some under the cabinets in my house.

Now it seems that I should use it first.

With that in mind, I hurriedly got up and went under the cabinet to look for rat poison.

Sure enough, I reached out and touched a medicine bag.

Just as I opened the medicine bag and was about to pour the medicine directly into my mouth, I was pushed violently and the medicine spilled all over the ground.

"Xu Mingyue! What are you still messing about?"

It is Shen Nanlou.

Once again, he interrupted my plan to die.

I looked at him helplessly and sighed.

As everyone knows, in his eyes, the way I look is a deep affection for him.

"I didn't make a fuss."

I sat on the ground and answered him quietly.

"No trouble! Then tell me, what is on the ground! Do you have to seek death and life like this?"

Looking at the anger and disappointment in his eyes, I thought it was ridiculous.

"Do you think you can tie me down by trying to find life and death like this?"

"You don't look at the way you look now, how you can compare to spring snow."

I smiled wryly and held my forehead, it was really I who had done too much in the first seven years to give him such confidence.

"I rely on death to find life to tie you down, you are not a dog, you can be tethered if you want."

"Besides, what do I compare with Liu Chunxue, how can I compare a housewife with a concubine of hers."

He jumped to his feet in anger, and no longer pretended to be noble.

"Vulgar! Unreasonable!"

"I tell you, if you continue to seek death and life like this, I will divorce you!"

"Then you divorce me."

I said this calmly, thinking that it would be good to take a leave of absence, and if I did, no one would care if I died, and I could go home immediately.

But he ignored me, and walked away again.

But after an hour, many maids and maids came to my house, and they searched the house carefully, and took away rat poison and scissors, needles and threads.

Shen Nanlou thought that I loved him miserably, and wanted to use such a method of seeking death and life to redeem his heart.

As everyone knows, I just really want to die.

I just want to get away from him, out of this suffocating world, and back to my own home.

5

I tried to hang myself, but I was rescued by someone who was almost breathless.

I also tried to kill myself by taking poison, but the poison was knocked over before I could enter it.

I suddenly realized that it was not easy to die.

Just like I used to work hard to live in the position of Mrs. Shen Nanlou.

I sat in the room from day to night, until the faint light of the candle light illuminated the silver hairpin on my head.

I was flickered by the light reflected by the bronze mirror, and I suddenly realized that I had a new method.

I plucked the only plain silver hairpin on my head that was holding my hair, held it in my hand and felt it.

I couldn't help but look up and laugh, the sky is endless, there is still a way.

I thrust the silver hairpin into my heart, and I suddenly felt a heart-rending pain.

I watched as blood gushed from my chest, staining my plain dress red.

The pain hit me one after another, and I couldn't help but curl up.

I closed my eyes contentedly, thinking that this time I was going to die.

Life is like a dream, and when you wake up, everything will return to its original place.

I miss my parents, I don't know how I am in the original world, and I don't know how my parents are doing.

I left for seven years at once, and I don't know if my brother has already married and had children.

I miss them so much, I'm not having a good time here, I'm homesick.

In my confusion, I seemed to see my parents and brother, who were calling me home and saying that they had made me my favorite sweet and sour fish.

I thought it would be over with my eyes closed, but I didn't expect my luck to be too bad.

When I woke up, I was still in the quaint room, lying on my sandalwood bed.

I almost thought it was a hallucination, but the pain in my chest told me it wasn't a hallucination.

"Husband, Sister Mingyue is awake."

In front of him, who is pinching his throat and shouting softly, who is it not Liu Chunxue?

"Mingyue, are you awake? I'll call the Imperial Doctor to take a look at it for you."

At this moment, Shen Nanlou's eyes were finally no longer cynical.

I can see that there is a real concern.

"No need, didn't I just get your attention when I died."

It was rare that he didn't get angry, but looked at me with a complicated expression: "Mingyue, you will always be the wife in my heart."

He was telling me that no matter how many women he fell in love with and how many concubines he accepted, in his heart, he would always leave a place for me as a wife.

It's really, disgusting.

But I don't know why, I didn't cry after listening to so many bad words, but at this moment I shed two lines of tears.

I looked away, lifted my sleeve feebly and wiped my face.

"Go away, I don't want to see you."

Shen Nanlou wanted to stay and say something to me, but Liu Chunxue went into his arms softly and bonelessly.

"Husband, the concubine is afraid."

"It's the concubine's fault that my sister is like this because of the concubine's entry into the mansion."

As she spoke, her voice took on a crying tone.

The beauty is in tears, which is especially distressing.

Shen Nanlou couldn't take care of me, so he finally took her hand and left.

I was left with only one sentence: "Good life and cultivation."