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In the ward of a hospital in Hong Kong in 2008, Shen Dianxia's trembling fingers gently pressed the phone button. She took a deep breath and waited for the familiar voice.
Zheng Shaoqiu on the other end of the phone asked suspiciously, "Who are you?" Shen Dianxia burst into tears, but she couldn't say a word. How she wished she could see him again and make the last memories.
However, Zheng Shaoqiu did not come as promised. The next day, Shen Dianxia closed her eyes forever with regret. At the funeral, Zheng Shaoqiu took off his wig and bid farewell to his former partner with his true face, his eyes full of complicated emotions.
What kind of ups and downs has this once vigorous relationship experienced? Did Zheng Shaoqiu really love Shen Dianxia? Let's look back on this embarrassing past.
Shen Dianxia, a girl born in Hong Kong in 1945, has emerged in the entertainment industry with her unique charm. At the age of 12, she accidentally participated in the Shaw Brothers draft and started her acting career.
Despite her father's strong opposition, the stubborn Shen Dianxia still threw herself into the entertainment industry without hesitation.
In 1967, Shen Dianxia officially joined TVB and quickly became a popular artist with her lively and cheerful personality. She is enthusiastic about helping others, especially caring for newcomers, and has won the affectionate title of "Fat Sister".
In that era, almost all artists who became famous on TVB were helped by her.
When 27-year-old Zheng Shaoqiu first joined TVB, he was in his prime. He became one of the hosts of "Happy Tonight" with his outstanding talent and became a colleague with Shen Dianxia.
However, when they first met, "Fat Sister" did not have a good impression of this handsome and dashing young man, thinking that he might be a flowery person.
Fate always likes to joke. When Zheng Shaoqiu fell into emotional difficulties, Shen Dianxia became his confidant sister. She personally handed the breakup letter of another actress to Zheng Shaoqiu and witnessed the scene of him crying bitterly.
From then on, Shen Dianxia began to frequently invite Zheng Shaoqiu to dinner, silently comforting his wounded heart.
Soon after, Zheng Shaoqiu divorced his original wife, and his ex-wife took his daughter away. This blow made Zheng Shaoqiu fall into a trough for a while. And Shen Dianxia incarnated as his guardian angel and took care of him meticulously.
On the set, she brought tea and water to the sick Zheng Shaoqiu and took care of her. This sincere friendship made Zheng Shaoqiu's heart ripple.
After careful consideration in 1978, Zheng Shaoqiu finally mustered up the courage to confess to Shen Dianxia. The relationship between the two also warmed up, and the seeds of love quietly took root and sprouted in each other's warmth.
Shen Dianxia not only supported Zheng Shaoqiu emotionally, but also wholeheartedly helped him develop his career. She recommended her friend Liu Jialiang to Zheng Shaoqiu and created many performance opportunities for him.
It is with the help of Shen Dianxia that Zheng Shaoqiu's acting career can flourish.
However, with the take-off of his career, the communication between Zheng Shaoqiu and Shen Dianxia gradually decreased. This hard-won relationship seems to be facing a test. Despite this, Shen Dianxia still stood firmly by Zheng Shaoqiu's side, interpreting her love with her actions.
The embryonic period of this relationship is full of sweetness and warmth. But who would have thought that this was just the beginning of their love story, and there were more twists and turns waiting for them in the future.
In 1985, Shen Dianxia finally got her wish and entered the palace of marriage with Zheng Shaoqiu. At the age of 40, she is devoting herself to this long-awaited married life with joy.
However, she didn't know that Zheng Shaoqiu had already planted another seed in her heart - Guan Jinghua.
Life after marriage is not as sweet as imagined. One day, when Shen Dianxia was cooking dinner for her husband in the kitchen, she accidentally found a snack prepared by Guan Jinghua for Zheng Shaoqiu.
At that moment, her heart was like a knife, and tears rolled in her eyes. She endured the pain and turned away silently, unwilling to break this hard-won marriage.
Back in the bedroom, Shen Dianxia sat on the edge of the bed and mustered up the courage to ask Zheng Shaoqiu if she still loved her. Facing his wife's questioning, Zheng Shaoqiu was so confused that he didn't dare to look her in the eyes.
Since then, Guan Jinghua has become a thorn in the gap between them, often causing quarrels. Zheng Shaoqiu even released cruel words, saying that if Shen Dianxia could not have children within three years, he would divorce.
In order to save her crumbling marriage, Shen Dianxia made a dangerous decision. Despite suffering from heart disease, she resolutely stopped taking medication to try to conceive. God seemed to favor her efforts, and soon after she became pregnant with Zheng Shaoqiu's child.
However, the cruel reality gave her a blow in the face. At the moment when her daughter fell to the ground, the weak Shen Dianxia saw a sweet photo of Guan Jinghua and Zheng Shaoqiu on the sickbed.
Grief and anger are intertwined, and she asks Zheng Shaoqiu why he doesn't love her anymore and still keeps her by his side. Zheng Shaoqiu's answer broke her heart even more: "You are so selfless and dedicated to me, how can I abandon you."
This sentence is not so much cherishing as a kind of guilt and compensation.
The rift in the marriage is getting bigger and bigger, and Zheng Shaoqiu finally chooses to leave the country with his bags. Shen Dianxia stayed alone in Hong Kong, taking care of her young daughter and keeping an eye on her distant husband's life.
Every night when no one is around, she will burst into tears, bitter about this unsustainable relationship.
It is rumored that Shen Dianxia's blurred vision and even blindness in her later years were largely caused by frequent crying after giving birth. This once lively and cheerful "fat sister" is now trapped in the whirlpool of pain and cannot extricate herself.
On the other hand, the relationship between Zheng Shaoqiu and Guan Jinghua is getting deeper and deeper. Guan Jinghua's sentence "I love you" seemed to make Zheng Shaoqiu's guilt for Shen Dianxia swept away.
In the second year after the divorce, Zheng Shaoqiu tied the knot with Guan Jinghua.
For Shen Dianxia, the most heart-wrenching thing for her is that Zheng Shaoqiu has never prepared a wedding dress for her. She had fantasized about wearing a white wedding dress countless times, but she never got her wish.
And now she can only watch her former husband put on the wedding dress of her dreams for other women.
This marriage became the biggest test in Shen Dianxia's life. She gave all her love, but in exchange for endless pain. However, even so, she still couldn't let go of her feelings for Zheng Shaoqiu, and this persistent love became her deepest concern in the years to come.
The breakdown of the marriage was like a hammer, completely shattering Shen Dianxia's world. Zheng Shaoqiu chose to leave and left with her bags, leaving her alone to face her broken marriage.
At the time of the divorce, Zheng Shaoqiu chose to leave the house, perhaps out of guilt, or perhaps because he wanted to give Shen Dianxia some compensation. However, this compensation was far from enough to make up for the trauma in her heart.
The once lively and cheerful "fat sister" has now become depressed. She no longer wants to go to work in the company and socialize with friends. Every day she just takes her young daughter for a stroll around the community and then silently goes home to cook dinner.
This woman, who once brought joy to countless people, is now mired in her own grief and unable to extricate herself.
Just when Shen Dianxia was at a low point in her life, a visit from an old friend brought a ray of light to her dark life. The famous actor Leslie Cheung came to visit her, and when she saw her red and swollen eyes, she couldn't help but quip: "Fat sister, can you smile for a moment, I haven't seen you for a long time."
This sentence was like a thunderbolt, awakening Shen Dianxia's sleeping heart.
She stared at her immature daughter, and suddenly realized that she could not be so decadent any longer. For the sake of her daughter and for herself, she must get back on her feet. Soon after, Shen Dianxia returned to the showbiz and began to take over movies as a host.
She uses her work to fill the emptiness in her heart and try to rebuild her life.
Despite her busy life, Shen Dianxia's longing for Zheng Shaoqiu has never weakened. Every time in the dead of night, she would secretly look at the old photos with Zheng Shaoqiu, and her eyes flashed with deep longing.
Once my daughter came home from school and stumbled upon her mother staring at an old photo in her room. It was a photo of Shen Dianxia and Zheng Shaoqiu. "Mom, are you thinking about Dad again?" The daughter asked innocently.
Shen Dianxia just shook her head slightly, but her eyes flashed with thoughts that could not be concealed.
On the other hand, Zheng Shaoqiu's life has embarked on a completely different trajectory. Soon after the divorce, he tied the knot with Guan Jinghua and started a new chapter in his life.
Their married life was peaceful and happy, and there was no negative news. They are often seen walking the streets hand in hand, leaving many warm images.
However, the guilt in Zheng Shaoqiu's heart for Shen Dianxia has always been with him. Whenever he saw his wife Guan Jinghua, he would involuntarily compare her with Shen Dianxia in his heart.
He clearly knew that he owed Shen Dianxia too much, and this debt might never be able to make up for it.
In this way, the once loving husband and wife have now embarked on a completely different life path. Shen Dianxia rebuilds her life in pain, while Zheng Shaoqiu finds happiness in her new marriage.
However, the inseparable memories between them have always remained in their hearts and become an indelible mark for a lifetime.
Time flies, Shen Dianxia and Zheng Shaoqiu have each embarked on different life paths. Although they occasionally meet for work reasons, they have long lost their former intimacy and become the most familiar strangers.
Every time they met, Zheng Shaoqiu always carried a trace of guilt and fear, while Shen Dianxia tried to maintain a calm appearance, but her heart was turbulent.
In 2006, fate played a joke on Shen Dianxia again. At a family gathering, she was singing happily when she suddenly felt unwell and fainted.
Relatives and friends around her rushed her to the hospital. The doctor's diagnosis came like a bolt from the blue: terminal cancer. This "fat sister" who once brought joy to countless people, now has to face the test of life alone.
In the face of the invasion of the disease, Shen Dianxia looked extremely strong. When her brothers learned the news, they immediately arranged for special people to take care of her. However, the longing for her late husband and daughter made Shen Dianxia unable to eat in the hospital and couldn't sleep at night.
In just a few months, she lost more than 20 pounds, and she was so weak that she needed the support of two medical staff to get out of bed and move.
Even though her body is getting weaker and weaker, Shen Dianxia is still thinking about her daughter Zheng Xinyi's career. When she learned that her daughter was about to participate in a music program, she begged the doctor to give her a cardiotonic injection and insisted on going to the scene to support her daughter's performance.
In the face of the doctor's dissuasion, she smiled and said, "I just hope to take those good memories and go to another world." "This mother's love is touching.
At the last moment of her life, Shen Dianxia still had Zheng Shaoqiu in her heart. She often looked out the window, fantasizing that the once handsome and dashing figure could reappear.
The day before she died, she mustered up the last courage and dialed Zheng Shaoqiu's number from the hospital's phone. On the other end of the phone was her longing voice. How she wished she could see him again and make the last memories.
However, this last wish was never fulfilled. Zheng Shaoqiu did not come as promised, leaving Shen Dianxia with only endless regrets. The next day, she closed her eyes forever with this regret.
Hearing the news of Shen Dianxia's death, Zheng Shaoqiu was in a complicated mood. He staggered to the funeral, filled with grief, guilt, and regret. Under the watchful eyes of everyone, he made a surprising move: he took off the wig he had been wearing.
This is the first time he has appeared in front of the public with his truest appearance, and it is also his last farewell to Shen Dianxia.
When Zheng Shaoqiu stood in front of Shen Dianxia's last photo, staring at the familiar and unfamiliar face, the past came flooding back. He remembered the bits and pieces of their acquaintance and love, and remembered everything Shen Dianxia had done for him.
If he could turn back time, he might not hesitate to rush to the hospital to meet Shen Dianxia for the last time, so as to make up for the regrets in her life.
However, there are no ifs. Zheng Shaoqiu can only continue his life journey with this regret that can never be made up. And Shen Dianxia, the woman who once loved him deeply, remained in his memory forever and became an indelible memory.
Looking back on the past, Zheng Shaoqiu couldn't help but fall into deep introspection. He once confessed in an interview: "I am not a perfect husband, nor am I a perfect father." This sentence is not only an evaluation of oneself, but also a summary of the past.
With three marriages and four daughters, Zheng Shaoqiu's love life can be described as ups and downs. However, only the relationship with Shen Dianxia made him unable to let go.
Shen Dianxia paid too much for him, but was finally let down. Her selfless dedication and her deep friendship have become an eternal pain in Zheng Shaoqiu's heart. Looking back now, he can better understand Shen Dianxia's good intentions back then.
Those who took care of themselves on the set, and those who supported them when their careers were at a low point, are all testimonies of sincere love.
What is the true meaning of love? Is it a vigorous passion, or a long-term companionship? Zheng Shaoqiu's experience may give us some food for thought. True love in this world should be to cherish each other and grow together.
Instead of waiting until you lose it, you know how to cherish it.
Zheng Shaoqiu's marriage to Guan Jinghua seems to be peaceful and happy, but the debt to Shen Dianxia in his heart has always been with him. This guilt became a psychological burden that he could not get rid of.
Perhaps this is the last lesson that love has taught him: cherish the moment and be kind to those around him.
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