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It is said that girls are like fathers, but I was an accident.
My father's face is small-eyed.
I have a melon seed face, two big eyes.
My mother came to me all her life, and when my father came, he turned around and walked out when he saw me.
I snubbed my mother for several days, and my mother was confinement and took care of me alone, so she was very busy, and she complained about my father in her heart, and muttered a few words during dinner.
These few words immediately angered my father.
I saw my father with a calm face, the chopsticks in his hand "snapped" on the table, glared at my mother and pointed at me and said: "You say, are you cuckolding me, taking advantage of my absence at home, carrying me and my second child behind my back?" ”
My mother was also in a hurry, and as soon as she heard my father's words, she suddenly stood up, stepped forward with both hands, and almost scratched my father's face.
"You just talk nonsense, I took two big ones with me this day, and I was so busy that my feet didn't touch the ground, and I still have the heart to go out of the wall, Lao Li, we have been married for so many years, and that's how you see me?"
My father knows that he is wrong, but when he sees my face, he is so angry that he is blushing and his neck is thick, "Then you explain to me, how Nier looks so similar to the second child, you look at the two big eyes, and then look at the melon seed face, I went out with my daughter, no one said it was like mine, my old face has nowhere to put it"
"So you're going to arrange me like that? You still look like your second aunt, why don't you talk about your father..."My mother is fast-tongued, and she can say bad things in one go.
Because of this, my father and mother quarreled a lot, and because of this, since I was a child, my father didn't love my mother.
The two elder brothers lived with their father's face, and the younger brothers at the bottom were influenced by their father's mother and did not want to see me.
I still remember when I was 4 years old, I accidentally tripped over the threshold while serving a bowl, and the bowl in my hand fell to the ground and fell to pieces.
When my mother saw it, she was immediately annoyed and angry, poked my head and scolded: "What's the matter with you girl, there are only a few bowls at home, don't use the bowl to eat after you fall one!" ”
At that time, I was still young, I was not very sensible, and I would only cry when I was scolded by my mother.
Seeing that I was crying, my mother was even more annoyed, and pushed my back bone out of the yard door.
"Cry, cry, cry, know to cry, stay outside, when you don't cry, when you come in again!"
As the far door slammed shut, my cries grew louder.
In November, I was standing outside the yard in patched pants and gowns, crying and banging on the courtyard door, and the villagers who came by only sighed when they saw me, and no one came to pay attention to me.
I don't know how long I cried, but my tears dried up, and I was tired, so I huddled in front of the courtyard with my knees in my arms.
At noon, there was smoke rising from every house, and the smell of vegetables came from my yard, I was faint from hunger, my hands and feet were a little stiff, and tears began to flow out uncontrollably.
"Niel!"
Just when I was at a loss, a voice that was both familiar and unfamiliar came into my ears.
I looked in the direction from which the sound came, and in the mist of tears, I saw a man in a dusty jacket riding a 28 car towards me.
I didn't recognize the man until he got closer.
"Second Uncle"
I opened my mouth timidly.
Seeing that I was shivering from the cold, the second uncle took off his jacket without saying a word, and encircled my whole body in the jacket.
"What's the matter, Nier, why are you squatting outside the door, it's cold"
I hung my head.
"I accidentally dropped one of the bowls, mother... Mother is angry."
"How to be a parent!" The second uncle patted the car seat angrily, "I'll look for them"
"Second uncle, don't go" I pulled the sleeve of the second uncle.
The second uncle turned around and looked at me, finally sighed, scooped me up from the ground and put me in the back seat of the car, and said, "Hungry Nier, go home with the second uncle, and the second uncle will make you something to eat." ”
The second aunt's steamed cornmeal steamed buns, a table with vegetables and meat, fragrant, but I only dared to eat vegetables, and I didn't dare to clip a bite of meat.
The second aunt sighed again and again when she saw it, "What do you say about the eldest brother and their family to this child, this child is a bit like you, but you can't involve all the sins on the child because of the grievances of the previous generation..."
The second uncle waved his hand: "Don't say this in front of the child." ”
Then he touched my head again and said: "Nier, eat more meat, you can grow taller, and when you grow taller, you can be independent, in the future, you will treat the second uncle here as your own home, don't be restrained, Xiao Yong, you will also be your own brother in the future, if anyone bullies you, you will talk to your brother Yong." ”
As soon as the second uncle's words fell, my cousin, who was sitting next to me, put a fried piece of soft and fragrant meat into my bowl, "Sister, eat"
The second uncle's house is warm, my heart is also warm, I really want to live in the second uncle's house for the rest of my life and never go back.
But the reality is that my dad came to pick me up in the evening, scolded me for not recognizing my home, and scolded my second uncle for abducting me.
It took a long time to make a fuss before dragging me out of my second uncle's house.
Before leaving, I turned around, my second uncle smiled and waved his hand at me, and my cousin also smiled and said to me, "Goodbye, sister, come back when you have time." ”
As the sun set, the second uncle's family was shrouded in sunlight.
Father and second uncle are brothers, but my father's hatred for my second uncle is deeper than that of the enemy.
The second uncle is three years younger than his father, and his body is relatively weak when he is born, so his grandparents give most of their love to the second uncle, and they care less about their father.
When my father was a child, his family was poor, and he often couldn't eat white noodles, and the dishes he ate every day were rarely oily, but his father saw his grandparents secretly add food to his second uncle more than once.
Sometimes it's a few pieces of stewed chicken, sometimes it's a piece of white flour steamed bun smeared with sesame sauce and dipped in sugar.
The uneven bowl of water from the grandparents made the father plant the seeds of jealousy in his heart very early.
When the two of them grew up, the grandparents also followed the second uncle's marriage first.
My second aunt was one of the best flowers in our village at that time, she was beautiful and very capable, and many young men loved her, including my father.
's father was the first to pursue the second aunt, running every day to send things to the second aunt, and inviting the second aunt to come to the house to play, I thought it was a sure thing, but the second aunt fell in love with the second uncle.
Seeing the second aunt and second uncle frowning all day long, my father didn't feel good in his heart.
The grandparents were happy, and immediately began to talk about the marriage of the second uncle.
The father didn't do it, and reasoned with the grandparents and the second uncle, the second aunt he liked first, and he brought it home first, and the second uncle was the one who pried the corner.
Seeing the conflict in the family, the second aunt took the lead in standing up and said: "Big brother, I apologize to you, I lied to you, I actually fell in love with Qingnian (my second uncle) early in the morning, but he has been avoiding me, I had to borrow your invitation to come to your house to contact Qingnian, so you can't blame him for this matter, blame me..."
The marriage is finalized, even if the father has resentment in his heart, it will not help.
This is the second one.
Third, when my grandparents died four years ago, I gave my father some money, and the rest of the land, the house and anything didn't fall to my father, but to my second uncle.
After the death of his grandparents, the resentment in his father's heart for many years completely broke out, and he quarreled with his second uncle, and he became strangers.
When I got home that day, my father hit me on the back several times with a pair of big hands, and while beating me, he said sharply: "If you drive away your second uncle's house again in the future, you won't come back, we don't want you anymore!" ”
I was very scared, although I still yearned for the second uncle's house, but I didn't dare to go anymore, even if I met the second uncle, the second aunt and my cousin on the way, I bowed my head and pretended not to see it.
Although I was unhappy in my heart, the year passed like this.
Soon, the eldest brother and the second brother reached the age of talking about marriage, there were many children in the family, and they used a lot of money, so they finally solved the eldest brother's marriage, and the second brother's marriage made the parents frown.
At that time, I was 17 years old, and I had nothing to do to help my family farm the fields, and I also learned handicrafts from the old people in the village to earn some pocket money to supplement the family.
One day I followed the old people of the village back to the village in a donkey cart.
As soon as I entered the house, I heard my mother whisper to my father: "The second girl's family has also been negotiated, and it seems that the wedding day is coming. ”
The father was silent, and only after a long time did he say leisurely: "Then settle Nizi's marriage first, I met a bachelor Li in the village two days ago, he is looking for a daughter-in-law, saying that the bride price is a lot of money, no..."
My mother didn't speak, but I saw her nodding through the crack in the door.
My heart instantly cooled in half.
Singles Li is one of the best old singles in our village, not tall, a little lame, and indescribable, so he has not married a daughter-in-law for more than 40 years.
But for the sake of my second brother's marriage, my parents wanted to marry me to such a man.
My disappointment with my parents peaked, and I turned around and walked out of the house.
I wanted to find a place to hide, and to find out that the world was so big, but there was no place for me.
I wandered around the village, and before I knew it, I had come to the courtyard of my second uncle's house.
I hesitated for a long time, and I didn't knock on the door of the second uncle's house, but just as I turned around and was about to leave, the door of the second uncle's house opened with a "squeak".
"Ah, Niko is here"
It was the second aunt who opened the door, and when I turned my head, I saw the second aunt's smiling face.
"It's just right to come, your cousin and sister-in-law are newly married, and there are still a lot of melon seeds and candy at home, come in and eat some."
Looking at the second aunt, looking at the familiar scenery in the yard, I thought of the scene when I left my second uncle's house when I was 4 years old, and I couldn't help but turn around and follow the second aunt into the house.
The second uncle and aunt took a handful of candy and stuffed it into my arms, and my cousin and sister-in-law also pulled me to tell me interesting stories about the wedding, and each of them had a smile on their faces, but my heart was very bitter, although I also smiled, but it was very stiff.
The second uncle was the first to see the strange look on my face, and while I was relieved, the second uncle specially stopped me at the door of the house, and he asked: "Nier, after so many years, if it's okay, you won't come to the second uncle's house, tell me, what happened." ”
When I saw the second uncle, I seemed to have a backbone, and the grievances in my heart suddenly came out, and I cried out with a grin, "wow".
Seeing that I was crying and didn't speak, the second uncle patted me on the shoulder and sighed: "Nier, don't hold back if you have grievances, tell the second uncle, the second uncle will administer justice for you." ”
I told the second uncle everything I heard just now, and the second uncle couldn't help but clench his fists after hearing it, "They are still your father and mother, the palms and backs of the hands are full of meat, how can you be ruthless, Nier, don't cry, the second uncle will never let you marry the bachelor Li"
That day, under the persuasion of my second uncle, I came home late.
My parents didn't tell me about this, but I also noticed that my parents had been making intensive preparations behind the scenes.
And I don't know what method the second uncle used, but on the fourth day of this incident, the two parents changed their minds.
didn't let me marry the bachelor Li, and even the money for the second brother to marry suddenly came.
I asked the second uncle how he did it, and the second uncle just smiled and told me to leave it alone.
Not only that, but under the arrangement of my second uncle, I left the countryside and went to work as a female worker in a factory in the town.
In the first month's salary I earned, I bought a lot of things and went to my second uncle's house with a few yuan.
The second uncle and aunt are both honest people, and when they saw that I bought a lot of things, they shirked it vigorously, and when they saw that I had a sinking face, they accepted it.
The second aunt saw that I was sensible, and couldn't help but sigh: "You uncles and nephews, it's really fate, although Nier was not born in our family, but no matter how you look at it, it's no different from her own daughter, Nier suffered a lot when she was a child, but fortunately, now that she has grown up, her life is slowly getting better, and she can save some money by herself, and the second uncle and aunt don't lack anything." ”
Compared with the second uncle and aunt, the parents are meaner.
Knowing that my salary in the factory was a lot of money a month, my mother asked me to pay more than half of the money every month, and when I hesitated, my mother said: "I gave birth to you and raised you for so many years, and now that you are out, it is time to be filial, do you know, I think your father was going to throw you away, it was me, the mother, who knelt on the ground and begged your father for a long time before leaving you behind..."
My mother said this hundreds of times, and it was engraved in my heart, and every time I wanted to run away from this home, it kept lingering in my ears, holding me and tripping me.
In my fifth year working in the factory, I got married to a male teacher at the town middle school.
On the day of the wedding, everyone had a smile on their faces, and from a distance, I saw the figure of the second uncle standing in the corner.
The autumn wind blew his clothes to the side, making him look very thin.
Seeing that I was looking over, the second uncle hurriedly wiped away his tears, turned his head and hid in the crowd.
After I got married, I went to see my second uncle a few times, and I rarely went back to my family, except for sending living expenses every few months.
It wasn't until around 2009 that I received a call from someone from the village, who said that my father had accidentally broken his leg while working in the fields, and asked me to go back and have a look.
At that time, the factory was not doing well, it had entered the bankruptcy stage, and I was also facing layoffs.
I don't know where to go in the future, but when I think of something like this at home, I decided to go home.
There are several people living in the small house, the eldest brother's family, the second brother's family, the fourth brother's family, and the two parents.
As soon as I saw me go back, my mother, who was sitting in the yard and choosing vegetables, raised her eyes, "I still know that when I come back, I said that the daughter who married out, and the water that was spilled, I didn't expect it to be fulfilled in you, you haven't given living expenses for more than half a year, your eldest brother and second brother have a small family to support, and your fourth brother has just gotten married, so you have to use money anywhere, your father fell his leg, and he didn't even have money for medical treatment..."
I pursed my lips for a long time before I spoke: "Mom, I won't pay living expenses in the future, the factory has closed down, I have been laid off, and now I don't make money." ”
Hearing this, my mother didn't know what she was thinking, so she turned around and went into the kitchen with a pot of vegetables.
The eldest sister-in-law and the second sister-in-law who had just emerged hurriedly entered the house, and the younger sister-in-law never left the house from beginning to end.
I was standing in the yard and was about to step to see my father, when my mother came out of the kitchen with a basin of water, "You don't have any money, so why did you come back?" We don't have money."
I opened my mouth, "The people in the village called me and told me that my dad had fallen, and I came back to see him"
But the mother sneered, "What, you're a doctor?" Let's see if it's good, what are you going to do when you come back if you don't have money, open your mouth and wait for dinner, we don't have your chopsticks."
The father also shouted with his neck in the house: "Let's go, let her go, don't you love to run to the second child's house, let her recognize the second child as her father, and recognize the second daughter-in-law as her mother!" ”
My parents said a word, and my grievances for many years could no longer be uncontrollably erupted.
I said: "Since I was a child, just because I look like my second uncle, you don't want to see me, just say that I am close to my second uncle, have you seen me as your own child for a day?" When I was a child, I was driven out at every turn, and I had to be slapped if I ate more meat, and when I grew up, my second brother was going to get married, so you pushed me to the single Li; I go to work, earn more, you all have to go, see me has nothing else, just ask for money, what am I, in your hearts, does it matter that I have a grass? ”
"Didn't I let you marry the bachelor Li, besides, we should ask you for money, if it weren't for me..."
"That's enough," I interrupted, "I've already heard it backwards, yes, you changed your mind back then, but if it weren't for the second uncle secretly hiding money in the brick cracks in our yard, I still wouldn't be able to get rid of the fate you arranged for me."
"Second uncle and second uncle, one second uncle, since you are so close to your second uncle, don't come back in the future!" The father shouted at the top of his voice.
I smiled bitterly, "Okay, you don't want to see me anyway, I've had enough of so many years, and if I don't come back, I won't come back!" ”
I wiped away my tears, turned around and walked out of the hospital without looking back.
Got on his bicycle and choked up and headed in the direction of the entrance of the village.
As soon as I arrived at the entrance of the village, a voice came from behind me.
"Wait, Nil!"
I turned my head and saw that it was my cousin-in-law.
I hurriedly wiped the tears from my face and looked back with a smile, "What's the matter, cousin-in-law"
The sister-in-law breathed heavily, and patted her chest for a long time, "Fortunately, I caught up, I know that you are back in the village, and I will send you the crispy fish fried by my mother, and this."
I subconsciously took it, a torn newspaper, bulging, I knew what it was as soon as I touched it, and hurriedly stuffed it into my sister-in-law's arms.
"No, no, no, this money is kept for the second uncle and aunt for the elderly, I can't take it"
The sister-in-law smiled and said: "I knew you would say that, don't worry, it's been all over the years, the money you gave them, they didn't spend it, they saved it for you, I thought you could use it one day." ”
Holding the money and the hot crispy fish, my heart warmed again.
The previous generation had a bowl of uneven water, which led to the accumulation of resentment to me, although my parents did not love me, but fortunately, I still have the sunshine that belongs to me.