In 1968, in the vast steppe of Inner Mongolia, a girl named Siqingerile was born. Her parents had high hopes for her and named her "Siqingerile", which means "the light of wisdom".
Siqingerile, who grew up in the folk songs of herdsmen, was born with a good and loud voice.
Siqingerile's parents wanted to nurture her artistic talent and sent her to dance school. In 1981, at the age of 13, Siqingerile was successfully admitted to the Inner Mongolia Art Academy in anticipation.
Here, the long hours of dance training made her more shapely, and coupled with her excellent singing voice, Siqingerile quickly became the best of the school.
It was then that Siqingerile's life was changed by chance. She was introduced to "rock 'n' roll" for the first time, and this free-spirited form of music instantly ignited a passion that had been dormant in her heart for a long time.
From that moment on, Siqingerile became obsessed with rock music, and her eyes flashed with excitement, as if she had found a direction in life.
In 1990, 22-year-old Siqingerile came to Shenzhen at the suggestion of her boyfriend with her love for music and vision for the future. She hopes that in this city full of opportunities, she can carve out a sky of her own.
During his time in Shenzhen, Siqingerile sang in bars and met a group of like-minded friends, they hit it off and soon formed a band called "Goshawk", and surprisingly, the lead singer of this band was none other than Yang Kun, who later became popular.
In the bar, Siqingerile's singing is full of power and passion, attracting countless people to stop and listen. Her eyes were full of hope for the future, and a confident smile hung on her lips.
This girl from the prairie is writing the prologue of her rock dream in her own way, and she firmly believes that her own stage will eventually come.
However, the road to dreams has not been easy. In Shenzhen, the "Goshawk" band gradually turned into a big conflict due to some small differences, and finally ended with Siqingerile's boyfriend selling his favorite guitar at a low price.
This setback not only led to the disbandment of the band, but also brought Siqingerile to an end to a 13-year relationship, and a trace of loneliness flashed in her eyes, but more of a determination for the future.
A month after the breakup, Siqingerile heard the news that her ex-boyfriend was married, which plunged her into a deeper trough. Just when she was confused, the god of fate reached out to her.
On an ordinary night, Zang Tianshuo heard Siqingerile singing in a bar. He was attracted by her unique voice, and a voice kept echoing in his heart: "This girl can definitely be popular."
With this obvious intuition, Zang Tianshuo took the initiative to walk to Siqingerile, who was stepping down, introduced himself, and said that he could help her.
This is an exciting opportunity for Siqingerile. She accepted Zang Tianshuo's kindness, and a new hope ignited in her heart.
Zang Tianshuo's eyesight is really precise and sharp. Under his support, Siqingerile launched the song "Mountain Songs Are Like Spring River Water", which immediately attracted everyone's attention as soon as it was launched.
Zang Tianshuo's resources complemented Siqingerile's talent, which made her quickly rise to prominence and become a "leading figure in China's female rock scene".
Under the leadership of Zang Tianshuo, Siqingerile successfully appeared on the stage of the Spring Festival Gala. When she stood on that stage for the first time, there were tears in her eyes and her heart was full of gratitude.
At that moment, she felt that all her efforts had paid off.
With the passage of time, Siqingerile's fame soared instantly, and she has undoubtedly become a well-deserved queen of the rock music industry after appearing on the stage of the Spring Festival Gala five times in a row. Her singing voice is full of power, resounding throughout the country, and her name has become a banner in the rock music scene.
However, fate played a joke on her once again, just when she thought she was about to reach the peak of her life. Life is like a big drama, who would have thought that the teacher who led her to success has also become the biggest shadow in her life.
Siqingerile showed a very outstanding talent in her music career, so she won the title of "the first person in China's female rock industry" in one fell swoop, and appeared on the well-known stage of the Spring Festival Gala for five consecutive times, so she was named the "Queen of Rock".
However, behind all this brilliance, there are many untold true stories.
Siqingerile, whose career is thriving, is experiencing a fierce struggle inside. She has a deep affection for Zang Tianshuo, the teacher who brought her into the music world. On a night when no one was around, Siqingerile plucked up his courage and expressed his heart to Zang Tianshuo.
Zang Tianshuo did not explicitly refuse, which made Siqingerile mistakenly think that her feelings had been reciprocated, and she recalled that night, feeling that it was her happiest moment.
However, Zang Tianshuo's reaction made Siqingerile like a bolt from the blue, and all dreams were completely shattered. Zang Tianshuo not only asked Siqingerile to drain the child, but also cruelly told her the truth: he was married and even had a child of his own.
There can be no future between them, let alone children.
This news was like a sharp blade, instantly piercing Siqingerile's heart. Her eyes changed from joy to confusion to despair. Unable to accept this fact, Siqingerile left alone, walking aimlessly through the streets, and the pain in her heart almost consumed her.
Siqingerile was caught in a great contradiction. She wanted to get rid of the child and start a new life, but she couldn't bear it. While teetering on the brink of life and death, someone rushed her to the hospital.
Tears flowed quietly as she lay in a hospital bed. After a long period of thought, Siqingerile made a difficult decision. She made the last call to Zang Tianshuo, and said in a hoarse but firm voice: "Drain the child, and from now on we don't know each other."
The moment the phone was hung up, Siqingerile felt a part of his life disappear with it. The experience left her with scars that could not be healed. Her singing voice was still loud, but there was more unspeakable sadness in her eyes.
On stage, she is still the glamorous queen of rock and roll, but in private, she has become reticent and often caught up in her own world.
The story of Siqingerile is like a tragic rock music. She conquered the audience with her talent, but suffered the deepest betrayal in love. This girl from the prairie has paid a price that ordinary people can't imagine on the road of chasing her dreams.
Her experience may be the epitome of many dreamers, hiding the bitterness and pain that no one knows under the glossy surface.
The blow to Siqingerile from her emotional setback was huge. Although she is still on the stage and her singing voice is still loud, the trauma in her heart has not diminished but increased. The enthusiasm and hope for life in her eyes have disappeared, leaving only an indescribable exhaustion and confusion.
The little girl who used to run freely on the grassland has now disappeared from people's sight. Siqingerile began to become reticent and no longer as hopeful about the future as he had been in the past.
Her public image has also become blurred, and the once majestic rock queen seems to be slowly fading out of the public eye.
During this low point in his life, Siqingerile tried to cheer himself up and heal his inner wounds by writing new songs. But every time she stood in front of the microphone, painful memories of the past flooded in like a tidal wave, making it impossible for her to concentrate.
The media speculated about Siqingerile's situation, with some saying that she was in depression and others saying that she lacked creative inspiration. But Siqingerile chose to remain silent, not wanting to respond to the doubts and curiosity of the outside world.
She chooses to focus on her own music creation and use music to heal her soul.
During this period, Siqingerile was like a wounded bird that lost the ability to fly. She used to fly freely in the rock'n'roll sky, but now she has to curl up in a corner and lick her wounds.
Her talent is still there, but the loss of confidence and the wounded heart make it difficult for her to spread her wings again.
The story of Siqingerile develops in a heart-wrenching direction, her ill-fated rock queen who came out of the steppe and experienced the peak of her career, but fell to the bottom because of emotional setbacks.
Such an experience undoubtedly cast a shadow on her life.
However, the gears of fate are still turning, and no one knows what will happen in the next moment. This may be the most difficult period of his life for Siqingerile, but it may also be the prelude to a new turning point.
After all, isn't the true spirit of rock 'n' roll all about getting back up after a fall and continuing to chase your dreams bravely?
In 2023, a song called "Rakshasa Haishi" has caused a heated discussion on the Internet and has become one of the most controversial songs of the year. As a veteran musician, Siqingerile couldn't help but express his opinion on social platforms, he said: "The success of "Rakshasa Haishi" is the key to marketing, not the music itself.
The remarks quickly caused an uproar online.
Netizens accused Siqingerile of rubbing the heat and singing the opposite. even dug up all kinds of past events in her past, pushing her to the forefront of public opinion. In the face of these doubts and criticisms, Siqingerile chose to remain silent and did not give any explanation or reply.
When people thought she would disappear from public view, Siqingerile unexpectedly released the news that the new song "Lazy Cat" was about to be released on December 18. In the promotional video, she revealed her painful experience over the past year.
Her appearance is distressing, unkempt, misty-eyed, and has completely lost the style of the former rock queen.
The video has garnered a lot of attention online. Many netizens expressed concern about whether Siqingerile was suffering from depression and called on her to go to the hospital for a check-up and a good rest. But there are also those who question it, arguing that it is a hype.
In any case, Siqingerile is always trying to return to the stage. Despite her constant controversy, she still interprets the spirit of rock 'n' roll in her own way. In this challenging time, every step of the way is in the spotlight, with people expecting her to regain her glory and worrying about whether she will be able to handle the pressure.
The former "first female rock in China" is facing the most difficult test of her career.
The recent situation of Siqingerile has aroused widespread public concern and concern, and many fans and people who care about her have left messages on social media, hoping that she can get out of the haze and return to her former glory as soon as possible.
They called on Siqingerile to go to the hospital for a check-up and a good rest in order to recover his physical and mental health.
Despite the skepticism and criticism, she did not give up on music. The release of her latest song, "Lazy Cat", may suggest that she is determined to return to the stage. Despite the hardships of the recovery process, it is the indomitable spirit that shines brightest for a true rock soul.
The story of Siqingerile can be described as ups and downs, from the grassland to the stage, from glory to trough, her life has undergone too many changes. But her name, "Light of Wisdom", is a metaphor for what we expect from her, believing that this artist, who was once "the first female rock artist in China", can find herself, move forward bravely, and bring glory again.
Maybe that's the true meaning of the spirit of rock 'n' roll: even if you fall, get up bravely and keep going. The future of Siqingerile is still uncertain, but her story is a moving story of dreams, frustration and rebirth.