The breath of spring has permeated the entire campus, and Zhang Xiaofan is no exception. As a college student who is about to enter the second semester of her senior year, she has spent more than three happy years in this youthful institution, full of infinite vision and planning for the future.
"Tick, tick", as the alarm clock rang, Xiaofan was ready to get up as usual. However, this morning was different from usual, and she first felt a gagging reaction, "Could it be that I ate something I shouldn't have eaten yesterday?" Then she saw her somewhat pale face in front of the mirror.
When I arrived at the infirmary for an examination, I was told in the doctor's slightly surprised and concerned words: "Congratulations, you are pregnant." ”
This sudden result was like a thunderbolt from the sky that hit Xiao Fan's heart. Her thoughts immediately went into chaos, "How is that possible?" Still in school...... Haven't graduated yet......"
In deep doubt and uneasiness, I called my boyfriend Li Mingyang: "Mingyang, come and help me move things!" A familiar and gentle voice came from the other end of the phone: "What's wrong?" Wife? ”
After seeing Xiao Fan with a solemn face, Li Mingyang sensitively felt that something was wrong, "Wife? Did something happen? After some questioning, Xiao Fan finally couldn't help but burst into tears and confessed the news of her pregnancy to him.
"Huh?" Li Mingyang was shocked and had mixed feelings in his heart, "We will graduate in a few months...... This... All of a sudden, all plans were disrupted. ”
After returning to the dormitory, Xiao Fan sat on the edge of the bed and did not speak for a while. The roommates noticed her strangeness and asked, "Xiaofan, what's wrong with you?" Xiao barely showed a smile to hide the waves in his heart. She didn't want to let anyone else know about it so early.
At dusk, the campus is particularly quiet and beautiful, and under the orange-red afterglow, Zhang Xiaofan is alone in front of the library, thinking about the great changes his life is about to face.
The phone rang suddenly and broke the contemplation - it was the mother calling.
"Xiaofan, what are you busy with? How are you doing?" the mother's voice was full of concern.
"Mom... I—" She was hesitant to tell her mother the news, but in the end she just said yes and everything was fine.
When night fell, Zhang Xiaofan hoped that the darkness could hide all the sadness and confusion, but the indescribable emotions in his heart were like a boulder weighing heavily on his chest...
At this time, the dormitory manager gently knocked on the door: "Xiaofan, do you need help?" I don't think you're looking very good right now. If you're not feeling well, we have a medical kit in our dorm."
It was the simple and warm words that made Zhang Qiang, who was in trouble, find some comfort: "It's okay aunt."
Every choice will change the landscape of a lifetime as to how to go in the future. Lying on the bed, Xiao Ruo took a deep breath as if trying to drive away the restlessness and confusion.
The April sun shone on the university campus, and Ming Yang watched Xiao Fan sit on the bench in the playground, the sun shining on her through the leaves, looking unusually peaceful. He gently walked over to her and sat down, "Wife, have you thought about our future?" Xiao Fan was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "Who knows?" I just hope we can keep going like this. ”
However, life was not all smooth sailing, and when the news of Zhang Xiaofan's pregnancy reached Wang Mingyang's home, his parents were immediately shocked and anxious. Father Wang said with a serious face: "You still have a few months to graduate!" What a body to get pregnant now! And Wang's mother was worried: "It's not that we don't support your decision, but is this time really right?" What are your plans for the future? ”
"We will try our best to balance school and life," Mr. Lee said firmly, trying to ease the concerns of his elders. But on the other hand, Zhang Xiaofan's heart was also full of waves, "husband" she said with a little sadness, "If our child is born this semester......
In this atmosphere, under the advice of the campus psychological counselor, Zhang Xiaofan began to participate in club activities for special students. In a pregnancy health communication class, the teacher's gentle words moistened her heart like spring rain: "In the face of changes in life, please remember that there is always a solution......
At the same time, she received help and support from her classmates during the stress of early pregnancy. One of her roommates, Zhao Liying, asked her, "Do you need me to accompany you to the hospital?" These simple and genuine concerns make the little mortal who is isolated a little stronger.
During a social welfare activity, she unexpectedly learned about the maternal assistance projects of some non-governmental organizations, and received substantial help and condolences. The warm smile of the person in charge gave her strength, "Everyone deserves to be cared for".
The anxiety in my heart has not completely dissipated, and there is still a trace of unwillingness in the deepest part of my heart: can this unexpected surprise really become a gift of fate? This ambivalence is especially strong in the dead of night.
Li Mingyang is well aware of the importance and challenge of his wife's struggle and the great changes in the future that he has undertaken, "My dear, whether you want it or not, we have to take the corresponding responsibility" After a warm hug, he calmly said his determination.
Gradually, the days calmed down, and a tacit understanding was quietly established in the hearts of the two - to adapt to the role of parents in advance and prepare for it.
As time goes on, the day of the wedding is approaching day by day. Zhang Xiaofan and Li Mingyang began to plan the affairs of the wedding. Before they could breathe a sigh of relief, the attitudes of the parents on both sides became more and more ambiguous.
"I don't want this marriage to be too hasty yet." Li Mingyang's father said solemnly, "You must at least finish your studies first." ”
Xiaofan's family was also worried, and her mother took her hand and said, "Daughter, your current state, will your married life be affected?" "Having children out of wedlock is a heavy topic in traditional Chinese thinking.
At a pre-wedding banquet, a dispute arose because of a disagreement. An angry voice pierced the quiet air, "What if the child is born and suffers in the future?" This was a question from Aunt Lee Myung-young.
The small couple with low salaries but good love is facing increasing pressure from both families and society.
It was in such a tense and unsettling atmosphere that the day of wedding photo shoot was ushered in. The sun shone through the studio windows, and what should have been a happy picture was shattered by a sudden heavy rain - the original outdoor scenery could not be realized!
A change in the weather is just a precursor, and unexpected events follow. Xiao Fan, who was wearing a wedding dress, suddenly felt a burst of abdominal pain, which made everyone anxious. Although the doctor had a false alarm after the examination, the anxiety in everyone's heart was clearly written on their faces.
"Wife, are you alright? Do you need to take more rest?" Li Mingyang asked worriedly.
"I... I think we can hold on, let's go to the hospital after filming this critical moment." Xiao Fan held on and showed a strong smile.
Family dinners in the process of wedding preparation have also become controversial occasions:
"According to our rules here," said the royal father sternly, "no matter what special circumstances there are, we must not be detrimental to our courtesy."
Not only that, but when preparing for the wedding, there are more contradictions and conflicts, such as budgets, guest lists, etc., which constantly test this already urgent marriage arrangement.
Every day is spent in gossip, and in the face of ruthless social norms and traditional values, Zhang Xiaofan and his wife seem more and more unconfident. When the family is together, it is full of embarrassing situations and desperate appeals:
"Have you forgotten that we are family? Isn't this marriage now all about love and the future? Why is it so difficult? Tears appeared in the corners of Zhang Xiaofan's eyes, almost crying, and he poured out his heart.
However, even so, the two young people decided to stick to their love vows and work together to overcome all odds.
Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, Xiaofan and Ming Yang experienced an unforgettable wedding, as well as the birth of a new life that came with it. The immature daughter Zhang Daiju stretched her tiny hands and feet in swaddling clothes, as if she had sent her first greeting to this unknown world.
"You see how well my daughter sleeps, if I had to do it again, would I really choose to slow down?" Xiao Fan leaned against the window and sighed slightly.
"Wife, what do you have to regret? Although there were some twists and turns, we finally had a smooth wedding and welcomed our little baby. Li Mingyang responded while gently patting the child's back and coaxing her to sleep.
The days were not comfortable, but they were steady and steady. The two summed up a set of special parenting scriptures: taking turns to take the baby, sharing stories, and learning parenting knowledge have become the main theme of daily life. Xiaofan tries to find a balance between the role of a working mother and the identity of a student: "Tired and happy! ”
Slowly, the eyes of the students who saw each other on campus were no longer surprised at the beginning, but with a blessed smile: "Look at your family, so happy!" And the friends who supported each other when they were pregnant in the past have gradually married and had children, warming each other on this new track.
"What you say counts! We've done a lot on your big day... In the laughter and laughter at the class reunion, everyone did not forget to tease them a few words.
The contradictions between the parents gradually faded, and after seeing the child's lovely face, they were relieved one after another: "Okay, okay, busy with your guys, I'll help take care of the child." Behind Wang's mother's smile is the spiritual watering of the younger generation's blessings.
As time went on, the idea of "if I could do it again" became more and more unrealistic and ridiculous—life could not be repeated, and there was no need to repeat all the pain and joy that had been experienced. Because this moment is real and sweet enough.
After a day of noise, when the house is quiet, the couple will hug each other and chat a few words or say nothing, just sit quietly: "Wow, look at her now, how do you look so much like your husband!" Then again..." Xiao Fan wanted to speak and stopped.
Li Mingyang interrupted softly, "Shhhh ”
Outside the window, the night is the most beautiful picture in the hearts of this young couple, and the picture woven with the child will be the most tender poem in the world.